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Novagangggg

lalala

sadmood

WastedYouth Hitters

My head's splitting. Wide open. 
ごめんないよ。

Download RAMONA

About Last Night... [Prod. by Kill Bill]

Produced by Moar and datfootdive.

[RAV]
Finally leaving Lavender Town
Used to drive myself insane
But i’m the passenger now
Now, perfection sits behind the steering wheel
And takes a left
And yet still manages to do right by me
Manages how?
Yo, she gave my heart a home, man
She really move me
For real, she soothe me, her hippie groove be
A Ghibli movie
Her smiling takes me to islands
That please the iris
And feed the soul too
Her eyes consistently succeed as soul food
Her sight and scent i treasure
You see, everything about her
Helps relieve the stress and pressure
i never walk away too far
i don’t resent the pleasure
That she give me in a measure
That i don’t pretend to measure
Walking down her memory lane
My favorite place to visit
Being ever so descriptive
All those places are made vivid
And give it or take it
Ayo, my senses are rarely efficient
But today they aint break yet
Depression fades in a minute
i’m saying
You can’t kill my smile
Yo, i challenge you to try
i believe I’ve changed
And i think i know why


2015

RAV x Kill Bill - Lavender

701 Kid - Losing Interest ( Feat. SHILOH DYNASTY)

[2015]

Tender soul splintered, folded in the inner
Another lonely night: veggie dinners for beginners
Forcing my own chin up 'fore I give up
The summer's coming back, but it feels more like it's winter
The line between my heart and my mind is growing thinner
I felt a similar way before, this I remember
Kinder egg center post-issues at the factory
My marbles scatter far, then rarely ever come back to me
Fast asleep with both eyes open
See, my description is known psychosis
Flow like an ocean, sink like a hammer
Troubled so I smoke and I drink not to panic
Restless mind not restricted by planets
Same old shell, different thinking mechanics
When life gives me lemons, I stick em' on a canvas
An interesting practice that'll rid me of madness
And I know that we could be together
But not now, no, not at all
Nah-nah-nah-nah-naaah

Beat: 'Soul Below' by Ljones

B-Sides & Rarities Vol.3 [2011-2015]

YOU FUCKERS WERE ASKING FOR THIS ONE

A Message to You..

lyrics:
//Intro
You know..
 
//Verse 1
There was a time when I loved you and you loved me
And honestly it feels so bad to me
How you're gone
in one night it feels so wrong
I'm sorry that I hurt you with my all my love too long
I let these feelings build up way too strong
That's just me
I just tried to be the best me that I could be
Told you you were beautiful
I guess that was the usual
I thought that we could work but you proved I was delusional
I..
I'm sorry that I failed you
I'm sorry that all of my love mentally derailed you
Tried to swim after as your friend but that ship sailed too
And honestly without you my skin is turning pale blue
but I'm thankful and blessed that I met you
Without you I wouldn't be the man that I'm meant to
So all I can say is I'm sorry and thank you
Even though the goodbye was really painful
I'm thankful for the time that we spent
It's like a good and bad thing that I dreamt
Emotionally through hell and heaven I went
But here I am now and I have no regrets
Cause you do not love me and that I accept
And in the future I hope for you the best
So when it comes to me as your stress
I Hope you can forgive me and lay it to rest
Cause I'm not perfect either, and that I get
We both definitely had our arguments
Because we both grew up as stubborn kids
And I gave out too many compliments
But we always made up and laughed about it
You could tell my emotions from the way I sounded
When you said those three words oh my chest pounded
I'll never forget how my chest pounded..
 
//Outro

Broken but Thankful

Broken but Thankful ft. Shiloh Dynasty (Prod. DatBoiDJ)

Broken but Thankful ft. Shiloh (Prod. DatBoiDJ) [Unmixed]

SOMEONE - DEV (Prod. MORREE)

art
https://drawingartpicks.com/sketch-of-sad-boy-in-rain/sketch-of-sad-boy-in-rain-sad-boy-rain-sketch-alone-boy-in-rain-sketch-heart-touching-sad/
sadboyprolific
https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Raincoat feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

spotify!

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

swipe cards (prod scary)

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zq_UGp4Zqus

She wanna pretend she a model
mixed by @lilpolearm

Too many niggas tryna disrespect me
i keep a pistol on me to protect me
know i been sinning but hop on my knees
stare at the sun and say god would you help me
smoking on green im tryna be healthy
smoking on green gelato
she wanna pretend she a model
triple 7 like i just won the lotto
(like i just won the lotto)

wasabi drippin with the green bape
she said im different i still dont know what that shit means aye
i ride for my niggas i guess that shit complicated
i been on  a mission to put on for my my side
i hope in the benz in chanel slides
they hatin on me imma let em slide
got tunnel vision i got money eyes

they gone put f in the chat if you try to test me
pussy ass nigga will not get the best of me
aint even cap my ex was a gemini
she bad lil jaunt but shorty expensive
i dont see the point of spending enxpensives
i was mad at the world runnin in and out of detention
my uncle derek told me get a bag
so i just run up aint lookin back
they stare at me, fuck are u lookin at
i pray on my knees you coming back
i cut the boy off like a butchery
say she dont like how other bitches look at me
so i needa switch it up and get right back in my bag
i switch from the beamer and hop in the jag 
x2

tommy ice - gelato VIDEO IN DESC

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

Patchwork (Prod. By Hurtful)

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

{prod wstdyth}

lyrics:

we don’t make a sound 
all this pain i’m around really brings me down 
do u feel the ground shake when i’m walking out 
i see the door to another realm 

i’m so overwhelmed 
am i catching ur subliminals 
i can’t tell 
all this weed makes a bad smell
i’ve been walking in the dark casting bad spells 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
i’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise 

what do u think when u see me like that 
i wonder if u think i’m that bad 
or do u just want me to come back 
do u just want me to come back 

i protect myself from every thing u say 
but i don’t like it that way 
i just need to smoke some propane 
ashes burning up my face 
oh my god do we have to hang at my place? 

seeing u in passing isn’t easy 
i wish u could read me 
please don’t say goodbye cuz i’m not leaving 
need to do some cleaning 
i wish i could wake up in the morning 
but for night i’m yearning 
make all the mistakes i did before 
like why am i not learning 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
I’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise

with the witches

here comes the sun (prod. prblm) video in description

KISS MY OWN DICK FEAT. YUNGSTER JACK (PROD. CRAYONSBEATS)

MUSIC VIDEO <3

CAST SPELLS w/ henny

✰ with @fantasycamp
✰ produced by me
✰ mixed by me
✰ mastered by Sebastian Metzner

✰ Lyrics ✰

       Nicolas Sales:

I don’t wanna waste your time, 
I just wanna make you mine 
Every time I look inside, 
All I find is your apartment 

And I know, that my hearts got holes 
And my smile is hiding it,
So come close, 
baby one last time cause tomorrow I gotta go

So be my penicillin, 
Be my penicillin,
Sometimes all I want is to forget my feelings

Yeah you better feel it 
I know you can feel it, 
Sometimes it feels like I’m barely breathing

And you take my hand and say that you really mean it 
And I can’t help but to diminish your feelings 
When you say you’re mine it feels like I’m getting closer to believing in myself, take a look at myself, yeah 

Fantasycamp:

And I don't wanna waste your time,
I just wanna make you mine,

but I can never make my mind 
up or finish what I started,

but I know that I can't go alone
so just say that you love me I don't care if you mean it 

give me another dose 
you can kill my pain as long as i'm breathing 

and i'm up now 
i wanna stay forever, never come down 
i gotta find a way to make it somehow
just love me for awhile never run now, run now

cuz i've been waiting and i'm finally free 
i hear the gods call my name when you're climbing on me 

isolating till we're ready to leave 
but we don't need no one else now
to make us believe 

so i'll shout your name to the city streets
and we can find comfort in debauchery 
i feel alive inside when you're touching me
in your apartment where i wanna be 

so i'll shout your name to the city streets
and we can find comfort in debauchery 
i feel alive inside when you're touching me
so one last time won't you be my...



      Nico:



So be my penicillin, 

Be my penicillin,

Sometimes all I want is to forget my feelings



Yeah you better feel it 

I know you can feel it, 

Sometimes it feels like I’m barely breathing



And you take my hand and say that you really mean it 

And I can’t help but to diminish your feelings 


When you say you’re mine it feels like I’m getting closer to believing in myself, take a look at myself, yeah...

penicillin (ft. fantasy camp)

second song of the ep you know what that means :0

Toxic ft. July(pr. Jakebreh & Nash)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euGMB72bUJk

DAVID SHAWTY + YUNGSTER JACK - SPAWN CAMPING PROD. PRBLM video in description

<3 sample: https://soundcloud.com/ccottrill/sum1-else

Connect with Ryster:
instagram.com/ryster
twitter.com/whoisryster

Produced By Ryster & Nash
instagram.com/nathan_lamarche

ig ur not home [prod. ryster x nash]

mixed by @polearm
featuring @sewerperson
produced by @splashgvng and @irby314

tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral
tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral

i think ill be late to the grave at my own damn funeral
say what you say i know i act quite unusual
fake homies fake like they dont know that im on to them
its okay whatever bro cuz 
i was never fond of them
i just copped and popped out to LA
shot the shit and kicked it with my bae
told my brothers theres another way
now we been grinding time to fill the days
we been on the sun in outerspace
stress was melted
felt it drip away
i been on a hella different wave
i been on a hella different wave

sewerperson:
moonlight thru opening in the sun roof
it feel like one of these times where i just have to tell u i
love u
and i dont wait till the morning
and i dont wanna wait anymore like
tell me
how many of these nights u been alone u really happy
everything im feeling come back round to overlap me
i guess i just wanted u to know ion know what id do without ya
i guess i just wanted u to know i still been
selfish
sorry
i cant help it
promise
blacked out
i cant feel if im honest
can u tell me bout ur face cause i forgot it
since i pushed most those memories into my closet

tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral
tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral

selfish! ft. sewerperson (prod. irby)

love spills from my veins

sunny (+ 1cee)

i wouldn't wanna miss this 
5/27

big thank u to these folks!!
blackwinterwells: https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
caspr: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
saint tomorrow: https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
mastered by frvr&alwys: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

[lyrics]
skele:
up late
it's all the same
i might pop a blue just to get me through the pain
it's hard to say 
im ok
when every night i have to lay awake
and am i doing better or am i getting really used to it?
i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference
laying on my floor just to ponder my existence
but i wouldn't wanna miss this

i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference 

blackwinterwells:
you know that etching we made is still on the sidewalk
breaking down come on baby where did it go wrong
i dont see no one else stuck here writing love songs
wish i had you to distract me from all my damn flaws 

i just need a break from this i need time to heal
twisting evil alchemy to break down my shield
and now you know you've hurt me so you have no excuse
im leaving now for certain, time's up, you lose

and everytime i feel like my hearts about to break
you just pull me right back in, even though your love is fake
im so tired, of hurting over
people who dont like me

but still everytime you smile i think everythings okay
like im walking on thin air, and forgetting all the pain
and i miss you, for some reason
after all the times you hurt me

skele:
i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference

i wouldn't wanna miss this

taboo (w/ blackwinterwells) (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

https://open.spotify.com/track/337H7R2AWIlI9s7M4ugelQ?si=Hw144VyOTiyi8xWOQvyjOQ

was very crazy when i made this

art by @rhodiumnights on twitter

IRIS

remghost: https://soundcloud.com/remghost
jolst: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

lyrics:
i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i made a bag today 
a lot of these nights spent alone, awake
thinking about what my friends would say
if they knew how i'm bouta go away
i thought of u today
sleeping alone doesn't feel the same
and i just don't know how much i can take 
the old me is gone, have myself to blame

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i never saw love in your eyes
so i don't know why when u left it surprised me 
it must've been hard to disguise 
the way that u didn't like what's inside of me

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

messed up (prod. remghost & jolst)

@hiitshmwav

lyrics:

{wstdyth}
rolling high grade 
put me in a dungeon 
joint to the face 
now i’m faded at the function 
old spells shield me from corruption 
now i’m in the nine 
so high i can’t function 

i'm walking in the mist
nah imma fade away 
shawty sent a text but i don’t know what to say 
smoking in the night 
waiting for the day 
will u ever know what i’m trying to convey

do they see me 
dark force teeming 
she looked dreamy 
she deceived me 
do they see me 
find me healing 
thoughts misleading 
words lose meaning 


number nine tee 
color on my face 
wearing oakley 
ash on the air force ones 
while i’m smoking 
black jeans hide me in the night 
from the soul king 
i can feel the weight of the earth 
now i’m sulking 

u can say what u need 
i don’t really care
know u looking at my face now
i’m not really there 
rolling up the tree 
smoke in the air 
always at my place 
all alone 
i’m a solitaire

{hm.wav}
drippin’ like your nosebleed 
couple racks on it (couple racks on it)
saw you pre the whole fit
couple tags on it (couple tags on it)
I gotta bag it up bag it up
all I want is foreign love
I don’t wanna talk
I just want top
smoke grade A it smell like skunk
tag it up tag it up
I could be your louis plug
everyone I said I loved 
turned their back when I got funds
I getta bag now they all wanna fw me
I be poppin’ tags now
I got prada on me

solitaire w/ hm.wav

wstdyth