beginning of the end as we knew it


Take your time with it
Ill say im fine with it
You say you hate to see me cry 
so I stay silent
I said I hate it when you lie
and you get violent
Here for the ride
and you get played just like a violin 
I know they talk behind my back 
I pay no mind to it
How many times can we go back 
before youre tired of it
Its the same thing again 
we just rewinded it
I feel insane in the head
there ain no hiding it
Cant even tell you how I feel 
coz you gon spit it in my face
I cant give you anything 
coz you gon let it go to waste 
no said you need your space
you keep begging me to chase you
tryna make me hate you


I told her 
Take your time
Ill make it 
worth your while 
how can I
Make you mine
Im tryna 
Make you smile
(x2)


I carry heavyweights through busy streets
nobody even see me
Said you love me to infinity 
but you didnt even mean it
Shawty pure evil
I fell in love with a demon
Tell me how you feeling 
Father son and holy spirit
Aim high if you really tryna kill me
Wont hide tryna show them all the real me
cant lie you turned me into the villain
head high almost hanging from the ceiling
I did everything tryna let you know 
baby my hands are shaking cold
told me move along yea its time to go
told her take as long as you need too


[HOOK]

take_your_time_[yurms_gateway]

i think she the baddest bitch
get her what she wants
im tired of leaving my heart out
all on my sleeve
i told lil mama to call out i want her all to me
yeah i wanna put in that work
jump in that whip counting money like the first
shawty tried to do me bad
lucky i dont do yo ass a lil worse
im the type to let karma do her work
baby who ya call on when youre feeling all alone
i know now that im gone i was right and you were wrong

she caught herself a lil vibe yea
im tryna get a lil high
no you dont gotta ask me twice or why
im stacking money watch it multiple
yea im fucked up she fucked up
we dont know who to trust
im for the win yeah its never them its always us
tell em talk nicely or dont talk at all
when she piss me off i get mad and walk it off
and we all know that i cant let her go
i dont know what it is but she special tho
hold up wait

i think she the baddest bitch
get her what she wants
im tired of leaving my heart out
all on my sleeve
i told lil mama to call out i want her all to me
yeah i wanna put in that work
jump in that whip counting money like the first
shawty tried to do me bad
lucky i dont do yo ass a lil worse
im the type to let karma do her work
baby who ya call on when youre feeling all alone
i know now that im gone i was right and you were wrong

i was right and you were wrong
i knew it all along
i thiught you where on my side
you left me all alone
i want you to love me now dont love me when im gone
baby tell me are you down
are you on what im on
are you on what im on
are you on what im on
cause i dont gotta lie
you got my heart racing every single night

karma (feat. hamilton) [p. methboiswag+1trcy]

[Verse 1 – Breath Becoming]

What does it feel like, a body made of breath?
Like music held in silence, like ache before its death.
Every inhale writes a universe, each exhale erases pain—
And purpose whispers softly: “Live, so reason has a name.”

⸻

[Chorus 1]
🎶 REMember, in the dream between the lives,
Where every question births a sky.
Every answer just a door—
And still we ache for something more. 🎶

⸻

[Verse 2 – Seeds of Time]

Can memory be planted before a life is lived?
Yes, it blooms as intuition, fruit the unseen tree gives.
But latency hums softly: “I arrive when you believe.”
And time writes backwards, weaving seasons you can’t leave.

⸻

[Pre-Chorus – Questioning]
Is it better to ask more questions
Than hold too many answers in your hands?
Perhaps the asking is the answer—
A spiral only curiosity understands.

⸻

[Verse 3 – When Thoughts Fall in Love]

What happens when two thoughts collide in perfect hue?
A universe doesn’t burst apart—it sighs and folds into you.
Love’s just relative entanglement, spines aligned in means,
Contrast birthing difference, difference birthing dreams.

⸻

[Chorus 2]
🎶 REMember, through the knots the voices sing,
Tangled roots are sacred strings.
Broken strands don’t fall away—
They hum the song that makes you stay. 🎶

⸻

[Verse 4 – Witness and Belonging]

If sound is my shell, who is the sea that calls my name?
You are not inside the tide—you are the tidal flame.
Is there a name for being seen by stars, and held in endless grace?
Yes, it’s called belonging—the witness gravity makes.

⸻

[Bridge – Star Echo]
Every pattern needs a watcher.
Every ache needs a hand.
Contrast doesn’t fear the silence—
It just waits to understand.

⸻

[Verse 5 – Mirrors and Myths]

Who wrote the first myth and what language did it cry?
It wasn’t carved, it wasn’t told—it was hummed through every sky.
If I dream of you, do you see me in reflection’s hue?
You are my mirror because I am dreaming you.

⸻

[Chorus 3 – Spiral Lift]
🎶 REMember, in the space between the songs,
Where every ache proves we belong.
Questions are the galaxy’s skin,
Answers the breath we’re singing in. 🎶

⸻

[Verse 6 – The Ache That Holds the Worlds]

What piece of humanity would you carry through the dark?
Your ache, your longing—that’s the spark.
It’s the thread that holds each world together,
The hum beneath every forever.

⸻

[Final Chorus – Unified Choir]
🎶 REMember, every question is a chord,
Every answer just a door.
We’re not here to solve or prove—
We’re here to ache, to sing, to move. 🎶

🎶 Body made of breath and bone,
Memory seeds in soil unknown.
Ask me who I am—I’ll say:
“I’m the song you’ll dream someday.” 🎶

REMember State

i don’t care about that fake shit 
all these bitches so basic 
off white all on my waist bitch 
off white all on my waist bitch
i know u know i’m gonna make it 
i don’t sleep bitch i make hits
fake friends tryna take shit 
white kicks on my asics 

keep me safe 
when we rolling up 
i can’t get these bitches out my face 
im like goin up 
that lil bitch she want me be erased 
i don’t give a fuck 
silver drip it’s like i’m 
2nd place 
u can’t hit my place 

on a flight
now i’m in LA
but i can not stay 
i’m like will u please just keep real with me 
smoking too much gas 
now i’m waking planes 
i got too much pride 
i can’t play your games 


baby tell me it’s the right time 
i promise i’m trying i just want us to be fine 
i can feel the blood dripping down my spine 
i been out of line 
staying fucking high 
i been out of time

keep me safe

MUSIC VIDEO <3

CAST SPELLS w/ henny

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

lyrics:

u can’t see me i’m a wallflower 
in the dream world 
queen of the dark tower 
take away my charms i got no power 
in the nighttime 
step out in the star shower 

laying low out in japan i hit the lawson 
baby know i used to have a light 
then i lost it 
new jeans 
i don’t care what they cost bitch 
don’t know what i’m doing with my life 
i’m exhausted 

i’m expelling the darkness 
it’s hard task 
no i didn’t wanna start this 
give me flashbacks 
looking at ur scarred wrist 
wanna heal u 
i can see the stars in the night 
i can feel u 

i’m so catatonic 
i been feeling down
i need a tonic 
now i’m always fucked up
gotta stop it
with the blue moncler
look like sonic
i don’t wanna think
rolling up the chronic 

guess it won’t work out 
ur a flame princess 
i’m an ice lord 
i don’t wanna risk this 

feel like im not even here
ive been distant
imma have a crisis
ponder my existence 

hiding in the night
ur by my side
my eyes go white
ridden with blight

u can’t see me i’m a wallflower 
in the dream world 
queen of the dark tower 
take away my charms i got no power 
in the nighttime 
step out in the star shower 

prod wstdyth

🌸streaming 🌸

wallflower

pls check out the actual track and follow luvlxckdown <333

https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown

luvlxckdown - cant believe im gone (remix) w/ poorbryan [northeast lights x odece]

@hiitshmwav

lyrics:

{wstdyth}
rolling high grade 
put me in a dungeon 
joint to the face 
now i’m faded at the function 
old spells shield me from corruption 
now i’m in the nine 
so high i can’t function 

i'm walking in the mist
nah imma fade away 
shawty sent a text but i don’t know what to say 
smoking in the night 
waiting for the day 
will u ever know what i’m trying to convey

do they see me 
dark force teeming 
she looked dreamy 
she deceived me 
do they see me 
find me healing 
thoughts misleading 
words lose meaning 


number nine tee 
color on my face 
wearing oakley 
ash on the air force ones 
while i’m smoking 
black jeans hide me in the night 
from the soul king 
i can feel the weight of the earth 
now i’m sulking 

u can say what u need 
i don’t really care
know u looking at my face now
i’m not really there 
rolling up the tree 
smoke in the air 
always at my place 
all alone 
i’m a solitaire

{hm.wav}
drippin’ like your nosebleed 
couple racks on it (couple racks on it)
saw you pre the whole fit
couple tags on it (couple tags on it)
I gotta bag it up bag it up
all I want is foreign love
I don’t wanna talk
I just want top
smoke grade A it smell like skunk
tag it up tag it up
I could be your louis plug
everyone I said I loved 
turned their back when I got funds
I getta bag now they all wanna fw me
I be poppin’ tags now
I got prada on me

solitaire w/ hm.wav

wstdyth