planting seeds 🌱☀️

I've been

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

spotify

past life (prod. xtravulous)

@ripsquadd 

watch visual here: https://youtu.be/syzU6YHTo0s

ZERO COMING SOON!

gem stones [prod. lusi]

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

maybe its a dream

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

i might really be over it +333（✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。

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lyrics:
it's been so long since I've seen you
turns out I don't need you
thought I lost my heart
but I found it right beside you
you know that I cry too
leaving fears behind you
i've been shining bright
it's just my way to remind you

faded of a blunt now
whipping down the highway
blinded by the lights now
ya i got it my way

gucci on my chain
fendi down to my waist
sayin that i switched up
you're not up to my pace

it's been so long since i've seen you
i dont even miss all the nights that we stayed up
the nights that we prayed for some brighter days pains away
i dont want this life to go to waste
i dont even miss you
i just wanna kiss u
one more time before i fade away
i dont even miss u 
i just hope u live your life
away from the pain

stream ❄️

i like to imagine i'm okay (prod. kaktus) [music video in description]

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

shinigami - zombie! [prod. hozay beats]

shinigami x ppgcasper - ghost town [prod. shinjin]

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


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starlight

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