autumnus

WEEK #024

you don't act like you used to.


cover art by .philo  
twitter @philosophimage

neither here, nor there.

another story

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spotify

your eyes my eyes

WORKING ON DRAINING
#FREETHAIBOY
ft. @aloegarten @blackkray @thaiboy-digital
prod. @forza3m @brandonfinessin @oogiemane @yung3m @whitearmor1

Working On Dying

Buy/Stream

Redlight Moments prod. OogieMane, F1LTHY

thank you all for being with me

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through the bad

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show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
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your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

follow tothegood

pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

waiting for the sun w/ lil lotus (taylor morgan)

don't sleep on my bro @stationsix

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traktrain.com/tothegood
tothegood.bandcamp.com
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apple.co/2Ab3U3e
tothegoodmerch.bigcartel.com/
instagram.com/tothegoodx/
twitter.com/tothegoodx

lyrics:

i dont think theres anybody left to save me
been barricaded in my head and i cant break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it dont phase me

i been up and i been down i feel em both
i got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, i dont float
i been craving something more, why cant i back what i promote
am i creating value, nope, and i been running low on hope

so lets pretend that i control whats in my skin
like im falling back in line without a care of tearing thin
if i hit the hay ill meet tomorrow with an honest grin
but im too terrified of shaking so ill stay awake in sin

let me breathe, capture air, i exhale and dont ask why
because i know that any breath could be my last before i die
maybe one day ill be fine and i can write just what i like
but until then imma ground myself in fear before i cry

and i dont know if ill survive the static in my sleep
but imma go until i find the undertow that pulls me deep
imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea
and when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef

and i don’t think that anyone can save me
been barricaded in my head and i can’t break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me

save me (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

rewind ft. guccihighwaters

@lilillmusic
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www.youtube.com/channel/UCfMTV-VY…iew_as=subscriber
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BteMQ53JWMEVT1zns7RTQ?si=bucFvoVGTlW_LXPs8B7EiA

@tothegood
twitter.com/tothegoodx
instagram.com/tothegoodx

lost and found (Prod. Tothegood) [on all streaming platforms]

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

Never

https://Angst.lnk.to/INFINO
Prod. Undefined
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7HQDjTeq44

Good Friends Club

I'm Not Fine I'm Not Okay

Stream!!!

Im Not Fine I'm Not Okay (prod. UNDEFINED)

Young Mahd - Yea IK (prod. CashmoneyAP)

@xam @itsyungvan (mixed by @sinxi) 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0HHPCnfZPVawyqBykZmSF8
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/one-more-night-feat-yung-van-single/1466097611
YouTube (Lyric Video): https://youtu.be/8LteOlrKkyM

[Verse 1: XAM]
It’s 4 or maybe 5 a.m.
And I am wide awake once again
I’m laying on the bed sheets and I’m counting dead sheep
But I cannot fall asleep, cos…

I am scared to close my eyes
‘Cos I am scared of what I’ll see
I am scared of having nightmares
‘Cos I am scared of facing my fears

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again…

[Verse 2: Yung Van]
There’s something wrong with me
I can’t catch sleep
Every time I’m close to dreams
I start to fall beneath the scenes
I’m watching angels lose their wings

Worlds collide as sirens sing
Rest is further than it seems
Looking for the castle in the air
Knowing damn well it’ll never be there

I’m stargazing the sky realizing that I
Hold on to all this pain
It resurrects when I hear your name
If only I knew why I’m falling faster than
I could imagine

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again...

ONE MORE NIGHT (feat. Yung Van)

@yungchans - can’t stop (prod. mega)

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

wstdyth