When living without purpose starts to kick in, somehow~.

Loose songs which I lowkey get too emotional with

July 2020 🔥

evening 3

YUH*++•!¡*

WastedYouth Hitters

Alone Made Of Ice

with @dylan-kidd-1 and @PearsonGhost (in-store release)

Intro Guitar: https://goo.gl/km7G0M
Ryan Tedder Vocals: https://goo.gl/VimZRP
Five Easy Pieces Monologue (1970): https://goo.gl/Ziervn

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Dylan Kidd
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Pearson Ghost
https://instagram.com/pearsonghost
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Artwork: still from the music video
Making Of: 
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Lyrics:

buy/spotify

someday we'll be together again

only you can decide_

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decisions

could you stand by my side along this magical travel?

n e w a d v e n t u r e . . .

Ghiblian Magic - IDST

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

la la la (siren)

:(

dont talk to me ever
since december aint lose a feather
purity in my mind i been feeling better
talk to me never, burn the loveletter

im in the aether
fendi on my leather
im in the ally
im with the ally
ghosting prolly
demons i might call in
vacatious vanish
wish i could vanish

lead you like sarah
signed in like lana
im smoking raw raw raw
singing like lalala
they talking blahlala
i do not give a fuck
im never sorry
demons on me, call innn

world (redpri3st)

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

love you guys ❤️

i thought i had it all figured out
inside my head
but as it all turns out
things didn't go my way

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

i feel like i am running out of time
i'm losing my mind
lately i've been doing less and less
it scares me though
the thought that i might lose it all

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

thought i had it all figured out

dont leave me alone
im crying on my phone
can you tell me some
that i wanna know

i dont feel like im ill
thats how you make me feel
let me be how i feel
you dont know how it feels

when im lonely in my bed
im crying 4 the better days
hate my face
eeeeeeeeeeeee

on my phone (astralproject1on)

Iki tsudzukeru

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

Dolly & Angelus (scaRss) - Splurgin!

{prod wstdyth}

lyrics:

we don’t make a sound 
all this pain i’m around really brings me down 
do u feel the ground shake when i’m walking out 
i see the door to another realm 

i’m so overwhelmed 
am i catching ur subliminals 
i can’t tell 
all this weed makes a bad smell
i’ve been walking in the dark casting bad spells 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
i’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise 

what do u think when u see me like that 
i wonder if u think i’m that bad 
or do u just want me to come back 
do u just want me to come back 

i protect myself from every thing u say 
but i don’t like it that way 
i just need to smoke some propane 
ashes burning up my face 
oh my god do we have to hang at my place? 

seeing u in passing isn’t easy 
i wish u could read me 
please don’t say goodbye cuz i’m not leaving 
need to do some cleaning 
i wish i could wake up in the morning 
but for night i’m yearning 
make all the mistakes i did before 
like why am i not learning 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
I’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise

with the witches

i already know *remix* + k3lyxoxx osquinn boofbby (prod boofbby)

****music vid :..)****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRFS_aVCJHw&list=LL3LaZlYVsBqvGfNMzTtNPwg&index=2&t=0s

@oaf1
omg b--
imso off it
i b pouring up grl u never catch me coughin
kiss me while i count it :*
she dnt rly like me but she rly like my outfit
i jus smoked a bat 2 the face 0.0
i am walking with my bros in da rain
grl u look just like aghost thru the screen
i dnt think u ever kno what i mean 😪

Aha im so gone
imon my phone
i hate this song
i do it wrong
x2

@dreamcache
imspillin it on my shirt
im fuckin everybodys night up :)
im gettin2 work
i cannot show out if its light out 
y is she tryna flirt
rly not feelin it rn
im steady sippn on dirt
me n my bros tryna die ε/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿(◡︵◡)
fuckin rox onmy jeans hurt n its weighing me down
fuckin heavy w that leisure i stay sleepn on em 💤
mixin liters of seizure im jus tryna stay calm
christian™️ im rockin clean i dont fw this song🖕 

@oaf1
me n dreamcache
smokin out the fiend pack
its like a movie u shuld go n see that
swag at the imax™️
i dnt check the price tag
i kno u like that


prod me

doing it wrong

doing it wrong w/ @dreamcache

Heart

Heart </3 prod maknae

saks ft. zato sama (prod. redpriest)

MUSIC VIDEO <3

CAST SPELLS w/ henny

runaway (prod. feelo)

BNO make u scream
do a show we make a scene 
i got everything u need
ill do anything u please
dirty drugs keep it clean
im w bro, mr bean
now they following my lead but its not enough for me

give me the key to ur heart
ik everythings falling apart
im gona take it to far
its not enough for me

(d1v
im ina benz pulling up to a show like this
im in a mall i just spent a band on kicks
i just woke up and im ready i dont need to waste time
think she regret that she met me i dont think her way now
whatever u say however it go can we keep it low
im in the club im with a hoe and im doing coke
they know thats why they pose with me
bno they roll with me

rocknroll ye heavy metal
i be geeked all in my mental
make it sound so sentimental
f**k it all its nothing special

scream (+d1v)

thegrandline ft [byelilfly, texako, whyfye] [prod. blade]

anotheryou [prod. blade]

stickwithmeplease [prod. blade]

elijahmcclain [prod. 4]

@lilskeleskrrt

[wstdyth]
everything they try to put ur way 
no it’s all deceit 
follow what u know 
it’s okay 
yea it’s promising 
technicolor dreams psilocybe 
it’s a conjuring 
shawty fucking see me on that stage 
and she follow me 

what the fuck
symbols on my arm
got me with a charm 
i need luck 
asking where u are 
find me in the stars 
reconstruct 
where my visions are 
i can play the part
smoke it up 
jinx got me barred 
free it with a scar 

incantations 
yea they ground me 
feeling tied to locations 
all around me
bitch u know that i’m wasted 
yea u found me 
other world visitation 
seein cloudy 

i dont like it when i hold back 
i can’t really see the sun  
now my souls black 
save face i can’t fold and i hold that 
gotta get outside head 
that’s a dull task 

everything they try to put ur way 
no it’s all deceit 
follow what u know 
it’s okay 
yea it’s promising 
technicolor dreams psilocybe 
it’s a conjuring 
shawty fucking see me on that stage 
and she follow me 

[skele]
imma pull up in a ghost
or a spaceship
don't try to hit my phone
i'll lose my patience
i feel like a witch 
u got me spellbound
u got my eyes so low
i can't make a sound
yea i been off the glue
think i'm stuck on u
i been comin up
commas come in 2's
what'd u do to me
baby i can't breath
draw a sigil on the floor and feel the energy

[wstdyth]
everything they try to put ur way 
no it’s all deceit 
follow what u know 
it’s okay 
yea it’s promising 
technicolor dreams psilocybe 
it’s a conjuring 
shawty fucking see me on that stage 
and she follow me 
 
incantations 
yea they ground me 
feeling tied to locations 
all around me
bitch u know that i’m wasted 
yea u found me 
other world visitation 
seein cloudy

technicolor dreams w/ skele

wstdyth