★i don't wanna be another face in crowd..★

[featuring]
@ihateshinigami

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
me x @d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/going-down-w-shinigami-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

why have i been
working so hard all this time
after she
after hatsune gave me a reason to live

nothings changed
im still so powerless
not a damn things changed

hook: (scoobert)
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

bridge:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

verse: (scoobert + shini)
would you tell me
if its worth it
im feeling like a ghost now
i guess ill fade away..

or not

but if i tell you the truth now
i dont think it would solve it
but i could be wrong
yeah

im so sick of waking up
feeling fucking empty
like a broken memory
i feel like you'll forget me

i dont wanna think about that

no

my life is like a rollarcoaster
and its going down
down to the ground
i dont wanna be another

face in the crowd
down to the ground
im not going up
im going down

bridge: (scoobert + shini)
down! (im going down)
down! (with my face in the ground)
down! (were going down)
down! (with my dogs in the pound yahh yahh)

repeat hook:
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

[extra thingy]
no lie making a song with shini has been like a dream since like 8th grade so im beyond fucking ecstatic to share this slapper with u guys. i hope u enjoy :) <3

★streaming★

★going down!★ w/ shinigami (prod. uglyzucc)

scars

scars [takuori]

Paintourr - so stunning p slatgod tellhernothing

(lyrics)
they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow
i just wanna make it so she see me on the top
just gonna hit this blunt 
and then i swear im gonna stop
gotta lotta options but i want u

yea u think i just wanna fuck you
baby ur my everything do u want a wedding ring
tell me that u dont have time, 
but i always see u out
im not ur kinda of guy but i always make u smile

i be making songs almost every night
erasing all my memories see u in a diffrent light
baby i dont hate u i just rly hate my life
and maybe u would lie if u told im not right


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

girls online they fall in love
dm me they hit me up lotta things i cannot say
fuck me up and get me paid
get the fuck of me gotta make a song
this what i love so im staying strong


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

why do u hate? i wanna get you so far out my way

and u kno that im right but u cant admit cuz i
know u lie

dash (prod. dee b)

lyrics:

baby youre the angel in my mind
but youll be in college before i can say whats on my mind

baby youre the angel in my mind
i wanna give u all i have but youll never be mine
i missed ur call cuz i smoked too much
now im crying every night cuz im never gonna feel ur touch
baby girl in about a month
youll be gone and ill be waiting

in ur friends car playing music loud
i can help but think about
how bad i want u
ive known u for a while 
i just wanna see u smile
at me in the back of the car thru the rearview 

and this is not what i intended
i didnt mean to fall in love
but u got me infected
now ur taking over my thoughts at night
but every time were close girl
the words dont come out right

and i know that youll be gone by the end of the summer

im still hurting, longing for u, from ur spell that ive been under

and i just wanna tell u how i feel

baby youre the angel in my mind
i wanna give u all i have but youll never be mine
i missed ur call cuz i smoked too much
now im crying every night cuz im never gonna feel ur touch
baby girl in about a month
youll be gone and ill be waiting

by the end of the summer

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

@seejayxo <3

lyrics:

[wstdyth]
i’m bored of this fucking party 
off-white on me 
shawty looking at my eyes
i’m like a zombie 
i wish we were back inside my room 
i know u want me 
passed out in the back seat 
can u watch me 

hit u on the iphone 10
u watch me blow a band 
baby what u want from me 
just lemme be ur man 
cross faded on a week day 
i know u don’t understand 
posted in japan 
yeah i’m fucking damned 

why am i like that 
i’m losing my mind about this shit 
and i don’t like that 
screaming at my face 
i don’t really wanna fight back 
put me in my place 
but u don’t know about these price tags 
take it to the face 
i forget that shit i’m sidetracked 

send me in to space 
so i’m all alone 
i don’t like to drink 
but i’m sippin on patrón 
what u ask me 
u know i don’t fucking know 
i’m like can u catch me 
i’m just tryna sesh u know

i got spiders on my chest 
and they crawling 
why u wanna see me gone 
watch me falling 
know i gotta move on 
but i’m stalling 
i don’t care when ur calling 

[seejayxo]
shawty she a bad bitch
i dont want no baggage
u know im a savage
i dont wanna have it
i be in the back room
smoking on my gas too
every time u see me
i just wanna ask u 
like
why the fuck u never call my phone now
i been movin on
think im better on my own now
guess we'll have to see
i could never leave
you're my everything
you're my enemy

[wstdyth]
i’m bored of this fucking party 
off-white on me 
she's looking at my eyes
i’m a zombie 

i’m bored of this fucking party 
off-white on me 
shawty looking at my eyes
i’m like a zombie 
i wish we were back inside my room 
i know u want me 
passed out in the back seat 
can u watch me 

hit u on the iphone 10
u watch me blow a band 
baby what u want from me 
just lemme be ur man 
cross faded on a week day 
i know u don’t understand 
posted in japan 
yeah i’m fucking damned

can u watch me [iphone10] w/ seejayxo

stream ❄️

love story xo (prod. bixby)

lyrics:

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

spend a rack all on my body 
shawty love it when i’m wasted 
sometimes i be down but i’m okay it’s complicated 
i like getting faded 
ounce up in the air and i’m sedated 
i can’t deal with the tension that i created 

baby look at me 
i’m a different breed 
i be off the tree 
why don’t u leave ? 
am i what u need? 
burnout VIP 
all this greed 
they just want my steez 
promise that i’ll change 
if not for me 
i’ll do that for u 
i’ll do anything 

i just waste my time
but it’s alright
off the gas shawty i be smokin all night
x2

wake me 
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a daydream 
looking hazy 
i get sadder when the day leaves 
i’m wasting 
on my way 
to embracing 
the dead leaves 

smell like dolce and gabbana 
i’m tryna deal with the trauma 
from a year ago 
i don’t know why i cared about the drama 
need an antidote
i’ll make a lot of money 
n spend it all on some prada
i just wanna see nirvana 
feeling closer on the marijuana 

new designer shades 
keep the ghosts away 
please get out my place 
just get out my place

don’t know what to say 
feel it goin grey 
wish that it was day 
wish that it was day 

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 
wake me
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a-

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 

wake me
wake me 

(prod wstdyth)

wake me

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

curtains (prod. northeastlights & cozin)

music video: https://youtu.be/-LUpKJNiumY

i like the way the lights look in the rain
makes me think about the time u looked me in the face
told me everything was fine and we'd end up ok
it echoes in my mind
i hear yr voice in my brain
i wish u were here but i kno that yr safe
and thats all that it takes for me to survive the day
if u left i would cry but i would still feel the same
if i left i would die bcuz theres no other way

yr my nicotine
yr not my drug u got me clean
and yr all that i need
wut i say is wut i mean
dont look away
just keep both of yr eyes on me
u say its hard 2 be brave
4 me u make it hard 2 breathe