self produced
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cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

I'll waste my time if it's wasted on you
I don't wanna sink alone
And your not mine but you're so damn fine
Why does it feel right when it's so wrong
I'm stuck inside my head again
Think I need my medicine
Ashing on your windowsill
I'm hardly making any sense
Saying things I never meant
And you're so filled up with regret
Tell me what the fuck is next
Cause your someone I can't forget

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I can't handle new scars
So I'm always running far

I'm always running from
Those things you say you want
Picking up again
I got a brand new scar
Got a brand new heart
Come and take it all
Leave me hurt again its probably all my fault
It's always all my fault
I fucking hate those songs
I'm losing everything i'm breaking
I don't want you gone
Tell me anything that I can do to make it stop
I been waiting here alone for fucking way too long
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I cant handle new scars
So i'm always running far
Don't know what I need but I know what I want yeah yeah
Still feel empty nothings enough gotta get it all I know

ALWAYS MY FAULT

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ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

he hasn’t responded to my email so i made a powerpoint about our future and mailed it to his mom. i left a usb in his mailbox labeled “urgent ❤️”. i stood outside his window holding a bluetooth speaker playing the sent message sound on loop. this isn’t crazy it’s communication. i just need him to see the vision. and the attachments.

Email

(lyrics)
they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow
i just wanna make it so she see me on the top
just gonna hit this blunt 
and then i swear im gonna stop
gotta lotta options but i want u

yea u think i just wanna fuck you
baby ur my everything do u want a wedding ring
tell me that u dont have time, 
but i always see u out
im not ur kinda of guy but i always make u smile

i be making songs almost every night
erasing all my memories see u in a diffrent light
baby i dont hate u i just rly hate my life
and maybe u would lie if u told im not right


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

girls online they fall in love
dm me they hit me up lotta things i cannot say
fuck me up and get me paid
get the fuck of me gotta make a song
this what i love so im staying strong


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

why do u hate? i wanna get you so far out my way

and u kno that im right but u cant admit cuz i
know u lie

dash (prod. dee b)

wastedyouth x seejayxo x lil skele - big bags (+ iof)

LYRICS:

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

(wstdyth: verse)
i got fendi on my waist and she want it
running fast in my lane like i'm sonic
backseat blazed on the chronic
yeah i move slow smoking on the comet
look into my eyes when you're fading
baby yeah i know that you hate it
tell you i'm sorry but i can't change it
baby i'm a burnout face it
yeah i roll up like 5 and i face it
drive fast through the night they all think i'm racing
i'm so gone in my spaceship
why you hating dark like a raven
baby i'm tainted why can't you take it
i look at you i erase it
i take the night i embrace it

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

comets (ft. wstdyth) (prod. odece)

{prod wstdyth}

lyrics:

we don’t make a sound 
all this pain i’m around really brings me down 
do u feel the ground shake when i’m walking out 
i see the door to another realm 

i’m so overwhelmed 
am i catching ur subliminals 
i can’t tell 
all this weed makes a bad smell
i’ve been walking in the dark casting bad spells 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
i’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise 

what do u think when u see me like that 
i wonder if u think i’m that bad 
or do u just want me to come back 
do u just want me to come back 

i protect myself from every thing u say 
but i don’t like it that way 
i just need to smoke some propane 
ashes burning up my face 
oh my god do we have to hang at my place? 

seeing u in passing isn’t easy 
i wish u could read me 
please don’t say goodbye cuz i’m not leaving 
need to do some cleaning 
i wish i could wake up in the morning 
but for night i’m yearning 
make all the mistakes i did before 
like why am i not learning 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
I’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise

with the witches

MUSIC VIDEO <3

CAST SPELLS w/ henny

lyrics:

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

spend a rack all on my body 
shawty love it when i’m wasted 
sometimes i be down but i’m okay it’s complicated 
i like getting faded 
ounce up in the air and i’m sedated 
i can’t deal with the tension that i created 

baby look at me 
i’m a different breed 
i be off the tree 
why don’t u leave ? 
am i what u need? 
burnout VIP 
all this greed 
they just want my steez 
promise that i’ll change 
if not for me 
i’ll do that for u 
i’ll do anything 

i just waste my time
but it’s alright
off the gas shawty i be smokin all night
x2

wake me 
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a daydream 
looking hazy 
i get sadder when the day leaves 
i’m wasting 
on my way 
to embracing 
the dead leaves 

smell like dolce and gabbana 
i’m tryna deal with the trauma 
from a year ago 
i don’t know why i cared about the drama 
need an antidote
i’ll make a lot of money 
n spend it all on some prada
i just wanna see nirvana 
feeling closer on the marijuana 

new designer shades 
keep the ghosts away 
please get out my place 
just get out my place

don’t know what to say 
feel it goin grey 
wish that it was day 
wish that it was day 

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 
wake me
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a-

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 

wake me
wake me 

(prod wstdyth)

wake me

stream ❄️

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 
white ozweegos 
sucking my blood like ur a mosquito 
i can’t see tho 
that’s a black and white fit like a tuxedo 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle 

faithful
gone off the K and i’m feeling tranquil 
i’m coming back 
finally met my guardian angels 
smoking basil 
everything i do is fucking wasteful 
i can feel the plan 
the energy is so graceful 

spiders in my bedroom
if u open up ur mind 
u can start to be happy on that i bet u 
rolling all the time 
i’m working up to being right 
i can tell what ur feeling cuz i’m depressed 2

seal it with a kiss 
i put dior on her wrist 
wanna hear what u believe cuz i just guess too 
cut ties with my swiss 
see an ocean full of bliss 
push me into the water i got a vest too

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle