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SadBoyProlific - Flatline

SadBoyProlific - I Dont Need Ur Help

uh
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
beach walks suck when theres blood on the shore
im just someone they dont fuck with no more
rip out my soul and theres blood in my core
rip out my arteries, fuck are they for?
20 lines of cocaine on the edge of my blade
now your sicks, waking up, i got blood on my face
migraine after migraine, somethings wrong with my brain
going manic, i cant stand it, get the fuck out my way
i was dreaming of l.a, started taking flights to it
i learned fame aint the same when you adding life to it
you gon have some times where you gotta fight through it
i remember every night when i thought i might do it
got so many deaths, sometimes i stay up, we talk
i hear voices from the hall, im seeing faces in the wall
throw my body in the coffin and just leave it there to rot
imagine all that we could be if we were what we thought
and perfections get reflected in the mirror on the wall
all these demons in my body, dont feel like myself at all
i stop recognizing my voice every time i try to talk
i quit getting out of bed, dont even try, i gotta talk
uh
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure

SadBoyProlific - Leave Me Bleeding

SadBoyProlific - Rearrange

This is a snippet from Kuzu Mellow's song "Forbidden Lust"

My Goddess - SadBoyProlific

You Might Not Like Her

i ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
i know that i hate myself don’t need to see the words
i remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
it happened with the first but with the second it was worse
the deeper cut 
my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
i’ll never be good enough that’s something i have learned
crazy how the coldest person left me with these burns
and then in my time to heal it’s like there’s people taking turns
just to slow down my progress
i convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
i am no exception 
broken hearts and broken promises
follow me
traumatic memories are always haunting me
don’t pick up the blame to pour it onto me
like i always do
i’m not mad at you
because i been moving on and showing gratitude
i been smoking tryna fix my shitty attitude
numbing any feeling in my body through and through
and my memories are lacking any detail so i know that it’s working
i got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
but the anticipation of finding what’s under the surface
it fucking kills me
but more because she doesn’t deserve it

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

oh the irony
oh the irony
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
(will you die with me)
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
(that's fine with me)
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

please love me, i’m trying my hardest (prod. 4lexf)

SadBoyProlific - SLIDE [slowed & Reverbed] (Prod. QUASHIRED)

Churchill Downs REMIX

SadBoyProlific - Leave Roses On My Grave [prod. Ocean]

shoutout @teqkoi for the mix and master

[lyrics]
looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs

life is like a movie turn the earth into a stage
but nowadays the stage is lookin a little grey
heroes mergin with the villiaims the worlds full of guns to spray
and people thatll judge you if youre black or gay
i dont get it
they kill children only for resitin
when in the 1st place had no reason for resistance
theres menace in they vision
its clear to see hates persistin
they just wanna see the people locked up inna prison
uh so i think i gotta  ask
as a nation how long we gon let this last
how longs it gonna take until we finally look past
judgin others on apperance instead of how they act
its sad im white and cant even be proud
cause of all the times my race put another race down
everytime i see republicans i flash a fake smile
while on the inside knowin that they turnin vile

looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs


the kids a modern controversy cant nopbody pen em down
they keep asking where ive been boy ive been around
i got kicked outta my house and even moved towns
now my brains rottin away while im smokin down an ounce
mental healths a problem my country dont wanna solve
they care more bout oil and mass producing their bombs
they dont give a shit about the kids without a mom
or a dad that can go into the back and toss a ball
or kids that wanna blow their fuckin brains onto the wall
we got a million fuckin issues when the hells this gonna stop
ive been poppin acid to make all the pain dissolve 
but i think a better option would be grippin onna glock

Blind (prod. ART AKNID)

SadBoyProlific - Alone Ft Irvi (slowed)

Time To Go

I think about why you are on my mind
yooo lie?

Somethin' That You're Not

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

[Verse]
Demons so close I could taste them
Tryna cut em down like Jason
They used to say my flow was basic
Had to come through elevate it
I'm just the kid in the back of the class
Only ok when I'm off of the gas
Smokin' till my vision turnin' black
That's the only time that I relax
Homie I know I got problems
But at least I'm honest
With my homie's sippin' tonic
Yeah I've been off that chronic
Lately my stats been poppin'
'Boutta blast off like a rocket
I feel way to awkward
Never been one for talkin'
Society ain't met for me
This can't be my destiny
Most days I wanna rest in peace
Think God fucked up my recipe
Baby imma psycho I know I'm insane
Just talked to my doctor and he said he can't explain
All the fuckin' problems that he found inside my brain
Yeah you're the reason I wanna die everyday, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

SadBoyProlific  - Time To Go (Remix)

welcome to my head.

art credit: Alice Conisbee

Chaos ft. marc indigo (prod. M.E.)

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

sadboyprolific ft. kuzu mellow - heartbreak (slowed & reverb)

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

SadBoyProlific - Worried (slowed)

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

Overwhelmed

overwhelmed

sadboyprolific - dead and cold [slowed + reverb]

dead and cold-sadboyprolific (slowed+reverbed)

i do NOT make any money off of publishing, just posting songs i like that aren't on here

SadBoyProlific - SLIDE [slowed & Reverbed] (Prod. QUASHIRED)

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