i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

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lyrics

i don't know which way to go now
what's the point when nobody cares about me?
i hate walking down this street
i keep staring at my feet
cause i'm scared that they'll look at me
and they'll see my face
i can't explain why i'm feeling this way
but i know i'm hurting
i dont know what im learning
what the fuck am i learning?

CAUSE I FUCKED UP
I FUCKED IT
RATHER RUN AWAY THAN COMFRONT IT
ALL THE PAST TIMES I SAID THAT I LOVED IT
NOW I'VE GROWN UP I'TS DISGUSTING (x2)

its fucking disgusting

it's just me, myself and i
tryna figure out my life
i don't care about the others
why tf should i reply?
i'm so sick of this shit
sometimes i wish i could die
i'm so scared of growing up
and dealing with a normal life

i don't know what to do
when there's nothing in my view
i don't have a planned career
i don't even have a clue
just my blood, sweat and tears
i've been searching hard for years
i'm so scared of waking up and finding tht my time is near

WHY IS EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE SO HARD?
I CAN'T EVEN SEE THE STARS IN THE DARK
I CAN ONLY SEE THE SCARS IN MY HEART
MY HEART (x2)

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i don't wanna grow up anymore (xmichaelwarren)

Shoutout to my twitch viewers for making this possible <333333
ily yall <333333

This song was first place winner for the mini DONOrr Remix Contest that i did on Twitch super last minute. Shoutout to everyone who participated! 

VVRED SEP 23rd !!! See yall there

DONOrr [prod. austyn with a y] (Lofi Remix)

produced by me

lyrics:

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown

and a letdown get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

need you right now
this a vibe now
all these other niggas hating
need to pipe down

let me hold you
get to know you
put your lips on my neck
on my clothes too

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown
and a letdown

all these other motherfuckers
and they hate me
telling everybody
how you wish you didnt date me

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

get the fuck out my head
bitch youre making a mess
see you when im asleep
i cant do this again

said im fucking witchu
and you fucking with me
said you only want me
why the fuck did you cheat

i count my guap count my paper
wait a year swear to god
i still hate her

i don’t know you
you’re a stranger
change your hair
but you’re still a fucking
cheater

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

hate her

love me

swiss cheese

fuck 12
art remade by @llxveii on instagram

I SHOOT RACISTS

@lilkuudere
produced by me
art by @ tatsupino1 in twitter

i used to think tht we were meant to be
call you everynight and then i'de wake up to you texting me
but now i see you as the enemy
now i couldn't give a fukk cause everything is dead to me again
you were leaving me on read but im guessing what you said
i'm guessing i was never gud enough so why don't you confess?
that i was just a pest
maybe it's for the best
this took a little time but now i'll get this off my chest

i hope life kicks you in the head
blow your brains untill there's nothing left
that's what you fucking get
for moving on and fucking with my friends
i'm not wishing you the best
i hope you fail at everything like it's a test
i hope your job is shit and everything's a mess
and you think about me when there's nothing left

let me get this off my chest

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

so carelessly

Is this real? Or am I dead +pestotrip [p.mssnger]

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