luv u both cant get over how good this is 

lyrics
(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen
Why you gotta act like this
You fucking up my life n shit
Sparked a blunt n took a hit
I’ve been waiting for the end of it
Feel like Gucci I’m so sick of this
Grab the gun I’m gonna end this quick
Like the ocean my head will split
I’m talkin bout that Moses shit

(autumndropsdead)
let the ocean split, i could make a list
for every time i fucking lied
 it would've made you pissed
i'm sorry about that again
how long ago did it get to your head?
i know you aren't proud
yeah you hate me now
cause i turned out fine
let me lay it out
every night i'd cry
but would never shout
holding on for life
till the truth comes out
i'd take my spine, and tear it out
i can't bare it all
i got too much weight
and it really stings
so i contemplate 
i'll let my body hang
and they just say to let it roll over
they say i'm extraordinary..
and i'll admit it's kinda scary

(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen

heathen w/ autumndropsdead (ahnboi)

Lyrics, Credits and Description Below.

>> producer - @metlast <<

+ vocals - @nevermadeithome - master +
+ vocals - @lottaheart +

Lyrics:

+ nevermadeithome: +

she a demon girl 
cast my mind back 
she use stare at me at night 
use to call my on own 
shes a killer girl 
and i dont like that 
she use curse on my soul 
oh baby i know 

theres one thing i know 
its that you got me 

in 2 minutes i'll be gone 
cuz ur venoms so potant

+ Heartless: +

do you see me in your crosshairs?
cause i see even though i know you're not there
go ahead and take your shot
shoot me right between the veins and let me body rot
let me rot, let me rot inside a shallow grave
cast spells on me every time you shout at me
turn into a dayan witch when she be mad at me
she gon' be the death of me and it's a tragedy

Description:

Been sat on this song for a while now, sent it to my bro heartless to encourage him to make more music <3.

killergirl w/ heartless [metlast]

@steadysuffer

mixed/mastered by brody

lyrics:

rxfiend:

shattered fragments and broken glass
dont know how much longer this could last
ya its so hard to get off my ass
im not okay cause no one ask
now watch me fall apart now
i don’t really feel well
im really fucked this time
ill force a smile and keep it all inside
im patiently waiting
for someone to save me
fuck it all
cause its all my fault

i just wanna get by
nothing seems to work and I don’t know why
the more I need the more I can’t find
when will I be alright
i think about the past and I die inside
the more I need the more im denied

steadysuffer:

and I wish I could change what you said
i just wanna lay in bed
leave me with my thoughts to rest
cut me down to pieces I can’t see straight
leave me all alone here get out of my brain
i think its time to put it in the past now
ya I want you in the background
i want you gone
i want you out of my way
cut the ties re write the lies its okay
disappear it wouldn’t be a bother
think of all the times I didnt call her
breathing is a nightmare
you dont even feel bad
Nothings been the same here
I wish I could change that

the past w/ steadysuffer (prod. 5head)

If theres one thing for certain
Its time 
Time Will kill us all in the end
Death is the only thing thats guaranteed in our lifetimes
And we cant take that for granted
We must embrace it and take it it all in 
Embrace
The end

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

I promise i wont be okay tho
All of the words gettin twisted around and my head is a fuckin tornado
I wanna say how i feel but i promised you thats a promise i cant break tho
When i turn up on the side of the road i just know someones takin my place oh

All these people round me
Make me feel like im a zombie
I cant tell you bout what i see
Cuz the demons gonna haunt me

and they tell me a prodigy
thats something i could mever be
the bright side i could never see
so this gon be the death of me

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

time is nothing but relentless

time is nothing but relentless (santana)

As i fade away
I suffocate
I handle the blade and alleviate
The writhing pain
I felt today
When i found out the eternity of my fate

Im dealt these cards
And i cant get far
My stillborn heart
Will not restart

Take it away from me
Before i hurt myself
Im not too well

baby ur all that i need
when i’m stuck inside my shell
this stupid hell

don’t look back
when you walk away
i’m too far gone
I cant be saved

so tell me what’s real is it all in my head?
did u ever mean anything that you said
heart swellin up cuz it’s fillin with dread
don’t wanna fix it i’ll stop it instead

what is the point if i can’t even have this
it was my fault now it’s lost in the past tense 
i’m bleeding out while ur sitting there laughing
at my expense so i’m just getting blasted

i drink too much it’s a really bad habit
life is a test and i don’t wanna pass it
cant show my pain so i’ll sit here and mask it
even when you took my heart and stabbed it

don’t look at me
when i’m weeping from my sins 
im on my knees
will i sink or will i swim

follow still vanishing

suffocate (still vanishing)

lyrics:

VERSE 1
i aint got no animosity i hope you great
hope you do all of the shit you said you gonna do someday
every time im kneeling down and i bow i my head to pray
throw your name into the mix hoping god’ll keep you safe

despite what you think, im always gon care
you can say what you want but im gon be right there
you can talk all your shit but im going nowhere
and you know where to reach me you ever get scared

think im a russian, sip moscow mule
keep it a hunnid, stay on the move
keep myself busy im going thru it
know you is too, we accustomed to it

they say “HK why you change your voice man?”
ion got no energy, like its not a choice man
i just lay in bed and im missing appointments
do my very best to not be disappointment

HOOK
seen that you good, seen your new man
seen that you happy with shit that you have
im rooting for you and i hope that you glad
keep it a buck im just chasin the bands

i aint got no hate im not tryna replace,
all the things that we shared and things been displaced,
and i dont wanna fight or erase my mistakes,
i just pray that you thrive and you smile every day

VERSE 2
i got so many things to say
i dont sleep, hoping youre okay
leaving my bed sheets in dismay
when i get up, and i start my day

know its so rough, but we movin through
i aint never rest, cause im feeling blue,
and i know that im trash now to your whole crew
but thats shits okay cause im stuck like glue

if they could just feel this pain
coursing through my blackened veins
know they wont think that theyre sane
drown myself outside in the rain

Tattoo

tattoo

Lyrics:
just do my best to just try and forget you
im not the best but i'm trying my best to
not think about it, the times that we shared
shit fucking kills me, i know you don't care

you with someone new and i hope that he good
treat you the way that i know that you should
expect from a dude that be grown in the hood
his playlist seem chill but i'm packing the kush

i'm just living life like a motherfucking game
i wont ever fucking feel i'm whole, i'm just destined be insane
i won't ever fucking feel like i will ever be okay
i just drown deep in this bottle and i hope that you okay

i could never spill my guts until the day you went away
i just hope i suffocate in my sheets in which i lay
i just hope i find the substance make this pain just go away
i know i'm never good, i hope you are, that's how it plays

(Spookybands)
baby i would drain my veins for you, i do what i like
i would love to drift away but i don't really want to die
and you're like everything i can't be, why do i even try
there's a chain across the gate again, you won't let me inside

now i'm just twisting the thought of the moment i found you
i think it was more of a chance
the more that i gave you, you gave up on things bout yourself
and this city just dont understand
i think maybe if you thirty and you don't have nobody we could do this all again
maybe then you would be happy and i would know how not to ruin it

mama hold me i'm empty, i feel so empty
and how the fuck can i forget you, if you don't let me
please don't you let me now
baby please don't let me
baby please don't let me

(hkfiftyone)
i hope that, i forget that
autumn evening, that we sat back
on the bench there, make a smoke stack
puffin menthol, we just blow back

Forget U

forget u w/ spookybands (prod idly blare)

featuring @88strait

Lyrics:

gave you my heart cause you told me how to save it
you told me to wait cause you know i'm patient
gave you all my options 
now i'm tired
wish i never trusted you cause now i'm gone(x2)

I used to wait for all my friends to come back from school
now i just wake up and know that i act the fool 
just to get some attention 
from you(x2)

(88strait)

I wish i never trusted you cause i'm dead and i'm gone
i told you start to cry need to move
it's like every night i can't fall asleep
i'm not alright i can't feel your arms arms around me
they'll tear me apart we stare at the stars
tell you it's fine but i know that it's hard
i can't believe you now 
you broke my heart then you pull me down

(they'll tear me apart
 we stare at the stars
tell you it's fine but i know that it's hard
i can't believe you now 
you broke my heart then you pull me down)

(steadyhearts & 88strait)
gave you my heart cause you told me how to save it
you told me to wait cause you know i'm patient
gave you all my options 
now i'm tired
wish i never trusted you cause now i'm gone(x2)

PATIENT w/☆88STRAIT☆

I'll never change feat. sendflowrs (prod. yunny goldz)

love y’all
little holiday song for u
happy new year everyone

lyrics:
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

5 days till i’m home free
sidelined with my homies
bye bye to the old me
chilled out by my lonely
curfew till morning
life’s pretty boring
ain’t got no warning
now back to the story
im sat by the fire
fridays im higher
can’t fuck with liars
im sad and im tired
christmas was last week
but im still relaxing
im chilled out at my house
so if you want beef then don’t @ me

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling

i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling (x2)

PATIENT w/☆88STRAIT☆

wyntley

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