My grandfather once told me, "Son, I pray for you begging God that you never experience the pain of losing a child." He lost his baby in the Mid 1950s, and then he lost my uncle in 2001. All I ever dreamed of was to be a dad, that was all I ever wanted. To be a good husband and dad of a large family.  I was blessed, I am today a father to 9 children and 7 grandchildren. Biologically they are not all mine, but they are mine because I am their dad. But I know pain, I lost 3 children who died as children, one was a young adult, and my infant grandson was brutally murdered, beaten to death. Three others were kidnapped and stolen from me over money, lies, divorce, and government corruption. To me there is nothing more beautiful and precious in this world than a child. There is no words to describe the pain of losing a child. It boggles my mind and breaks my heart that there is a child aborted every 9 seconds in America. That 70% of all children in America live without their biological fathers. That is all I ever wanted, was to be a dad, raise a family, do my best for society and humanity, and then leave this world knowing I did my best. Unfortunately, because of society, anti male propaganda, and a rotten system of government and politics, a large majority of the children that come into this world statistically will not know what is it like to spend their lives with a biological dad and life long traditional family that loves them. Many will die. Many will be confused. Most will suffer in one way or another because of politics. I thank God every day for the four children I have left. My beautiful now-6 grandchildren, and the hopes that maybe one day I will find the words that can heal a broken heart for others, as I do not think mine will ever truly heal.

What Words

I make music to express my emotions. I Just write and record mix and master and perform most of all of my own stuff. The call me ENMO, and they call Me X . No disrespect, just love and support from me for other artists, and maybe one day I will write a song people like. It's all my own style, I don't try to be like nobody.  THE END

What Words

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