Rocky (snippet)

Payload (snippet)

i hate it here, but if u support me i love u sm.
v v v
i dont see my worth
i dont really see my worth
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth is, baby im just clueless
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away 
emptychest <3
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
(needa get a job but i..)
(always hit my line for me..)
(ur fine for me..)
well i dont..
i dont see my worth
i dont really see my worth
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth..
tell me what my worth is, baby im just clueless
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away..


it hurts so much to be here <3

what ive become (noxiousnights x jolst)

sewerperson - complicated (slowed + reverbed)

source, the album
all tracks prod. eric godlow
NV
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld


ERROR

uh 
so low
so long
i been here way too long

nights of frustation
long nights put in work for nothing
prayers up but i pray to nothing
throne up above i want it

might as well since were bein honest
took the blame and i went with it
breathed flames and i spread with it

fiction didnt work so what is it?
dont lie to me dont try it
dont give in no sighin
no pussies in my house
no way i keep livin like this
gotta pay the rent 
buy the damn buildin
look at young d so ambitious
whole fam on his whole back type shit

carryin us to the dub 
didnt know what i was doin till about 6 months into 2021 
6 years spent tryna find 1 
which one will it be 
to put us on the map
the way i wanted

mop that mess up
u might slip on it

dark thoughts 
and i wanted out 
pushed away 
but im wanted now
starin up at the blue sky 
like walt white 
and the plane crashed
into my house

my heart lives on my sleeve 
and i guess thats how we gon keep it now
this song is a door into my mind
please go ahead
dont take ur shoes off
leave all of ur shit at the front door
we gon be here a while

its gon be all smiles
its gon be fun please dont go
please lets stay in
lets sort out

i double down anyhow
i triple check all the locks
and the windows just in case the words out

the worst is here somehow

ERROR (prod. Eric Godlow)

ugly (prod siemspark x xmichaelwarren)

i made this with covid ;)

lyrics

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life 

Just take your dads mustang 
Live in the moment 
Go 100 on freeway 
Just like you own it 
You got a way of waking all us up 
And you know you show it 
Your gonna take over the world someday 
And yet you don’t know it 
And your fathers looking down at you 
I know you miss 
Youd give up anything you have for a chance just to kiss him 
Raise your head don’t be sad 
He raised you to be gifted 
Give it the best that you have 
Cuz you aren’t a victim

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life

front door (grayskies)

spent a day in the city (in the city)
boys on the street near the park just singing (just singing)
made a little money i just made regrets (just fell through)
told you i was sorry cause i'm not there yet (i could take it still)
drinking on the train, looking back so dumb
sorry means a little when it's said so much (We don't feel the same things yet)
sleep as a concept, i don't really act out (We don't feel the same)
drugs in a backpack, probably like a band now, i just

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

follow lights down the coast
in the dreams that you had
i just got in the way
fuck i think i'm slipping back
i start to decay from the waist down
face it, we could never fix what we break now
holding the exit in my hand
fuck i think i'm slipping back

holding on a feeling i might die soon
cause i met everybody that i want to
and maybe did a little that i'm proud of
but man this head's just so hard to get out of
holding onto mornings with the old you
fucking catatonic in my old room
and i hope you don't blame yourself cause baby
it's not like someone else could ever save me

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

Bay Harbour

heyzbee & luvflorent - last time (mackk)

incredible production by @prodbysxda

lyrics

surprising everything inside my fucking chest
she got all it on with her hands wrapped around my neck
not learning any lessons how i'm ignoring these threats
its so fucking ruthless inside this town its almost dead

i'm tryna set sail but I'm long grip and its starting to rust here
I exhale and open arms
but in the mirror I cant tell

don't come close to me
im surrounded by this rat hell
I dont wanna lose u baby girl
its just my heart kills

wish it was an odyssey how it goes dark then it turns light
but i'm out in these crashing waves and i'm holding on for dear life
I'm jus saying got my wrist wet and i'm not talking ice
im losing my grip but im holding my knife

flicking thru the memories and tryna the cause
this is how it turned out i'm not fucking around with god
who tf is u
I tell myself when I am lost
forget about those pretty nights that we had omg

why u always coming late?
but who's that in the parking lot
I just fucked my brain again
coz' I can not control my thoughts
and i'm losing my faith again
baby im, im losing my breath inside this fucking wooden box

late arrival

late arrival (woahsxda)

paint it red

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Rocky (snippet)

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