Soul Crusher (Snippet)

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Wanna whip a foreign
Only whipped a focus
That was just my brody’s tho like I ain’t even own it
I ain’t even have to cause he had paid it forward
Imma pay it back if I ever get it sorted

In my body in my blood
I was down to give it up
Hold you closer when you come
Wonder what you’re thinking of
Wanna ask you when it’s done
Was it ever good enough?
Think of when our legs would touch
And I miss it so much

Would you call it off if I can’t feel at all?
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want 

Quick one turning into three months closer 
Clearing out some space for your stuff when you’re over
Said I did enough but I’m just doing what I’m supposed to
Everything I thought cause I don’t got that much exposure 
To broke hearts living in a broke mind
I’ll be in a box in the ground in like no time
You don’t gotta worry tho it’s bigger than you playing me
Wonder why it took like half a year for you to say to me
like anything about the way you give it up

The way I cope with shit myself it’s pretty hard to judge
But I don’t put it on a soul I keep it to myself
Or maybe turn into a ghost when nothing seems to help
It’s pretty shitty yeah but listen thats just instinct
And we get into it like every time the phone rings
And I’ve been bleeding through the pages in a red mist
Stepping up onto the bridge and then it kicks in

if I can’t feel at all
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want

Underfoot

It’s been a long time I hope you all enjoy this new project!

Most Days [prod. JustBenBeats]

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

dead and in the ground (daughtry cover) *recycleBin*

i can see andromeda above me
baby i dont think that u shld love me or trust me
cuz im toxic and im fucked up
got codeine in this red cup
got overtime on my paystub
got no time for ur wants love
im a deity that was once loved
then sent down to pay up
for everything that my kin did
i am not the culprit

if ur gonna yell at me then whats the point of being here?
everytime you open up your mouth it start to stink in here
swear to god there aint another soul as high as me in here
swear to god nobody livin life like me in peer-to-peer

connection everyday
only thing that keep me sane
takin this runtz pack to the face
swear i been booted up all day

u cannot be me, okay?
i could end this whole race
i say whatever i wanna say
im the decider of fates

i can hear instructions coming down from the oracle
telling me 2 pick u cuz ur oh so fucking vulnerable
im surprised you didnt try to kill me cuz ur psycho
you said u couldnt trust me now u know how the fuck it feels

bitch im fucking sick of being nothing but ur plaything
that was what i couldnt tell you to ur ugly face king
honestly i couldnt give a shit if ur sulking
in sorrow and fear of tomorrow what it brings

if ur gonna yell at me then whats the point of being here?
everytime you open up your mouth it start to stink in here
swear to god there aint another soul as high as me in here
swear to god nobody livin life like me in peer-to-peer

connection everyday
only thing that keep me sane
takin this runtz pack to the face
swear i been booted up all day

u cannot be me, okay?
i could end this whole race
i say whatever i wanna say
im the decider of fates

peer2peer_outro

peer2peer_outro (suprxmetony x scizzie)

Ihate…

Reassimilation (This Fractured Life)

Verse 1
The lights are harsh, the ground feels strange,
After years away, everything's changed.
The faces familiar, yet out of place,
I search for belonging, a trace of grace.

Verse 2
The skyline hums a forgotten song,
I feel like I never belonged for long.
But whispers remind me, the roots still remain,
Beneath the concrete, beneath the pain.

Chorus
Reassimilation, finding my way,
Through cracks in the pavement, night into day.
Carrying shadows, but learning to stand,
I’m piecing together this fractured life with broken hands.

Verse 3
And if I falter, if I fall,
The city will answer, it knows it all.
Through loss and fracture, I’ve come to know,
The only way back is to let it show.

Chorus (Repeat)
Reassimilation, finding my way,
Through cracks in the pavement, night into day.
Carrying shadows, but learning to stand,
I’m piecing together this fractured life with broken hands.


Reassimilation (This Fractured Life)

Thank you for listening <3

Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
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Lyrics:

I just want to close my eyes
Say goodnight 
Go offline, for all my life
Say goodbye
Into the sky 
Go offline

Heart froze by the winter
Pulled it right out, by tomorrow won’t remember you 
I’ll be alright
Hold you close inside my mind 
Burned out, like an ember
Light it back up, but I’d rather stay forever blue
Pretend I’m fine 
Disconnect and stay offline 

Cross my heart and hope to die

I just want to close my eyes
Say goodnight 
Go offline, for all my life
Say goodbye
Into the sky 
Go offline 

Feel alright
Feel enough 
Kill my lights 
I’m not enough 
I’m sorry 
Fade slowly  
In my head
So lonely 

Stay offline 
Cross my heart and hope to die

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Offline (Prod. I'm Geist x TNVR)

I Dont Feel The Same Without It

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Soul Crusher (Snippet)

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