In The Now (Glasear X Elijah Who)

You Might Think Its Bad But Its Really Really Bad  Snippet

prod by me and vee (legend also mixed everything from a rough demo I made)

lyrics

i only see u in my nightmares
and then i wake and then ur not there
i wasted time and that is not fair
cause i still see u in my nightmares
i only see u in my nightmares
i lay awake and that is not fair
i think about u and ur long hair
cause i still see u in my nightmares

every night i have the same dream
u walk up and say u miss me
and now im crying in the back seat
the world around me starts dissolving
these are just dreams ik
what do u think they mean?
im cold
keeping all the memories inside ill hold
no matter what the card in my hand ima fold
thats all im good for
2am talks when we drunk on the floor
i cannot give more
hanging my head as i walk to the door

momento mori (betweentheveinsandi x viera)

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

and i dont wanna be without you

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and i dont wanna be without you [p. methboiswag+silver]

End Me - Aizo Ft. Sewerperson (prod. dash)
Lyrics:
(Aizo)
My own health a bitch 
i got tremors in my hands
Grab another bottle 
just another empty glass
No contact 
Talking shit about me to your friends
Instead im worrying about chicks 
And if they love me back
Shouldve focused on my mental
Got shit in my head
Always tend to move things
Way too fast 
All these bitches wifey 
Till they fuck with my bread
Ive been giving out my heart
Like its a Broadcast
Voices in my mind 
Telling me to forget
Remember that time when we were in bed
Said we both felt the sparks happen
Funny how life can leave you broken 

(Sewerperson)
Lately I see u as a life line
I need u even if its just a FaceTime
Its mutual I heard it thru the grape vine
Im feeling u like pockets at the state line
Im numb as soon as I look into her brown eyes
She freeze me in my place as the time flies
With u I could get thru twenty lifetimes
And still id hope to see u after I die
Just fly away with me tonight 
Its pure ecstasy when her hands clasp mine
What’s meant to be will remain in time I hope
U can see that’s its this Im fighting for
Pick urself up girl
Dont cry ya
If even for the night we’ll
Be just fine
Ever since a child I
Saw signs
Now I let them guide me
On cold nights

End Me Ft. Sewerperson (prod. dash)

timber (wlytimo x dvni x wavybeats) (snippet) (4/6/24)

A little different-ish?

Lyrics

Every Day
Wasting away
Nothing to do but decay
I swear I’m okay
I’ll lie til I break
Call it all fuel to the flames
Even in dying
You know I’ll be calling your name

Know I’ll be calling
Darling, falling faster
I’ll meet you in 
Ever after

(I’m)
Getting my footing a little bit
(still)
Biting my nails til I get the chip
(stuck In hell)
Anxious as fuck while I’m testing my luck
Cause I’m mixing my potions like alchemist
Tell me what should I get out of this?
Tell me how should I get out of this?
End of the day, It’s all ending the same 
You know I’ll be calling your name

Know I’ll be calling
Darling, falling faster
I’ll meet you in 
Ever after



fuel (wraithontheporch)

some words to decipher or not up to you thanks for listening

lyrics:

anticipating catastrophe
fatal flaw relaxing in the face of that adversity
acknowledge my reaction is the product of the casualties
experienced in adolescence carried to maturity
repetitive confession of the pathos that perpetuates
the nature of my situation quickly fabricated fate
a force historically ignored unless it benefits the way
that i’m behaving in the moment victim to it every day
that’s the problem with it
when im given option to respond or not
i’m dodging quick to circumvent
it’s honestly exhaustin but ive given in on fixin it
could barely be above the water brag that im still breathing in

maybe this just isn’t meant for me
perspective antiquated rhythm fixed to what it used to be
pitied desperation tried to entertain the efforts
but endeavors only measured by results and mine historically
been undeveloped
a set obsession with ethics and people pleasing 
punctured arguments deflated any lesson to learn
seems the reason that the hunger’s never satiated
same as why i never placed the blame on who decided to hurt
i’m much angrier than former incarnations of the self
i shouldered fear of resignation years i kept it to myself
and watched it turned into distortion yearn for retribution well
after the dust has settled left me empty handed aimless
fighting ghosts

battle’s over but the metric for atonement isn’t settled on
so everyone involved in different places trynna cope a different loss
the only way they know how
out loud grievances shot down shut mouths
narrow eyes keeping opposition in peripheral
to hide lies it’s fine every peace time ephemeral
cause i remembered all of it and held on
like if i lost it id be lost with nothing at all

anticipating apathy
in an attempt to pacify myself my mental atrophied
actualize identity to rectify the stagnancy
but still get tunnel vision when confronted with reality
rock bottom of hope
long time lying down a lot of laundry to fold
cups not in the kitchen with em flowering mold
stuck in indecision listen static and drone
rot when getting up and getting with it still accessible
stuck in indecision numb to input and uncomfortable
existential rhythm living nothing in an instant 
inconsolable when hit with the idea that this is it
and nothing more

vacant and complacent and still hoping that it’s different
like the effort wasn’t my decision left it up to luck and i’m sure
if i continue like this know that imma sigh my life away
to think i thought i was mature
heighten caution for those close to opening doors
i’m not sure anybody even knows me anymore


drone metal [prod bailey daniel]

Cold Kitchen

Produced by Droozy
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
You won't save me this time
You can't save me this time
Fall beneath the floor
Trapped inside the wall
Fall beneath the floor
Yeah, I prefer the tops of trees beneath my aching feet
I swear to god they haven't hit the ground in days or weeks
I done made up my mind
I'ma fade out of sight
I'ma say that I'm fine

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
I won't say that I'm fine
While we say our goodbyes
One more week
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm sinking faster than you can keep up with me
One more week
I won't say that I'm fine
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm tossing back & forth in my sleep again
It's never ending

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Onlyfriend & Svnam: Go Quiet (droozy)

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