continuation of "miles <3" , finally maxed out at 500 after more than 2 years.

miles <3 pt.2

miles

Torontos finest

vintage 9tails

You Might Think Its Bad But Its Really Really Bad  Snippet

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

Coppered eyes
Cold hands and a broken smile
I guess I just think its funny how
Ive only seen him when he’s turned around and running in the wrong direction
Oracle
I could see him thru the costume
What a fucked up face u have to match you its disgusting
Run away from blame u guised monster
We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

I SAW THE RIPPER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

Who that walking in u dodged him
I just want to trust u honest
But I see how u two were talking
And that’s fine but least cut me off then
At least break it off
At least tell me u couldn’t give a fuck
Look up at night in this velvet sky
And see supernovas and meteorites

Pack in my chest turning up my volume
Lemme take a breathe I am stress im sorry
Maybe im underrated in my head im overrated im in the one that gotta filter these ideas and I hate it 
I cant stand it
Once im on the plane Im breathing heavy till its landing
Looking into my future sound to scary leave it candid
But I won’t let the hurdles in my life try to do me in
If I feel pressure in my path I rub my eyes and check again
If I come this far what’s the harm in moving forth
I put everything from deep inside my being here on these chords
Still I need more
Its feel foolish stopping while ahead like I had did before

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight
Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

I BELONG TO U TONIGHT (JABARIONTHEBEAT X PROD.TWIX X DRIFT)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
all songs prod. scotty splash
NV4L

enjoy <3

the works (prod. scotty splash)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
prod. whyzoo
NV

headpop (prod. whyzoo)

prod. wstdtime
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

forevercycle (prod. wstdtime)

prod. sxda
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV

ahh (prod. sxda)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

blue shift

blackened
bleeding
hiding

dont get bit
u might go
crazy

get used 
to the 
silence

u on blue shift now
but it cant be

and it wont be baby
wont let it happen to me

been thru way too much
but the pains too much
askin to be saved too much
body parts, still bleed blood

and im
askin for forgiveness once again
father will u hold onto my hand? 
sittin here hallucinating ends 
and idk whats better for me, man

lacerations detected
scratches on the skin next infection
theres always something bigger in the distance
groans, moans and screeches make my heart skip
we got overrun about a week ago
i been sleepin in a box and keep my mouth closed
they dont even come here no more
and they take over planets like its easy mode

never been so scared in my life
feel a little sick, scratched my eye
something weird is happenin inside
i dont know my name or my life
i dont the place where im from
im forgetting language 
help me oh my god 

i cant see anything
but im hungry again

swaine x eric godlow: blue shift

produced by Homage at www.homageproductions.com/

lyrics:

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

dont fucking come near me cause u catchin my disease
i slide up on these bars and then i spit some shit in key
id show u round my mind but even i dont wanna see
id show u round my mind but even i dont got a key

look at me look at me im off a pack now
dont like me ill hit him like im pacquiao
everybody truth or truth with the questions
but im playing dare or dare every sentence

always hide my fucking weed like its weapons
know the plug so fucking well im like the charger
why u say u been balling like the past stence
bitch u know im still balling vince carter

ahh ahh
and im dirty with it
mazzeratti whippin
cookin up so many phones its like im in the kitchen
bitch im hot make u believe like its a new religion

bitch ill break u at the seems like u some true religions
live my life like im a fiend like im a super villain
man im sick im really sick like i need penecilin
when i chop the beat it drop and make u touch the ceiling

make u touch the ceiling
they text me but i dont reply i got em in the feelings
u can move past me
im running on empty

for real
im fucking empty
spent my money on these leases wallets empty
eat a rapper bitch u know im always hungry
they already bite me u should get me out ur tummy

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

woah (prod. homage)

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

neverclear (prod. scandibeats)

produced by george cauty aka boyfifty

lyrics:

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost
i step safely out of line
caster with my problems i kite everything in site 
do the most
bad shit happen all the time
going bat shit all the time

craving action all the time 
soaking up ideas till im dry 
im not gonna lie feel effects inside

pick my mind to points where i might think it isnt mine
i got alot thats going on but ill just pause it for the night

i got alot of shit to do
and dont have nearly enough time
know id make the time for you
if you had joined me for the ride
ride 
join me for the ride
time 
guess it just wasnt our time

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost

time (prod. boyfifty)

soil (prod. boyfifty)

9TAILS - I Know

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

twelve (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feelings for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

Gut Gut Blood inside my gut
stuck Im off watchu call its and im stuck
Out my mind hol up im on planet earth
Twist ties Up on my hands behind my shirt
Blood Blood  All I see at home is green blood
Look inside my styrofoam its mud
What the fuck Who is she just shut the fuck up
U talk too much Please just stop it baby u talk too much

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feeling for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

acid (eric godlow)

lyrics:

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

I ate soot I was half way down the chimney I almost died
I taste soot I could see breaks in my skin poking out bone white
Every bodies always quick to be vocal
cause Everybody always assumes its fine
but Maybe I don’t wanna talk to you im lonely
But that doesn’t mean you can waste my time
Bioluminescence in the purple night sky
All alone out in the forest you and I
You got my heart and you’ll have it till the end of time
Take my arm come see the other side
take my arm come see the other side
take my arm and come and see the other side
take my arm come and see the other side
I want u to take take my arm

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

And when I go to bed I can’t getchu out my head
All these voices but the faces are blank
I learn to adapt cause the shit just change
and u aint really love me girl that shit just fake
and If these streetlights didn’t exist
I could see thru the stars back the way to my ship
Lemme go home girl this planet is shit
Lemme go home girl I miss em to death is that bad

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

soot (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

9TAILS & sewerperson archive for unreleased/deleted songs all in one place <3

You Might Think Its Bad But Its Really Really Bad Snippet

10TAILS