everything ab this song is amazing, keep up this amazing work man. 🖤🖤

love this so much <33 watch yo email, ima hit u up for a collab

xam, love your music so much all of them is just amazing 

man you are doing great music, soon we will release our colab

alt title: sadly ever after

lyrics:

(chorus)
ain’t it funny how the years go by, 
now i’m just another memory
and how you said you hate goodbyes, 
either way you were the first to leave

i guess it never meant a thing, 
all those promises u gave to me
ever after what’s the point of that
when i’ll never live it happily

now that you’re out of reach

(verse)
everyday feels like a nightmare, don't know how i
am getting by with all these people tryna feed me lies

and for a while, invested all i had in you and i
you ran away, stole my everything to watch me die

oh
waitin' on your phone call
thought you’d come back, what did i know

breathing but nothing’s alright now
cryin' it out until i choke

never felt so alone as i do tonight
guess you never had a heart, so u needed mine

(pre)
and i know why you waste your time
sitting all alone, in the bottom of your home
just tryna get away from the outside life
cus you could never love just right

(chorus)
ain’t it funny how the years go by, 
now i’m just another memory
and how you said you hate goodbyes, 
either way you were the first to leave

i guess it never meant a thing, 
all those promises u gave to me
ever after what’s the point of that
when i’ll never live it happily

now that you’re out of reach

thank u for listening <3 love u

stream

out of reach

love u guys.

Lyrics:
VERSE
I dont know what i found, but i lost that
I get tatted on my back, cuz im like that
Lately ive been on the grind, beats consuming my time
And ive been makin all my songs on the nighttime

I wont act, treat you like any other guy
Im in fear, cuz i promised that i wouldnt lie
cry it out, find another one i know you tried
but i know you wouldnt text me back if i replied

PRECHORUS
I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK
If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you

BREAK

My love was not enough
dont have to act so tough
i didnt shed a tear

cuz i have given up
these feelings are unheard of
cause of this emptyness i fear


PRECHORUS

I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK

If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you



"purple moon" ep on its way

i dont wanna change

Guccihighwaters - These days

@xam @twotwntytwo (co-prod. @cxldblxxd)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5DkQTuiUh8lkvhiSJtCWer
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/defeated-feat-two-22-single/1464238173
YouTube: https://youtu.be/XcnevBhTbec

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I got too much on my mind
But not enough time
My head’s in overdrive
Tears falling from my eyes

I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die
Defeated by the feeling
Of my demons eating me alive

[Verse: Two:22]
Too much on my mind
Not enough time
Tangled in the webs
Past is creeping from behind

Makes me wanna die
But yet I still try
I hope we will survive
Even in the darkest night

I got too much on my mind
And not enough time
Tangled in the webs
Past is creeping from behind

It makes me wanna die
But yet I still try
I hope we will survive
Even in the darkest night

[Chorus : XAM] x2
I got too much on my mind
But not enough time
My head’s in overdrive
Tears falling from my eyes

I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die
Defeated by the feeling
Of my demons eating me alive

[Bridge]
I got too much on my mind
But now enough time

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I got too much on my mind
But not enough time
My head’s in overdrive
Tears falling from my eyes

I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die
Defeated by the feeling
Of my demons eating me alive

DEFEATED (feat. Two:22)

listen on spotify!

sorry i'm not the person you wanted me to be

take back my ilys (p. useless)

drifting (p. lxve)

@xam @itsyungvan (mixed by @sinxi) 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0HHPCnfZPVawyqBykZmSF8
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/one-more-night-feat-yung-van-single/1466097611
YouTube (Lyric Video): https://youtu.be/8LteOlrKkyM

[Verse 1: XAM]
It’s 4 or maybe 5 a.m.
And I am wide awake once again
I’m laying on the bed sheets and I’m counting dead sheep
But I cannot fall asleep, cos…

I am scared to close my eyes
‘Cos I am scared of what I’ll see
I am scared of having nightmares
‘Cos I am scared of facing my fears

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again…

[Verse 2: Yung Van]
There’s something wrong with me
I can’t catch sleep
Every time I’m close to dreams
I start to fall beneath the scenes
I’m watching angels lose their wings

Worlds collide as sirens sing
Rest is further than it seems
Looking for the castle in the air
Knowing damn well it’ll never be there

I’m stargazing the sky realizing that I
Hold on to all this pain
It resurrects when I hear your name
If only I knew why I’m falling faster than
I could imagine

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again...

ONE MORE NIGHT (feat. Yung Van)

@xam @cameronphilip @sinxi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0CU7CqA9eeHZP7YV3guRxo
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/questions-feat-cameron-philip/1476593059
YouTube: https://youtu.be/nTgzSqOSf_A

[Verse 1: XAM]
Excuse me teacher I got a couple questions
Tell me why my only decent feature is depression?
Tell me why I'm always aiming for perfection
Teach me everything I need to know to learn my lesson

[Chorus]
Will I float or will I drown?
Is this all a waste of time? How long until i’ll die?
Should I even be alive? What is wrong and what is right?
Should I run or should I fight? Will I make it through the night?

Should I say good morning or goodbye?
Give up or should I try? Laugh or should I cry?
Tell the truth or should I lie? Pretend that I am fine?
Or show you who I really am, show you what I hide inside...

[Verse 2: Cameron Philip]
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout a lot
I've been thinking 'bout everything, every single lie
Every single heartbreak and every single tear
Every single dumb date, every single fear

Yeah, every single enemy that said I wouldn't make it
Someone tell me how to love ‘cause all I get is hated
Yelling from above, and my life fading
But they never come, and now I'm waiting, waiting, yeah

I got questions, I got visions, where is heaven? Is this living?
Is this everything in life that I could have been?
Is there more? am I blind? am i missing it?
Everybody wanna tell me what I don't know
Everybody wanna be the one to tell me don't go

But you don't know what I'm thinking, I stay up late sleep with no blinking
And you float up while I'm sinking, every thought like poison, I'm drinking
Yeah, but you don't know that I'm different, every time we talk you don't listen
Listen to me now do you miss it, under the moonlight in the beginning
We've been wide awake but still sleeping, time to wake up, live and start dreaming

[Chorus]
Will I float or will I drown?
Is this all a waste of time? How long until i’ll die?
Should I even be alive? What is wrong and what is right?
Should I run or should I fight? Will I make it through the night?

Should I say good morning or goodbye?
Give up or should I try? Laugh or should I cry?
Tell the truth or should I lie? Pretend that I am fine?
Or show you who I really am, show you what I hide inside...

QUESTIONS (feat. Cameron Philip) [Prod. Sinxi]

rocks at the moon

something I had in the vault to hold yall off to new ep December 20TH

i Used to think I was okay (DEMO) Ft Roan & Sleeps X

1/2 of @prsonprson

EMAIL: XAM.MGMT@GMAIL.COM

ONE MORE NIGHT (feat. Yung Van)

XAM

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