who are u now

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Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

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everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

Lil Xtra - Fearless

@xam @itsyungvan (mixed by @sinxi) 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0HHPCnfZPVawyqBykZmSF8
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/one-more-night-feat-yung-van-single/1466097611
YouTube (Lyric Video): https://youtu.be/8LteOlrKkyM

[Verse 1: XAM]
It’s 4 or maybe 5 a.m.
And I am wide awake once again
I’m laying on the bed sheets and I’m counting dead sheep
But I cannot fall asleep, cos…

I am scared to close my eyes
‘Cos I am scared of what I’ll see
I am scared of having nightmares
‘Cos I am scared of facing my fears

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again…

[Verse 2: Yung Van]
There’s something wrong with me
I can’t catch sleep
Every time I’m close to dreams
I start to fall beneath the scenes
I’m watching angels lose their wings

Worlds collide as sirens sing
Rest is further than it seems
Looking for the castle in the air
Knowing damn well it’ll never be there

I’m stargazing the sky realizing that I
Hold on to all this pain
It resurrects when I hear your name
If only I knew why I’m falling faster than
I could imagine

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again...

ONE MORE NIGHT (feat. Yung Van)

@xam @cameronphilip @sinxi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0CU7CqA9eeHZP7YV3guRxo
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/questions-feat-cameron-philip/1476593059
YouTube: https://youtu.be/nTgzSqOSf_A

[Verse 1: XAM]
Excuse me teacher I got a couple questions
Tell me why my only decent feature is depression?
Tell me why I'm always aiming for perfection
Teach me everything I need to know to learn my lesson

[Chorus]
Will I float or will I drown?
Is this all a waste of time? How long until i’ll die?
Should I even be alive? What is wrong and what is right?
Should I run or should I fight? Will I make it through the night?

Should I say good morning or goodbye?
Give up or should I try? Laugh or should I cry?
Tell the truth or should I lie? Pretend that I am fine?
Or show you who I really am, show you what I hide inside...

[Verse 2: Cameron Philip]
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout a lot
I've been thinking 'bout everything, every single lie
Every single heartbreak and every single tear
Every single dumb date, every single fear

Yeah, every single enemy that said I wouldn't make it
Someone tell me how to love ‘cause all I get is hated
Yelling from above, and my life fading
But they never come, and now I'm waiting, waiting, yeah

I got questions, I got visions, where is heaven? Is this living?
Is this everything in life that I could have been?
Is there more? am I blind? am i missing it?
Everybody wanna tell me what I don't know
Everybody wanna be the one to tell me don't go

But you don't know what I'm thinking, I stay up late sleep with no blinking
And you float up while I'm sinking, every thought like poison, I'm drinking
Yeah, but you don't know that I'm different, every time we talk you don't listen
Listen to me now do you miss it, under the moonlight in the beginning
We've been wide awake but still sleeping, time to wake up, live and start dreaming

[Chorus]
Will I float or will I drown?
Is this all a waste of time? How long until i’ll die?
Should I even be alive? What is wrong and what is right?
Should I run or should I fight? Will I make it through the night?

Should I say good morning or goodbye?
Give up or should I try? Laugh or should I cry?
Tell the truth or should I lie? Pretend that I am fine?
Or show you who I really am, show you what I hide inside...

QUESTIONS (feat. Cameron Philip) [Prod. Sinxi]

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@qawikamri
@guardinmusic

FIRST SONG OF "A Diary Of You"

a song that i'll play on a rainy day (feat. guardin)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/62xcmMgSy9RudCScaVASWI
Apple: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/bonnie-clyde/1492374299
YouTube: https://youtu.be/sQv-aP5gpJ4

[Intro]
You can ask me anything
I'll be the one to listen (I'll listen)
Going fast but don't rush the things
I know that you've been missing (been missing)

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Verse]
Stressed out
Don't lie
Let's ride
Just you and me

Doing 90 on the highway, you breathe out
I can take you back to my place, "It's not right"
You wanna live tonight, let's do it right
I can show you so much more

All that I'm asking for is a door to be open
Loving me like I'm the chosen
I've fallen in love
My heart's been stolen

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Bridge] x2
Baby I’m here
For you
I love you more than anything
I love you more than summer, winter, fall and spring

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

Bonnie & Clyde

A brand new track by Vaboh and Powfu.

Engineered by Eon Zero
Produced by riddiman

(Feat. Powfu) you left me alone with my nightmares

They call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it...
(This is the last single before I begin to release work from "Past the Stars")
Written by: @itsyungvan x @sinxi
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @prime
art by: @scottysplash

Lyrics-

yung van-
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
you pop up when I'm in class looking at the time
tell me that I'm crazy reminiscing
I forgot everything we were missing

You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

Sinxi-
and I fell in love but with the old you
oh I catch your perfume as you pass-through
oh I think of the times that'll pass soon
oh I gave you my heart? I didn't mean to
I've been playing it over a couple  hundred times
yeah, the things I could say and ways to stay dry
yeah, to get you to see that I'm okay this time
but would it be a crime to try again one night

yung van-
You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

i fell in love, but with the old you

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QUESTIONS (feat. Cameron Philip) [Prod. Sinxi]

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