Lately - Dying In Designer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

animepapi - trash (lil hawk boy & convolk)

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk

lyrics:
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
used to be gunshots
now i see teslas
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
i don't want jokes
i want answers
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
i was on the road
you was out doing lame stuff
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot

everyday i feel the same
it's like why'm i not okay
why can't i just be happy for once
i'm always stuck in place
i don't think i can be saved
i have always been this way
i am dying in my room
and it's the middle of the day oh
feel my body die slow
i been feeling so low
i should help myself
but i don't even wanna try though
feelings don't sway me
everybody hates me
think i'm going crazy
feel like this on the daily

wasted my youth

listen on Spotify <3

benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

https://www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/

feature @convolk 
https://www.instagram.com/convolk_/
prod by @jakkyboi
https://www.instagram.com/jakkyboiii/

LYRICS
They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

All outta fucks to give
Get a dollar sign tatted on my face n shit
Bet im gonna get a hundred million plays this year
Got a billion dollar brain and I maintain the shit
Hook game
Going insane
Ain’t nobody better than me in the fucking game
But I stay humble
Buzzing like a bumble
Beat so fly
Jakkyboi make it rumble

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

ain't nobody better than me in the fucking game
what the fuck's a name when you really just a lame?
what a fuckin name when you all just the same?
i don't give a fuck bitch i'm tryina make change
nirvana and foo fighters, i wish that girl knew who i was
i wanna come up quick and not fall back
i want a benz all black and you fall back

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

01 Rap Starz Feat. convolk (Prod. Jakky Boi)

watch it all burn. (prod. vaegud)

TOXIC LOVE [PROD. HEARTJUNKIE]

“Chemicals” by dESPAIN. Available now on all streaming platforms:

https://onerpm.lnk.to/despain

LYRICS: 

Chemicals
Running through my head again
Telling me that you’d forget me
Forget all we said

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

When I dream
I see these fucked up things
Feeling of death
At the tip of my feet 
Like a haunted fool
I Never could see
My soul to fade to black
Take a hit 
Do I react?
To the drugs in my mouth
Or do I need some more of these

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

I don’t know what trip I’ve been on
Did I fuck up again?
Tell me what really happened
Sorry for all my sins
Smoke one for me when Im dead

Feeling too faded
Maybe fucked up
I would say sorry but that’s not enough
Add this to the list of reasons why I 
Can’t sleep at night, so I hide

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

All these chemicals be in my head
When i dream I see you again
I could get fast car bae 
Act like we nascar bae
Why we gotta end this way
Why we gotta end this way

Instrumental: ProdbyKG
Recorded & Mixed/Mastered: dESPAIN

WØNDERLVND

Chemicals

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prod @areusure
https://soundcloud.com/areusure/h8-u
feat @benedixhion

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lyrics : 
I’m already over you so I ain’t worried about shit yea 
I don’t know why you’re wasting time stressing bout the kid yea 
I can pull my own I do not need an assist yea 
My stacks are fucking thick yea 

I used to kiss your face, for a little taste 
But now my heads insane, and I’ll never change 
You used to always say, that you would never stray
But I don’t wanna stay, cus you are just a fake 

I’m slowly getting racks up in my pocket 
You used to be around my neck in a locket
But now I got real ice, my vice grips lost bitch
We both know that you would walk after you’d talk shit
Call me jimmy I’ma blast off in this rocket 
I don’t need your energy, you know it’s fucking toxic
Nonsense is what you’d speak, instead of being honest 
So on this day,  I say fuck off bitch

[benedixhion]

yeah 
you probably have a problem with me
but i don’t care bitch, what’d you think
you were never there, never there for me
and if i died in your arms you wouldn’t even blink
yeah
oh my god, you know i’m off it
i won’t stop this grind until my name’s a trending topic
fuck you lil bitch, you know i’m boppin’
with this emo shit, made my own coffin
yah
look, the money ain’t a problem
i won’t stop the grind until the day that i am poppin’
if it’s looking edgy as fuck you know i’m coppin’
benedixhion gun’ spit the truth and i ain’t stoppin’
yeah

[lil hermit]

Yea I hated you, like my room you were a mess too 
If you keep texting me I’ll knock you back like I’m deku 
Bless you, is what I’d say if I regret you 
But I learned from all of that dumb shit you put my head through 
You used to say that you gon never ever lose me 
But now all you are to me are just lyrics on this loose leaf 
Truthfully, you would piss me off with all your scrutiny 
I could always take care of myself I didn’t need you to be so damn close

(this song will only be on soundcloud, and not monetized)

no need to stress

no need to stress feat. benedixhion (prod. areusure)

synth punk

video: https://youtu.be/hBSpRxda5ek

lovingly blind

lovingly blind (prod. naawoj) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

better dead (sadboiev)

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Chemicals

dESPAIN

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