partysalmostdone

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

here's a little thing I made, might put it on an ep, might not 

lyrics

how many times can I write about the same old thing
about summer, spring, 'bout wedding rings and better things 
about a teenage vow in a parking lot
screaming fall out boy until our lungs gave out
its time I close my eyes now

just for tonight, I think that's alright 
see the ghost of u has lingered for a while
and I think ive earned some rest

do u think that's fair?

do u think that's fair (killedmyself)

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

SP - FROST BORN

facts (prod. nciku)

ugh (prod. young taylor)

scumbag (prod. scandi & shrn)

flow state

flow state (neverforever x flawed mangoes)

2022-05-20

Lyrics :
In this Moss cover I reside here
Far removed from beating hearts I can hide here
They thought of me a witch I was forced here
When I first let go it was a nightmare
Tell me did the secrets u hold try to shape u
Tell me did the last lover had try to tame you
I would never shit on the experience that made u
Im just asking questions so I could see it from ur angle
I think drank had made me nauseous I been geeked out in the lobby
Before u came to get me baby I swear I thought I would vomit
I feel my body shake I hate it if I knew id never drink it
I got problems with my medies
She does too so just get me
Im at war with organs laid inside my flesh
Oh surprise I still been working even though im spent
Only god could save me now my liver forfeit
Maybe I should pull the plug and lay atop my deathbed

U know its harder now that
Ur gone with someone else that
Treats u how I could never
Ive known since last September
Whos car was that in the driveway
I had known but I prayed its all fake
I wish u had told me before u broke me
Now im in the bottle getting headaches

Red leaves hit the window fore they decay
Fall rendered me afraid of my own fate
Ive been on this bender since about friday
If I keep it up im dying by Monday
When this Fire climbs up in my throat I guess im sober
I should’ve changed up my life before Id ever grown older
That’s the effects of a broken heart
Would u Leave me be so I can sit and rot

U know its harder now that
Ur gone with someone else that
Treats u how I could never
Ive known since last September
Whos car was that in the driveway
I had known but I prayed its all fake
I wish u had told me before u broke me
Now im in the bottle getting headaches

6 (fantasycamp X Xlhc)

bottleup (prod. under the maple tree)

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bottleup (prod. under the maple tree)

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