Made it to this point last year 
Ruminating what I did to deserve this 
Crossed arms in the blacked out cashmere 
Like this treatment has a purpose 
It’s cold in my chest another rest won’t make it better 
I used to think it had a reason 
It’s rough out west I’ll tough it out like the weather 
We used to always give it meaning 

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind 

And these days your heart reflects all the weather
Cause it gets colder in December
And last week when you left thought I’ll get better
But now I wake up with no purpose 
And you’re so damn broken 
Can’t fix your heart it’s frozen 
And I don’t wanna spend another night alone 
You’re all I know

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind

you get it all ft. cutdeep (king theta)

Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

My perfect victory (prod. sorrowbringer)

prod me

lyrics

im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

f*#kedup (prod. kubsy)

bottleup (prod. under the maple tree)

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/slow-dancing-with-tuff-guys?si=e31a723459764bac9f2c05038d9c3c24&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

slow dancing with tuff guys *cover* (sorrowbringer)

all platforms 12/13
prod. guttertrvsh x sorrow bringer
album art by avxid <3

lyrics:

dobry:
throw me to the wolves and watch as i die
where's my comfort?
there's no comfort in this
(you fucked me up)
i can't breathe
shoot me up with enough drugs to help me be
i love it when you fuck with my mental
til you fuck with my mental
show me up

kotaray:
all my demons they cut me down
you can forget it, i'll never settle down
all my veins keeps on hurting as im falling south
desperation as my head keeps on fading out

where did i go?
ive seen my life spill out on the floor
dead in my home, hell i see nothing in my door
hello desperation are you hearing me out?
im talking to myself all my demons on their way down
im trapped out of my mind
let me tell you all the lies
that get me high

avxid:
i could throw up
im no one
its blown up
in my face
i erase 
what you say
from my brain
itll be safe

baby could you look me in the eyes
i aint gonna sleep tonight
i got shard of glass just digging in my eyes
oh ive grown but still i cry

whyd you burn it down i swear theres nothin left
i got metal sticking to my chest
i can feel it when i take a breath
its a bad time inside my head

i can see the torch lights
i can watch it catch fire
it was fun, i wont be here for long
it was fun, but i wont be here for long

ryn:
been so long i know i might break
feel my blood rushing thru my veins
so many things i didnt say
its been years it still brings me pain
tear stains on my shirt i know i cant help it
im crying on my own maybe im just selfish
i wish i showed you how i really felt
but these scars made it so i couldn't get help

kairu:
i tried to help you, i couldnt reach you
i put us through hell, i didnt mean to
and i hate myself, for what ive been through
but im with you now, so can we make it out?

2 drinks in me, but i feel fine
i start to weave through dotted lines
i feel it taking hold of me
i fear im running out of help
i need you, it hurts, to bleed through
the bandages we made, over time and time again

4 drinks in me, you're on my mind
it's hard to sleep alone at night
i fear my heart is growing weak
it longs for you and nothing else
compares to, the pain, we've been through
but still i hope you know, that ill always want you close 


syon:
to me youre colder then dark 
my demons know who you are 
god damn i know from hell then 
they need help from the start 
and god knows that im not going to make it 
so why have me spend it all down here 
i am alone and i dont feel like breaking out
you hit my phone and im letting it ring out 
like you didnt care about me then, so why the fuck do you care now?

gutter:
i dug in deep, but i found nothing new inside my soul
you cast me off then i found myself just rotting inside this hole
i fucked up but you left wounds that wont recover on their own
now i cant fall asleep without your face as my eyelids start to fall
i pushed myself deep underground
you could find me there and rip me out
but you dont care enough to save me too
i guess i played myself, i guess my part's the fool

so ill just dive in deep into this ashen lake
this fire consumes all my love and all of your hate
she'll proclaim me a witch, they'll burn me at the stake
once im but a husk im sure then she'll feel safe
i hope it hurts it too much
i hope that im ashamed
i know that i deserve
all of this torturous pain
i hope i learn it well
when i go down in flames
if i cant fix this mess
then hell was all in vain

hell was better than this (with Dobry!, KOTARAY, AVXiD, ryn., kairu & syon)

SCENE 1 - FOR ONCE ( feat. Caru )
It starts on a late night you weren’t expecting anything from. You pull up half-distracted, half-curious, but the moment she opens the door, the whole vibe changes. There’s chemistry you didn’t plan for — laughter, energy, a spark that feels new. For once, something feels easy again. For once, you’re not forcing it.
For Once
I'm just tryna get you right 
I  know we caught a really good vibe last night 
But baby don't get too high 
Baby baby don't get too
Ion wanna kill your vibe
But babygirl I got plans tonight 
So please don't get too high
Cancels your plans for once
Ignore your man for once
Give me a chance for once
Cuz I got
Cuz I got
Cuz I got plans for us
Withdrew these bands for us
You should come dance for em
Girl I'm just 
Girl I'm just
Tryna show you a good time
Time 
Time 
Time 
Time 
Even though you're not mine
Mine
Mine
Mine
Mine 
When I look in those pretty brown Eyes
Eyes
Eyes
Eyes
Eyes
Girl i know that we'll be fine
Fine
Fine
Fine
Fine
Yea 
I guess both needed someone 
I guess both needed someone 
I guess both needed someone 
I guess both
( Caru )
Girl I just wanna get you right 
Tonight
 this time 
Girl you been my mission
You love it
You love
( 815 )
I'm just tryna get you right 
I know we caught a really good vibe last night 
But baby don't get too high 
Baby baby don't get too
Ion wanna kill your vibe
But babygirl I got plans tonight 
So please don't get too high
Baby don't get too 
Cancels your plans for once
Ignore your man for once
Give me a chance for once
Cuz I got
Cuz I got
Cuz I got plans for us
Withdrew these bands for us
You should come dance for em
Girl I'm just 
Girl I'm just
Baby don't get too

For Once ft. CARU

Midnight Moves

BLUE [p. Sapjer & roqqo]

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bottleup (prod. under the maple tree)

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