Poems.

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Poems. (Prod. King Theta)

song of the summer meet rock bottom
with my main man @ejcarrmusic
ep in two weeks !!!
enjoy <3

lyrics:
blink your eyes and it’s here
the pit of all the years
immune from any ending
think fast your stories changing
so sort through the jumbled mess
of old times and stale regrets
as long as you get
what all this truly meant

take a breath
and walk those steps
as you fear the depths
of whatever comes next

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind

go ahead

sometimes its on your doorstep
sometimes u take the fall
i took it on the shoulder
i lost myself in it all
and it gets hard to recognize the person that i was
i said goodbye a hundred times and never understood

the reasons beneath us
you’ll never forget how it feels
a sequence of treason
could never bend us to my will
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good?

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good
bye
bye
bye
bye

go ahead, say goodbye

go ahead, say goodbye w/ evan carr [immortal]

spotify & apple <3

[LYRICS]
so it’s all my fault 
you keep saying that you’re not wrong 
i’m not mad but i wrote this song 
just so i could sing you so long long long 

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

i’m so nervous right now 
i’m trying to figure it out
cause if i turn back around 
i don’t think i’ll make it out
alive tonight 
i cant tell you 
it’s no secret 
and i cant help you 
and i’m leaving

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

mastered by @nokerbforever

gasoline

gasoline [nokerb x drma x hayden.havoc]

i don't wanna feel okay (flesh + nihil2free)

I’ll stay awake I don’t understand 
How the hell is it 5 am
I lie and I try 
Yeah 
Shut tight , my eyes 
Yeah 

Staying up late helps me understand 
I’m only doing things that make me mad 
Cause my life has no drive 
Yeah 
Sitting  tight on my island 


I only like to do it cause Im lacking ur affection 
I only like to do it cause Im yearning for attention 
I only like to do it cause at least I get reactions from it 
Looking in the mirror and I’m mad of what my reflections  showing 

I’ll stay awake I don’t understand 
How the hell is it 5 am
I lie and I try 
Yeah 
Shut tight , my eyes 
Yeah 

Staying up late helps me understand 
I’m only doing things that make me mad 
Cause my life has no drive 
Yeah 
Sitting  tight on my island

how the hell is it 5am (prod.harvest x killedmyself)

loop by kenzee everything else prod. XELFIY

lyrics:
mhm
My love ain’t got no shortage
But I ain’t got no shorty
So I been cookin fucked up
feel like a Rick wit out his morty
Im pouring up but this ain’t no porridge damn
This not even a forty
bottle it up n put it inside the storage uh uh
99 in the forest ima fucking floor it uh uh
Floor it floor it yuh it been fucking pourin
ima floor it
99 flyin threw the forest it’s fucking pourin
I miss you more man the longer u r gone

I miss suicidin on carrier
try to hard to be happy
(I wanna) 1080 on barrier
feel like a xel wit out his zappy
I got 2 swords ima parrier
When I’m flying threw the trappy
I could not feel crappier
My breakfast cigarettes n caffeine
I miss my dog no terrier
I tip my drink an shout out zappy
I met a girl but I won’t marry her
Cuz She don’t make happy
an Life got so much scarier
Since u arnt here to back me
100k interior n I’ll still b fuckin mad at me

the longer u r gone

Christmas Tree

stop shop

SAY MY NAME

Intro

look at you ft. corey slabs (prod. lilidentitycrisis & foreign forest)

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