featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy

swear im okay
im just sick of all this bullshit
and she dont go away
i need a doctor before i lose it

i need help im on my own
theres no sun inside my home
and i could call u but i wont
if theres a door i hope its closed

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere
coexisted now we collide
i think us being apart is for the best 
no more a part of my life
i wish it was as easy done as said

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

landmine w/ casperrr (king theta)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive (tiedforsilver x st4rscream)

cover: @savehurtsouls

lyrics:
I got pressure on my back
Every new song gotta slap huh uh
Ya boi is fuckin his life up
She said slide in fuck the guts up

I been cutting everybody off that couldn’t catch it up
I been in the spaceship with my boys this shit ain’t fast enough 

Boi got hit with a pipe 
Slide on his bitch YEAH
Took his life huh huh
Drink that caffeine 
and that nicotine 
I let it rip fuhhh
With that green dot
I got nightmares every night
I can’t fucking sleep with all this shit up in my life 

GETAGRIP
GOT DEPRESSION THATS MY RIZZ
I BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE A KID 
PUT THAT NEEDLE ON MY NECK I NEED IT TATTED UP
SHE SAID I DIDNT EVER THINK THAT YOUD BE YATTED UP
I GUESS THAT SHIT JUST ADDIN UP
I GUESS THAT I GOT SAD ENOUGH 

I got pressure on my back
Every new song gotta slap
I don’t even try its bad 
I just put some shit on the track
Sipping up a little bit guess I’m fucking smacked 
She don’t wanna talk I guess I said shit made her mad 
I can’t fucking sleep with all this shit up in my life 

GETAGRIP
GOT DEPRESSION THATS MY RIZZ
I BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE A KID 
PUT THAT NEEDLE ON MY NECK I NEED IT TATTED UP
SHE SAID I DIDNT EVER THINK THAT YOUD BE YATTED UP
I GUESS THAT SHIT JUST ADDIN UP
I GUESS THAT I GOT SAD ENOUGH 

I got pressure on my back
Every new song gotta slap
I don’t even try its bad 
I just put some shit on the track
Sipping up a little bit guess I’m fucking smacked

I GOT SAD ENOUGH (prod. thirtyseven)

I GOT SAD ENOUGH (PROD. THIRTYSEVEN)

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

VAULT

STALE NIGHTS FREESTYLE (PROD. ROLLIE)

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cover: @savehurtsouls

lyrics:
Yuh huh!
Nod off the Fent 
I just gotta check an bought my mamas house and gotta crib
i just want more fucking tats up on my chest and my ribs 
Shit had to hit hard I almost had to get it
I almost had to kill the track to fucking get a win in 
We been doing a lot I swear my head is fucking spinning 
I don’t know where you at I’m too busy being locked in 
Fuck I lost my shit just give me a minute to get it yeahhhhhhh
I could tell that the track was fucking ass
Off the wave form
Under the pressure I know that I been
Haha!
All off of the dome 
Wait until my brain storm 
They gonna swear to hailer 
I stop watching numbers an I swear they started scaling more 
Used to sleep up on the floor my ribs are fucking hurting yuh
Cuts up in my gut I guess I fucked it up the surgeon said
I went way to hard yeah
drinking in the dark yeah
I got this peace on my chest you would think I starked it up 
I could chop an sell this shit and pay my rent 
Yuh huh!
Nod off the Fent 
I just gotta check an bought my mamas house and gotta crib
i just want more fucking tats up on my chest and my ribs 
Shit had to hit hard I almost had to get it
I almost had to kill the track to fucking get a win in 
We been doing a lot I swear my head is fucking spinning 
I don’t know where you at I’m too busy being locked in 
All this fucking money there ain’t no limit to what I’m buying 
Swears he try this hard but I don’t see him fucking tryin
If lil bro tried half as hard as me he’d locked in 
Huh!
Light it up an let it bam I’m on the stage 
Yeah!

LOCKED IN

LOCKED IN (PROD. ROLLIE)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

~2300~
@itsbrvski

Check out the music video!
https://youtu.be/3A6LfLs-zuk

how to let go w/ brvski

lyrics//

iv been talking to god
iv been doing my part like you told me

was it always so hard
i know you think you were always controlling
but it was never thay part
i saw a light and it killed me slowly
and now im packing my car
i made you think
you dont even know me


i was lost in the fallout
you pushed me down as i climbed out
or tried to
ivy league to the dog house
wonder what they would say
if they got to?

now my comforters stained out
took it all to the grave like i told you
was i always a let down?
was i always a person that you once knew?

fallout [idly blare]

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