think this already leaked but ill upload anyways

Hands On The Wheel

AYLIEN BLUE - HANDS ON THE WHEEL

Everything you do it comes back to you
Everyone you know everything you knew
What was really real what was really true
Have i lost myself since i you lost you?

My heart is breaking down
don’t know where my soul is supposed to go now.
My head is always racing around
I hope i don’t make a mess whenever i go out.

Im hoping that its over now
I hope that its over now

Ive got noone to call
You know I’m looking for
A warm way out the cold
Now i don’t know if i could feel  how i did before 
Whats the point if we don’t matter i don’t care anymore

Everything you do it comes back to you
Everyone you know everything you knew
What was really real what was really true
Have i lost myself since i you lost you?

Since i lost you
I really lost myself
& I don’t know what to do
Nobody to call
Nothing here is new
Ill just stay alone i miss when 1 was 2 
So I’ll Make a stupid song about how i miss you
Yeah Ill just make a stupid song bout how i miss you
Yeah i miss you
I don’t think you’ll ever know how bad i miss you


I love you

i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

imissyou (prod.chibi)

NORTH $IDE BITCH

Lyrics:
Hi guys today its bixxer
Hi , i got adhd
hi bitch i got adhd
swear im hd high of THC
finally thoughts took a seat
come take a trip with me and smoke
till we cant see

i say adhd
you say adhd

i caught your ass slipping
 fuck with the gang we gon make yo ass
spin in hd

ADHD USB [prod.ohbats]

https://youtu.be/BCrjKJOaUGE?si=HPL8ttP4jbYjSTrY

I GOT AUTOS (fuck the redcoats) [music vid in description]

X2BLACKSTAR x Lil Kori  - Always Talking [feat ANN-UH] (Prod SME Beats)

on the floor

polaroid

Lyrics:

I love when they fall down I love to see the motherfuckers buckle up and bleed 

Decorate the walls now Full of morbid thoughts far as the eyes can fucking see 

REVEL IN THE CONQUEST REVEL IN THE KNUCKLES BREAKING THROUGH YOURE FUCKING TEETH 

 (Random something)

FEELING IN SANE 

PRO PANE 

BLOWS LIKE 12 GAUGE TO MY BRAIN 

BLOOD STAINS ON THE WALLS ON THE WALLS

ON THE WALLS ON THE WALLS (x2)

BRAINMATTER

XENALICE

*BRAINMATTER*

XENALICE

BRAINMATTER