[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

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shoot to kill w/ Etai s0 & 333vampire (Prod GXDRAY$)

prod by me

lyrics:
(7ommy)
bro, chill out
everything gon be alright
it's cold out
just close the door and spend the night
you know that i wanna love
don't wanna fight
d-d-dont wanna fight
a-all gon be alright

take a trip
baby, catch a flight
cuz i'm tryna see u tonight
feelin' good
got me feelin' right
right-right-right

(chorus)
and it just get's better
i don't care, i don't know ur name
together
i just hope u feel the same
it ain't that bad after all
ur the one that i wanna call
i just know that im gonna fall
yea-uh-uh-uh
i know
u think
that i'm tryna play u
listen up, i'll stay true
deep breath, gotta play it cool
left, right
cmon' make a move
u with me baby
none to chose
i think i wanna see it through
yea-uh-uh-uh

everything gon be alright
just close the door and spend the night
love-love
don't wanna fight
d-d-don't wanna fight

(chorus)
and it just get's better
i don't care, i don't know ur name
together
i just hope u feel the same
it ain't that bad after all
ur the one that i wanna call
i just know that im gonna fall
yea-uh-uh-uh
i know
u think
that i'm tryna play u
listen up, i'll stay true
deep breath, gotta play it cool
left, right
cmon' make a move
u with me baby
none to chose
i think i wanna see it through
yea-uh-uh-uh

make a move

@planetlessuntildeath
@faidev

lyrics:

they be like:
zarki why u always tryna keep it on the low?
i dont like talking to people
that ion even know
i be thinking too much
bullet straight to my dome
got this 40 on me
and the tip is all chrome

@1myoso (who is this zarki i cant say that word)

i wanna die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck


@faidev :
white coke no rabbit
blade on my belt hack n slash with a hatchet
drugs in the packet
load up my tooly and grip on my gadgets
not in the bracket won't have it
say that u love me i know that you're acting
stuck in my habits 
grip on my needle and get to the stabbing

got two nades on my vest
pull the pin now ur dead
know i put him to rest
lil boy watch ur head violence makes me feel best 
i don't want no damn friends
cause i know zark cover my back ill the end 

chorus:
i wanna die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly w/ faidev (waystalker + frikke)

say u wont let go acapella

evan - @evanmarzz
erl - @haroldsboxers
this song is tuff asf

Evan Marzz - TMI w/ ERL

Knots W/ Kupr

prod: larue made it
mixed: me and @maxrrss
mastered: me

lyrics:
(killaura)
i fell for your lies again
said you changed, but you sinned all again
apologized when you called me
persuade me with your body
reek of his cologne but it didn't stop me
from getting what i wanted from you
it's a two way street baby i was playing you too
played right into my ruse
now you're dazed and confused
not dumb enough to sit here waiting for you

love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

(maxrrss)
do you really want to talk again
we arguing 
and i never left your side when she was in my bed
and i find you always taking back the words you said

you never meant 
i love you
i trust you
i need you
i want you
but i put it to the side
looking at you in the eyes
i know you don't wanna cry
i can see thru all your lies

Ohhhhhhhhhhh
do you even really care (do you even really care)
run my fingers thru ur hair (run my fingers thru ur hair)
when your around i stop and stare (when your around i stop and stare)

so don't 
rely on me
to keep you company
i don't have honesty
you took that part of me and

(killaura)
love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

pretend +max ruben (laruemadeit)

picklocket (ft.murrr and soph)

prod: starboyrob
mixing: me, sacreds, 4bsence
master: i don't even wanna talk abt it bro
carried by: sacreds, 4bsence

lyrics:
(aura)
step in the club we drinkin hypnotic
giving me top it's turnin neurotic
gang in this bitch issa riot
bang in this bitch it ain't quiet
he talkin tough i couldn't believe it
aim at your skull and now you ain't breathin
mindin my business but you lurkin and seethin
fuckin your bitch and she drinkin my [redacted] 
get in my bag i flex it i get it i go
surprised a pop boy rappin this flow
your concerts are silent like death row 
whippin the coupe, drift thru the road
tryin your best but can't hit the gold
smokin ur pack strapped on the low
u step up on me i kno you gon fold  

(sacreds)
yeah getting the money so easy to me i just tripled that shit in a week
yeah i took a Percocet 30 it fuck up my body i cant even speak 
walking around with a K on my side and if he wanna test me he gon fucking bleed yeah
that boy gon talk on the net, we already know that he want to be me shh
walking around and my pockets so fat bitch i feel like i’m mf lizzo
he gonna talk all that shit
drac light a boy up like a fucking zippo 
bitch we gon hit at his hit at his head
now he wanna talk that shit so we go for revenge
i mix the act up
i count the racks up
fucking that bitch and i’m fucking her friend yeah 
i hit that boy with an xd 
hit that boy up and he mf dead 
i got a whole lotta mf xp
knock off his top and then fill him with lead yeah
i heard that boy wanna test me
killing that boy and i mf laugh yeah 
i already know they detest me
but i could not care
not bout that

(4bsence)
wait bitch
i got a choppa, a k, bitch
no i do not want to wait, bitch
shootin that boy in his face, bitch
hey bitch
wait bitch
i got a glock on my waist, bitch
you see my chain, you can't take this
i'm finna shoot up his place, bitch
woah, fuck
hold up
i keep a pole, bruh
i got a blade on me
strike like a cobra
i pop that boy like a soda
why he actin like he know us
me and my gang, yeah, we so up
yeah, yeah, yeah

hypnotic +sacreds & 4bsence (starboyrob)

abusing substances w/ riptenshi (caves)

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