v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

pieced together a bunch of clips of Aries' new concert snippet, put them together, then bass boosted tf out of it.

(cover photo by me 2)

Aries - COMET  (2022 concert snippet)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/gray10k/letmedown

edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

ericdoa - Let Me Down (solo)

Prod. Kado


I don’t feel a thing when I’m with you 
Not so often i even feel human 
I know you don’t think the way I do 
I don’t think I like the way we’re moving 

Feel myself collapse 
Feel that weight inside me, splitting me
In half 

I always try to think about 
The way my words effect you 
You say I’m always distant 
Like I’m never even there 
Because you don’t really think about 
The way your words effect me 
I dont really think 
You really care

You don’t feel a thing when you’re with me 
I don’t really mind you’re only human 
It’s been a while since you could say 
You felt like waking up today 
Never could outgrow your disillusion 

Feel yourself collapse
Feel your body breaking down it’s only simple math  

I always try to think about 
The way my words effect you 
You say I’m always distant 
Like I’m never even there 
Because you don’t really think about 
The way your words effect me 
I dont really think 
You really care

Human

Vaeo X Mssnger 12-13-2021

blame

dancingwithsomebawdy (snippet pitch)

with @maxrrss
prod @f3arme + @so-r-u

https://open.spotify.com/track/07UNlF3xa999b9sRvcMcHt?si=b9e38bedc4eb45cf

cant leave me alone, like i dont wanna talk
girl im busy focused on me i been on the clock
she gon ask whats wrong, but she dont care at all
i said i cant do attachment ima tear it off
i cant even tell you how it ends, no
i been on my own know why she got her hands out?
dont know how to tell that bitch that we aint friends now
did too much girl i cant give another chance now
i cant hold your hand now

i been giving way too much i cant get nothing back
girl u know i need your help, i dont know how to ask
did that shit too many times, you know it never lasts
said im moving on this time ill leave it in the past
i cant go out sad
she think ima crash
throw me in the trash
aint no coming back now
dont know what u said, swear i just cant hear a sound
girl i dont know how to feel, swear i cant keep u around

you stay on my mind, im not tryna leave u lone
i cant waste no time i said i just gotta go
i dont like your vibe i can tell u not my own
please get out my life i dont need you anymore
back to my own lane
act like your okay
trapped in that old way
slap to my own face
trashing your own name
stacking your own plate
talk, we'll be okay

Aries - COMET (2022 concert snippet)

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