revenge. (shxrkz)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

(prod. Jang0 X Jeid.)

verse
i'll admit i get jealous
i hold you close like a relic
to me you're so precious
so if they come between us, leave em headless
ill admit, ive been tripping a little bit
fuck a relapse, come with me, & light a spliff
a little bit of weed, and a little bit of this
there's nothing like us when we're skin on
skin 

chorus
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you (yeah)
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you (yeah)
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you (yeah)
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you
i don't wanna lose you now
i'm falling too deep, just how
why am i so in love with you
and every single word coming from your mouth?
i couldn't explain why, so i sing it out loud
but the future is yours and mine, you've really shown me what love is about 

verse
in high tides, ill be there
with dark skies, i'll be clear
we can't swim, but ill help you
try to figure that out
let's swim together
the E in our names, that just stands for forever
"ever" and "ever"
ill follow you through thick and thin, give my effort
i love you so much, so much, i don't know better
i think bout the future with you til my head hurts
think about you leaving, i might give into my anger
you belong here
and you belong with me, you're where home is
and this is where we're 'posed to be
yeah, you belong here
you belong with me, you're where home is
and this is where we're 'posed to be
you belong here
and you belong with me, i need you mel
im where you're supposed to be 

chorus
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you (yeah)
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you (yeah)
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you (yeah)
'cause i'm so fucking in love with you
i don't wanna lose you now
i'm falling too deep, just how
why am i so in love with you
and every single word coming from your mouth?
i couldn't explain why, so i sing it out loud
but the future is yours and mine, you've really shown me what love is about


IM SO FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: popularreject
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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[Intro: lil XipZ]
i dont think that ill ever love you more than when your here with me
your touch is just compensation for what you had done to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im burning roses on your grave cuz i dont wanna let you leave
im hoping that the smoke will keep your ghost down underneath my feet

your spirit flys away past me just like a dove inside the wind
you make the days that were not grey turn to be so dark and grim

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
but you always escape, and you always will
you tend haunt my mind, with an intent to kill
you were always fake, so i had known the drill
you used to numb me bad, lovin u was like a pill

[Verse: popularreject]
You make me anxious 
Angst is 
All I feel rn 
You got me freakin out
I just woke up from a dirt nap
Woke up to the flowers that you left me
And I burned them 
Woke up feelin empty 
Feelin empty and deserted 
I’m burnin roses on your grave 
To make you stay
And I’m seein ghosts 
That have your face 
It’s makes me break
I say fuck what they say 
When I’m not 
All okay

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im burning roses on your grave cuz i dont wanna let you leave
im hoping that the smoke will keep your ghost down underneath my feet

your spirit flys away past me just like a dove inside the wind
you make the days that were not grey turn to be so dark and grim

Burning Roses On Your Grave (w/ popularreject)

We all praise the sins of a lesser man. 
But we still cuts the heads of the message man. 
When I fade into my brain I don't know who I am, 
Every songs the same when you listen in. 

Putting that gun to my head, 
Pull the trigger, 
I'm screaming it's great. 
Saying that they want me dead, 
I go figure, 
That's what they gon say. 
So bust that clip, 
In my lip, 
Help me forget, 
All my sins. 
I wanna die, 
Don't wanna live. 
I cannot, 
Face the shit I did. 

Purpose isn't answered, 
If I sit and wait, 
I'm not okay. 
I just pulled a blade, 
And threatened my own fucking face, 
Anyways. 
I think I'd live better, 
In a rotting grave. 
In a blaze, 
I'm really not, 
But I sip liquor like a fucking heavyweight. 

Fuck it no I'm not enough, 
Fuck it I sip on the cup, 
Fuck it I don't wanna love, 
Fuck it don't care if I'm just. 
Bitch I hate me, 
Bitch I hate me, 
Bitch I hate me, 
Bitch I hate me. 

We all praise the sins of a lesser man. 
But we still cut the heads of the message man. 
When I fade into my brain I don't know who I am, 
Every songs the same when you listen in. 

Putting that gun to my head, 
Pull the trigger, 
I'm screaming it's great. 
Saying that they want me dead, 
I go figure, 
That's what they gon say. 
So bust that clip, 
In my lip, 
Help me forget, 
All my sins. 
I wanna die, 
Don't wanna live. 
I cannot, 
Face the shit I did. 
We all praise the sins of a lesser man. 
But we still cuts the heads of the message man. 
When I fade into my brain I don't know who I am, 
Every songs the same when you listen in.

Cigarette breath, 
Smell death, 
I don't wanna feel, 
Cause I been feeling like a mess. 
Cutting off my head, 
When I guillotine my neck, 
She only wanna fuck, 
I get her wet, 
Oh bet.

FEARING THE REAPER DIDN'T CHANGE MY FATE

22@
nothing more than u.^^^^^^
,goodnight
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dreaming, a nightmare, comes over my head!
i forgot, where I am
i drove out, too far, and somehow don't understand
every single thing in this world, hates all my plans!

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that youll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
I JUST WANNA DREAM WITH YOU!
im sorry that im broke my dear, 
there isn't much i can do

sell the car, and stop buying food
cancel trips, and seeing all my dudes
the ciggs, the drugs, the alcohol too\
the fun is over, death, number 2

see me in the streets tonight!
i just wanna feel, alive
i just wanna be someone, before i finally die

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that you'll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

death number 2

self-prod

Look at the problem it's you, 
Girl you know that it is true, 
Got all these bands and they blue. 
That's also what I have been too. 
Big money, 
Big heart, 
Big depression, 
Restart. 
Sip shit, 
Go hard. 
I broke, 
My start. 
Crashing the car, 
And the whip got a limp. 
Bumps on my back, 
I got acne on skin. 
He better than me, 
I got nothing on him. 
But shit imma flex, 
Either way I been lit. 
Big cups, 
Chase it with regret. 
40 fucking ounce, 
Take it to my head. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Tell me she hate me, 
Don't doubt it, 
I'm crowded, 
By mouths, 
That be saying I'm drowning, 
In clout, 
I don't need nothing else, 
Here around. 
I just need me, 
And the sound. 
Voices can rattle, 
Belittle, 
And I'm in the middle, 
Of argument, 
I cannot pick, 
Who's in the right, 
Who's in the wrong, 
Really don't know all that shit. 
I just want dividends, 
Splits and a cheque. 
I just got water on me, 
Check my neck. 
Fucking these bitches, 
And I get em wet. 
Only one girl, 
But the others want it. 
Ain't chase a drink, 
So I won't chase a bitch.
Only chasing dreams, 
That shit is real, 
Get off my dick.

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard.

Pull up on me, 
Let it buss. 
Pull up on me, 
Bitch you suck. 
You better duck, 
I keep it tucked, 
Spraying you bitches, 
I been number one. 
Ten rounds in this blicky. 
I been blowing up, 
Bitch im fucking playboi crizzy. 
This is my world, 
This is my life, 
This is my girl, 
Sipping on sprite, 
Pussy real tight, 
Fuck every night, 
She want it hard, 
I'm saying alright. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
I got the money on me. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
You acting funny to me. 
Now I been doing my thing, 
Now I pull on your bitch. 
She asking you for a ring, 
It shine when she stroking my dick. 
You say you ain't fuck with the kid, 
Still you been bumping my shit. 
I'm better than every clique, 
Trust me you ain't getting in. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Going Hard

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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i think that u hate me, hate me
n baby thats the issue
way too late to save this, save me
im tired of feeling misused

i be in a prison inside of my mind
black roses rotting im dead inside, girl
im tasting my blood but thats quite alright
licking the tip of the knife cuz im done girl

sorry baby i said i wouldnt do this
but i guess i been cutting again
sorry baby that im so fucking useless
but i needed to try and feel things again

cuz i been feeling numb
im tired as fuck
i cant seem to keep my eyes open
running out of luck
god this fucking sucks
i cant see why i continue to do this