Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

-DespairInToAshes-

completely non profit

Mastered by ztope


https://on.soundcloud.com/rgfJXSvvKTWbXqou7

the epilogue w/notahero

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

Bloodrush (a96suke)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
im feeling like shit i dont want anything to do with myself and thats final
i listen to cig, lay on my floor, feel out of body, im farther than miles

i got a lil bitch, i know she dont love me but i still feel like thats fine tho
i puff on my nic, may take a sip baby i need to decide soon

i know she only spend time with me for the attention
baby girl with daddy issues n she stuck in my bed sheets
she a star girl she came shooting from heaven
im a dead boy ill probably leave her all twisted

[Verse 2]
i dont wanna fuck her life up with mine oh
ill probably end up dead some time soon
stay away from me im not safe for you
get out of my head i cant stop thinking of you

I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU
I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU
I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU
I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU

I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
shawty say she miss me, baby girl go n get some rest
i been stressin lately i cant fall asleep yet
take a hit of the nic it gets me in my head
girl what you doin? come lay wit me inside my bed

dont worry bout me baby i promise im alright
she say i look dead but thats just cuz im on my grind
i dont get much sleep cuz i been up all night
sad boy, dark mood, im like the dark knight

[Bridge]
ooo girl i dont wanna feel
ooo girl i dont wanna feel
ooo girl i dont wanna feel
ooo girl i dont wanna feel shit

[Verse]
lyin when i say im alright
dyin on the inside
wish you didnt care when i cry
but i know im just your type

fucked up layin in bed
run up n im leavin you dead
dont tempt me i mean what i said
dont tempt me over the edge

chillin wit vanity in the back of the club
dont fuck wit us cuz we all totin guns
if youre a hater youre retarded as fuck
vampire boy im sippin on blood

dont text your girl cuz she busy
picture her suckin my glizzy
sippin on drinks that im mixing
i aint solving the problem but its keepin me busy

[Chorus]
shawty say she miss me, baby girl go n get some rest
i been stressin lately i cant fall asleep yet
take a hit of the nic it gets me in my head
girl what you doin? come lay wit me inside my bed

dont worry bout me baby i promise im alright
she say i look dead but thats just cuz im on my grind
i dont get much sleep cuz i been up all night
sad boy, dark mood, im like the dark knight

[outro]
ooo girl i dont wanna feel
ooo girl i dont wanna feel
ooo girl i dont wanna feel
ooo girl i dont wanna feel shit

i cant fall asleep yet

beat prod by: cxrter x milojensen
written and performed by: popularreject 
mixed and mastered by: popularreject
lyrics:

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Darkness 
In the dark bitch 
Where my heart is 
…
Cuz I’m heartless

In the car it’s
Push to start this 
Would sound hard if
…
I restarted 

We’re getting older now 
Still stuck in this haunted house
I’m sick of screaming baby 
You can’t fucking calm me down
Bitch what’s funny now. 
Bitch what’s funny now? 
I’m sick of screaming baby 
You can’t fucking calm me down

Xanny
Molly 
Nissan 
Audi
…
Play her like Atari 

Xanny 
Molly 
Nissan
Audi 
…
Sorry I’m not sorry

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Darkness 
In the dark bitch 
Where my heart is 
…
Cuz I’m heartless

In the car it’s
Push to start this 
Would sound hard if
…
I restarted 

Xanny
Molly 
Nissan 
Audi
…
Play her like Atari 

Xanny 
Molly 
Nissan
Audi 
…
Sorry I’m not sorry

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those

nintendo (p. cxrter x milojensen)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Verse]
i can not feel
i can not care
i can not feel
i can not care

yeah you say say that you love me, i know you been lyin straight to my face

girl i know you only love me when its convenient
its how i know its fake

you just cant stand the thought of being alone

so hit me where it hurts so i can finally let go
(x2)

i can not care

the chosen prod T1mi x Tensei

<3 lavagirl // 11:11 <3











   theraynishere 11:11

I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU

xipz