Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
she said we're lonely so lets be lonely together
i know we're just talking again but i kinda wanna talk to you forever
i wanna feel your heart beating against mine
lay next to you in the night time
we're both healing but together we're fine
all the time with you i guess im alright again

[Verse]
i thought id never recover
she pushed me away n i loved her
now im letting it go n it bothers her

its her fault that im letting go
she couldve kept my heart locked in stone

moving on is my way to cope
wont be stuck up on a bitch alone

(i wont be stuck up on a bitch alone...)
(these feelings always come and go...)
(dont worry about me, ill be alright soon...)

[Chorus]
she said we're lonely so lets be lonely together
i know we're just talking again but i kinda wanna talk to you forever
i wanna feel your heart beating against mine
lay next to you in the night time
we're both healing but together we're fine
all the time with you i guess im alright again

Let's Be Lonely Together <3 [Prod. Crizzy White]

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: me being a lazy prick
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

[Verse]
im glad that youre back in my life
took me out the dark n put me in the light
you make my cold heart feel warm inside
like the grinch it grew 2 sizes over night

ill try to be there whenever you need
not gonna fuck up again, well we'll see
i just want someone to be there for me
do you think you could do that for me?

Be there whenever i need
i just want someone to be there for me

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

-DespairInToAshes-

completely non profit

Mastered by ztope


https://on.soundcloud.com/rgfJXSvvKTWbXqou7

the epilogue w/notahero

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

xipz