moony ☾

this has been sitting on a hard drive for four years i think

it's stupid and i'm going to pretend i dont care about any of it and you'll see right through it

Produced by heavn & @quannnic
Mastered by heavn 
Written by heavn 




you say we're movin quick
you say we're movin fast
thought i was by myself
thought that we wouldnt last
you do this every time
i see right through the lies
(come on, come on, come on)
you wanna take it all
you wanna take the fall
but we're not coming down
you should just shake it uhh
just let us in i say
dont try to complicate
(come on, come on, come on)

just need a little bit
to get a little cooler
dont need the discipline
ill try to talk more sooner

i try to talk
i try to talk
i try to talk
dont leave a sound
then you get scared
i have to talk to you when no ones left around

i try to talk
i try to talk
i try to talk
dont leave a sound
then you get scared
i have to talk to you when no ones left around

you say we're movin quick
you say we're movin fast
thought i was by myself
thought that we wouldnt last
you do this every time
i see right through the lies
(come on, come on, come on)
you wanna take it all
you wanna take the fall
but we're not coming down
you should just shake it uhh
just let us in i say
dont try to complicate

little loveletters

could never last

covers of @avit69 one of my favorite artists (prod. avit & jacy nyte)

happy new year !

lyrics:

(ghost town re:do)

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know
what we both had
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

i miss your shine of moonlight
glowing bright on you tonight
i could never be enough for anybody in this life
walked around this empty town just so I can look upon the night
and it hurts me without you here
i just want my friend to stay
why’d u leave me without even a single goodbye?
it was all just so soon…

i know i gave a lot of me
but you know
you stole a part of me
sunrise
shining on your face
me and you
could never separate

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know
what we both had
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

(same old me)

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day
watching all my “friends” leave me
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue
i’m done j being what u want
it’s clear that i do not belong

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

https://soundcloud.com/avit69/ghost-town-redo
https://soundcloud.com/avit69/sameoldme

ghost town re:do/same old me cover

Space For Us

i’m showing you a new flaw
come grab me 
my arms shatter your law
i’m lying 
how does she know my name,
how do you use my name?

break me down another day 
you can come back 
please don’t do that   

meet the wives of my vices 
they know what my own price is

take me inside
and outside
and everywhere in between 
all your hopeless demises
there’s crisis underneath 

i am the only one to hurt (love?) you like this
over and over and over and over

you’ll sell me out, my love, 
my doubt
for my embrace you’d take this route

i never said you could say what i meant

https://open.spotify.com/track/7HttolShbpfDrbJEPFSdAz?si=0f52c823cacb42b0

i’m so attached to it
the way that it makes me feel 
cut caffeine, no nicotine 
your body is quivering 
would you wake up now?

it keeps ringing, ringing 
my diaphragm’s wishing one day i’ll stop suffocating 

would you wake up 
would you wake up 
i’ve had enough of feeling so loved 
why does it ache
when i see your face 
if i upset you will this go away 
i promise my heart and everything else
one day i’ll choose what to do in this hell 
all of my options are broken 
i’m hopeful for shards not yet seen
my hands are scratching what’s beneath
i’m looking far for 
someone please please please 
make these decisions for me

C8H10N4O2

saturdays in november

i’m so young and impressionable 
still feeling out the windings
my breath isn’t as heavy 
when your grip seems to weaken 
around my body 
is this summer just another season 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

you’re so young and impressionable 
still feeling out the windings 
your heart isn’t as heavy 
when i’m not within it
do you still want me 
when i forget all my promises 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like