“I ain’t ever had to be the one to say it first” hit crazy 😔🔥💯

prod @keyblayde808 + @benjithemachine

[lyrics;]

this isnt what i asked for
but u ended it all soon as u left that door
broke my heart and then stepped on it just to add more
always wanna say something but always ignored
all this fighting n thinking my head cant take more
if i had u right here swear id hold u all night
u keep me up i think thats why im getting 2 high
when u talk to me soft everything is alright
when u tell me lies i see it right ur eyes

im so tired of this drama
u say i dont talk much but i dont rlly wanna
no there aint no saving me i think that im a goner
thats why i get way too high n smoke out all my trauma

i want it all
drugs n love i want it all
ur the one i wanna call
promise catch me if i fall
ur the one i wanna call

asked for (key + benji)

@diordavid :) @medium0917 :) @jolst :)

photo taken by @hhazelboyy :)

sims ft dior david :) (medium + jolst)

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

I got all these drugs in my system
I’m afraid to tell my friends that I miss them
I love the taste of your lips when I kiss them
Is it my pistol or my dick that she’s grippin

Baby do you miss me when you’re with him
Are you haunted by your decisions
Can’t give those thoughts your attention
Bug bite on your arm gotta itch it

I’d rather be lonely than sad
I smoke these feelings in a grape swisher wrap
I only mean half the shit that I say in my raps
It’s up to you to figure out which half

I keep a glock 17 in my bag
I will tell you anything that you ask
Blurred face but this is really me without a mask
It’s a test I’m in the lab with the rats

Baby you can’t force a miracle
I do these drugs cuz I’m miserable
I’m everything that you’re lookin for
I hit up you when I’m missing her

I had to test it just to be for sure
I’m only sorry cuz I know it hurts
Everything we tried it never worked
I hate that I had to be the one to say it first

She keep a 8th in the bottom of her purse
I wish you knew how much you’re worth
I would give you the moon and the stars and the earth
I would give you anything to put time in reverse

Baby you can’t force a miracle
I do these drugs cuz I’m miserable
I’m everything that you’re lookin for
I hit up you when I’m missing her

I had to test it just to be for sure
I’m only sorry cuz I know it hurts
Everything we tried it never worked
I hate that I had to be the one to say it first

She keep a 8th in the bottom of her purse
I wish you knew how much you’re worth
I would give you the moon and the stars and the earth
I would give you anything to put time in reverse

bby u can't 4ce a miracle [prod. irby]

keyblayde808: How did u even get this version thsi was never released or even talked ab i dont think 😭

lilvicbxi - dont give up ft. capoxxo x keyblayde808

hate you feat. videocat

lyrics:
will you be here in the morning after?
i’ll try my best
i don’t wanna hurt you 
i don’t wanna be just like the rest
when these days turned into nightfall 
i held you close, i thought i might fall
now i know your presence was never vital 
cause i’m still so damn suicidal 
without you here

use i use then i use again 
i hurt those that i called my friends
does it ever go away? will it ever end?
long nights getting high i can’t remember when i last felt this way
i don’t deserve to feel this way 
i don’t deserve to know your name
i don’t deserve to hear what you say to me

when i blackout
crash out
break down
and fall out
i’m just maxed out
i got racks now
but i’m too damn tired to go cash out

she feels used, but so do i [prod. slatepsycho]

Thanks for listening, this is a lil project I’ve been workin on wit a friend, hope yall like it

Thanks @s0lemn for working on this with me
prod. rainngod

Socials:
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Lyrics:

I’m lost in my thoughts
Of what we used to be
I keep replaying moments of what we used to be
But when we broke up
You were sum crazy
You wouldn’t let me leave
You wouldn’t let me be

And that’s why you’re around the Benz
Youve been lost with yourself 
And that’s why you’ll just kys
You need help, you’re a hostage to yourself 
Ik it’s hard to breathe
When you’re lost to yourself 
Ik it’s hard to breathe
When I’m not here forever x2

im not here 4evr, i dont wna b clever
problemz that were severed, between us they are tethered
ion wna seem dumb but i been hella high
i got a pint or 2, i mix it in my sprite

Watchu rly wana do, think dat im in love witchu
i been so numb witchu, ion wna lose u
fuck dat bitch she alwayz did me dirty
give af u watch me pop a 30

Watch me  pop 30 xans
ion give af ima trash can
i need u , but u dont need me
ima die soon, will u c me ??

And that’s why you’re around the Benz
Youve been lost with yourself (yourself)
And that’s why you’ll just kys
You need help, you’re a hostage to yourself 
Ik it’s hard to breathe
When you’re lost to yourself 
Ik it’s hard to breathe
When I’m not here forever x2

bby u can't 4ce a miracle [prod. irby]

xo alone

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