cant believe i’m losing sleep over yu again 

w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

art by @ ssnarge on IG
virtualsouljah2000 shooter

feeling rude [+tenoji]

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

@joshuasageart
@januaryyy (jxlyy)
imagined by jsa & seth shann

Lyrics:

Yeah i can feel you
And I can see you
But I don’t know it
It feels so see through

I feel like plastic
I feel like baggage
Like Nothing happens
Like nothing happens

And now I know
But I don’t know
Hate me cause?!?!?

And now i know
But I don’t know
I’m so gone

Spotify

Monachopsis. ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ Translucent「prod. jxlyy」

geist (fyv)

heavy heavy❗️

Get Naked

reserv - dirtbag (prod. odel)

in my tool bag i got what you don't have
you tried to teach me to swag, already knew that
going off now but i'll be back soon
learning so fast like i'm in a class room
don't step on me, already in a bad mood
you showed your cards that's a bad move
got some ash on your shirt let me get it off you
i've been feeling like the man when i walk through

going hard tonight it's like i'm ready to die
you're
always on my mind, you're the reason i try

i'm used to it, that's what i say, but really
i'm new to it, this everyday, it's scary
i'm through with it, that's what i say
feeling like a new human
so go away, i'm through with it
x2

stick to the script
wait for a bit
i'm craving a hit it's never too late for it
i'm feeling so sick
make the best of it
get off it
get it off my checklist

walking around, trying to figure out
can i even go a day without you by my side?
you're always around
try not to feel down
head spinning around

i can't think about it
x3
i try not to think about it

stick to the script
wait for a bit
i'm craving a hit it's never too late for it
i'm feeling so sick
make the best of it
get off it
get it off my checklist

in my tool bag i got what you don't have
you tried to teach me to swag, already knew that
going off now but i'll be back soon
learning so fast like i'm in a class room

that's what i say, but really
i'm new to it, this everyday, it's scary
i'm through with it, that's what i say
feeling like a new human
so go away, i'm through with it

Used 2 it (prod. nightclub20xx)

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-wake-2am-lyrics
https://soundcloud.com/51five
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

wake up // 2am (ft. 51five ) [greentop]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njvmvOuJavk&ab_channel=boysnightsout

1 more text my phone is dead                                     mix by @buffalobang
my mind so gone i hate my head

when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize
when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize

i was bymyself but had u by my side
and when everything just hurts u wanna say goodbye

i been very fucked i was rolling off the x
money in my bank what u want i will get
every time i wake up i just think abt the rest
i dont wanna be the one that drags u into this mess

i never cared at all
i would throw my life away for you
i never cared at all
i would give it all away to you

i can see my shadow leave me
i guess best for it all
i can see my shadow leave me
i guess its for the best we talk

when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize
when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize

i was bymyself but had u by my side
and when everything just hurts u wanna say goodbye

wake up // 2am (ft. 51five ) [greentop]

xo alone

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