Name: begging by paracosm
Duration: 4 min 6 s
Description: - i never thought that it would end like this -

this is my vibe 🫶  ok  ah z b. OMelk l k

Made this in November 2023 and decided I should post this

Eyes,
I can't see what's in front me
Always looking another way
Thought I was just another spring
But I'm getting ahead of me
I'm just singing another song
But it feels just so far away

Lyrics gone to another page
Always thinking of what to say
Feel the words I can't say to them
Filled up bottles of listerine
Wanna spit out these thoughts again
Wanna clean up my act today

All these things that you say just keep going to my head
And for better or worse my ego keeps me afloat again
I read another page before I finally go to bed
And for better or worse my ego keeps me alone again

I can't say these things that are stuck in my head
I want his words to his new girlfriend
A scar you left so deep within
Why did I still think we were friend

I can't see what's in front me
Always looking another way
Thought I was just another spring
But I'm getting ahead of me
I'm just singing another song
But it feels just so far away

Lyrics gone to another page
Always thinking of what to say
Feel the words I can't say to them
Filled up bottles of listerine
Wanna spit out these thoughts again
Wanna clean up my act today

--

cover from Umibe no Etranger

Eyes That Can't See Ahead

HI GUYS! this is a track I did for a form all nighter practice session 
I really liked it but it really doesn't fit the vibe of the ep I'm working on currently (2/3 or 4 songs finished!!!) 

prod n sung by me ofc

lyrics
check the pavement cause there is always someone beneath you 
oh and I thought that you were kind of alright (I guess not :/)
did you get all you asked for 
did you get all you wanted

Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)
Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)

yeah I know I'm being played like a fool but I don't seem to mind
is it wrong that I feel so loved yet so alone
walk away from me cause your scared of what they'll think 
its all right oh its all rightttttt

why am in the mud again justifying every little thing you said
why do I need your validation why am I so hellbent on you

Your A DUMBASS!
Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)
Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)

oh he's such a little fucking bitch he doesn't even care about me
why am I with him?? maybe we should break up idkkkk i'm just thinking about it

Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)

Everything He Asked (Your A Dumbass) ( demo )

"RUNAWAY" out now https://gyro.to/363905RUNAWAY

https://linktr.ee/yashbansalmusic

Lyrics:

Baby can't hide my grin when I see your face
I'm so protective, I will not let you go
So just wipe your chin once you get the taste 
I know you love it when you get me to moan

Places I wanna see while holding your hand
Test my intentions with your counterattack
Blame my behaviour on the sway of your ass
Catching a flight to see your eyes rolling back

We got issues
But you’re the one that I’d still choose
Your love is something that I can’t lose
Tell me you can feel it when I kiss you

Just RUNAWAY with me, 
Oh won't you RUNAWAY with me?
Oh baby RUNAWAY with me

We could runaway 
We could runaway
We could runa...

Baby can't hide my grin when I see your face
I'm so protective, I will not let you go
So just wipe your chin once you get the taste 
I know you love it when you get me to moan

Places I wanna see while holding your hand
Test my intentions with your counterattack
Blame my behaviour on the sway of your ass

We could runaway 
We could runaway
We could runa...

We got issues
But you’re the one that I’d still choose
Your love is something that I can’t lose
Tell me you can feel it when I kiss you

Just RUNAWAY with me, 
Oh won't you RUNAWAY with me?
Oh baby RUNAWAY with me

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Yash Bansal - RUNAWAY

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foreign grounds

waiting4u

- crossing borders, bear the cross for love, yeah i'm losing blood -
[ project file created on october 29th, 2024 ]

- i never thought that it would end like this -

begging

stardust

hold on tight

@slyleaf

the war machine must go
how can we make it so?

live, fight, struggle, die old:
claim the streets
feed a neighbor
write a poem
teach a comrade
build a home.

in this space we call forever,
love is alive here;
you can tend it anywhere.

"home" EP on other platforms: https://stream.glasse.net/home
buy the CD: https://zoomlens.bandcamp.com/album/home
watch the music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bk9D2SYe98U

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lyrics:

lying on this earth undying
how can you remember
who you left behind?
there’s nobody left to find
in ruins of a time when
we wanted to be alive
if only they survived
but maybe we’ve still got time

the wind singing overhead
the tears that you long to shed
crawl through the debris and
give in to your trembling
how human can you be?

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additional vocals recorded by my friends inside a window of the earth
photography by ames hoang: https://instagram.com/mangothemaker

home

cathedral wash // home (feat. slyleaf)

@jhlofficixl

i found a place where you belong
it’s not far away;
it’s not hard to find
you can go there any time

just take the path to nothing
go nowhere until you reach it
you won’t have to travel far
because home is wherever you are

"home" EP on other platforms: https://stream.glasse.net/home
buy the CD: https://zoomlens.bandcamp.com/album/home
watch the EP premiere on sept 12: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6In5jJL-PwU

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lyrics:

(wherever you are)

wherever you are, wherever you are is within me
wherever you are, wherever you are is a key
the lock i hold between the hands and the stone
the place you're known, a window of earth into a home

it's just when you lose
when you leave behind a friend
it's only when you're gone
it will feel just like the end

it's just when you lose
when you're parting with a friend
it's only when you're gone
when you're wondering when you'll see them again

wherever you are
wherever you are, wherever you are is a key
the lock i hold
the place you're known, a window of earth into a home

it's only when you're gone
it's when you wanted to go back
it's only just because
i don't know when i'll see you again

it's just when you lose
when you're parting with a friend
it's only when you're gone
when you're wondering when you'll see them again

wherever you are
wherever you are, wherever you are,
you'll be with me

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additional vocals recorded by my friends inside a window of the earth
photography by ames hoang: https://instagram.com/mangothemaker

i found a place where you belong // it's nowhere special, just wherever you are (feat. jhl)

dream seeker

debut album "foreign grounds" out 09/05/2025

contact: mail@paracosm.cc

begging

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