Name: gourmetszn by paracosm
Duration: 2 min 44 s
Description: - tryna grow my wings and fly towards the sun -

catch me throwing it back in the club to this outro

HARBINGER track 4 //
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HARBINGER track 1 // 
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Are you listening?
I could have loved you forever
We could have held it together
For at least another day

But to be accounted for
Is time not wasted wasted
I remember leaning on your bedroom door
Convinced this love’s not aimless, aimless, aimless

I thought that we had enough
And now we’re without
But I’m quite sure
That we’ll find some simple peace
(I ripped the seams and stared at the fray)
(I don’t know how I believed you’d stay)

The future is bright for us
It’s easy to doubt
But I’m quite sure
That we’ll be proud of who we’ll be
(I watched your shadow from far that day)
(It hasn’t really yet gone away)

I was just getting used to the noise

woke this morning just a quarter past seven,
on the couch of a good friend, with a headache
so I headed back to 7/11
dropped the coffee I just poured
and left it there
to soak on the floor
seep through the tile
the minimum wage worker
has been left with my mess to clean up

and on the eve of the global recession
when we are “well on our way to forgetting”
I’ll still be stocking the fire of obsession
the smokes been sticking to my hair
and no matter what I do
I can’t get it out
not shampoo nor chlorine
there is no amount
to drown out the smell
in there you remain
the sting it is saved
all of my friends
have been left with your mess to clean up

now we’re talking like we’re strangers
and strange is what we’ll be
i’ve been aiming for indifference
but you still have power over me

so here I’ll sit and write
"I can’t seem to say goodnight"

7/11

movies not for guys (short cover)

you gave away all my secrets and I carried away what I regret
can I try to see all the light inside you? I’m trying to see all the light
I know that you’re proud of your features and I cower away as a teacher
and my substance abuse while I’m losing my youth, you do everything i couldn’t do
I was watching from the bleachers, yelling angrier than preachers
ripping up your t-shirt, I kinda liked that t-shirt

so who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?

tell me do you wanna meet her? the girl runnin in the sneakers
does she know that you can see her? i bet ya feel like a creeper
baby now you’re on the big stage!! keepin’ up with what the kids say
I never ever see your hips sway… you should really let your hips sway
so tell me

who am I to you?
who am I to you?
I said who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?

will you pay me any mind?
will you give me a reply?
does it work with your schedule?
does it work with your vision?

yea who am I to you?
who am I to you?
tell me who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?
go go go go!

3.17.25

Creeper

Foot Off The Gas (Mistake)

I was broke, had to flip

nine (drumkit enthusiast edition)

for kt

(cuz i dont know, i guess, yeah, we really didn't get the chance to talk at all)

how you feelin, i know we haven't spoke since then
you have your reasons to why you wanna stay away
feels like steel spikes keep driving me right down
gotta mind my business, it's killing me now

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this
in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

i'm wrong in all the things that i did
pain in time with what you had spent
now i know that i don't deserve you

50 feet away from our lives,
trying not to see eye to eye
it's hard to stay away but i'll learn to

still miss you, i still miss everything

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this, in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all in your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, babe 
wanna sit side by side, 
watching just what we find

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all over your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, oh babe
still wanna sit just side to side, 
watching just whatever we find
laying down with shooting stars
making our wishes all the night

steel spikes

- tryna grow my wings and fly towards the sun -

foreign grounds

gourmetszn

dream seeker

debut album "foreign grounds" out 09/05/2025

contact: mail@paracosm.cc

gourmetszn

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