surprised I even made it to 22. listening to this song 2 years later and being 22 damn 

Always stuck in the middle dont know why cant kill myself but i want to be dead 

@user-931202249: muthafuckin pee puddle speakin faxxx

woah wtf just now listening to your stuff

Broken Promises [+ sogimura]

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

Lyrics:

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

if i had a fucking option
i would so turn back the time
and attend clubs attend events n get some people in my life
but with the way i chose to live i lost 3 years of fucking time
this is genuine loneliness that no one knows but i

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

-

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life
i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

call it life (hateful)

https://www.anxietyattacksmusic.com
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
u don't even care
you said you had my back, but you're not there
i don't wanna talk in circles anymore
we can call it off, i'ma let it go

i don't wanna say
i knew everything would end this way
trying not to sound too jaded
leave it all behind and run away

there's nowhere to go
you know it's harder every day
nowhere to go, gets harder all the time
it's getting old, i think i've had enough

u don't even care
you said you had my back, but you're not there
i don't wanna talk in circles anymore
we can call it off, i'ma let it go
half my friends who say they're there for me
aren't there for me at all
i don't wanna talk about it anymore
we're done, you're not involved

i'll be fine all by myself like always
i feel so much better when i'm on my own
that's what i say, i just wanna sound like i'm okay
keep my circle tight, i'm alright, same as always
i can count my friends on one hand, i miss the old days
i stay outside, treat the streets just like hallways
nothing feels right, i've been losing fights all day

u don't even care
you said you had my back, but you're not there
i don't wanna talk in circles anymore
we can call it off, i'ma let it go

we can call it all off, i'ma let it go
we could stay & catch up, i don't want it though
 
half my friends who say they're there for me
aren't there for me at all
i don't wanna talk about it anymore
we're done, you're not involved

we can call it all off, i'ma let it go
we could stay & catch up, i don't want it though
we can call it all off, i'ma let it go
we could stay & catch up, i don't want it though

on streaming <3

u don't even care

Summertime

cant believe (prod kinderyessir)

Spotify

I'm Just A Shattered Remnant of Who I Use to Be [prod offline]

been waiting to collab with gloomE :)
@gloom3

We'll Keep Falling w/ gloomE [prod. BLADE901]

(bonus) the coast is clear!

shawty,
will you ride w me?
because I never had a person that would die for me,
can't even vent to my mom because it's hard to speak,
and im alone in my room wit no friends to see,

shawty,
would you die for me?
cus I ain't never met a girl who would ride for me.
and I ain't never met a person without dignity,
till I met you, till I met you.

hold me down,
im not ever leavin home,
kill me now,
i dont wanna be alone,
in the end,
never even had hope,
I guess that im an asshole.

shawty,
will you ride w me?
because I never had a person that would die for me,
can't even vent to my mom because it's hard to speak,
and im alone in my room wit no friends to see,

shawty,
would you die for me?
cus I ain't never met a girl who would ride for me.
and I ain't never met a person without dignity,
till I met you, till I met you.

'Til I met You

“produced” by me

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

and lately i’ve been worried that the only thing i love is slippin away from me,
don’t fall for me,
i try; i can’t fall asleep,
and i stress way too much these days i thought i was getting better
but in my heart i’ll be okay because i’ve firmed much stronger weather 
and i don’t feel any release when i write a song, i won’t lie
only time i feel okay, 
is when i’m holding on to a knife
and i wont ever put you down by running my mouth,
i’ll make sure that he regrets every sick word that he spouts 

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

release

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I'm Just A Shattered Remnant of Who I Use to Be [prod offline]

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