surprised I even made it to 22. listening to this song 2 years later and being 22 damn 

Always stuck in the middle dont know why cant kill myself but i want to be dead 

@user-931202249: muthafuckin pee puddle speakin faxxx

woah wtf just now listening to your stuff

a void filled with vibes

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPpwMdT_2RY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod @splashgvng x @irby314
mix/master @youngburial

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lyrics: 

lately i've been paranoid
i walk around with a blade
thinking bout buying a stick
hope i don't blow out my brains
i didn't grow up with shit
used to sell drugs; hide the bag
out of my moms apartment
yeah i regret it, the shame

"leave the racks on the curb"
that was for a double P
that night i almost got shot
in my house for selling weed
flying thru trees like a bird
addicted to numbing the pain
lately iv'e been too reserved
i've been too humble and tame

i've gotta puff out my chest
i've been in this for a grip
lately i hop out of bed
and i'm trippin in a cold sweat

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paranoid (prod irby)

run dat shi!

prod. Daisuk

dam
everything i touch i break
made another dumb mistake
take another trip with me thru memory lane 
time stops yeah and everything gon be okay

dam i cant do a single thing right
learn from my mistakes no i cant make the same twice
hide my pain and keep me outta sight
i been fighting with myself like all my life

i can be 
whoever i wanna be 
im still figuring it out 
what is my identity?

i just gotta double down on all the things i feel
everything thats natural to me no i cant chase no thrill

yeah
i like the sound of that shit 
feel like fetty wap
yea im gon rewind in this bih 

but i cant get those days back...
yeah i feel like 50 with no wave cap

yea like james harden take a step back
and get a wider view 
no one in my avenue 
no one in my lane

you love me why you say that?
i cant get thru to you no i aint know what to do
i cant chase that....

mistakes

Fuck this place I hate this town
Swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high
To try to fill these holes
Inside my mind
I hate me all the time
Feel depressed
But I tell em that I'm fine
Cause they don't really
Know or understand
It's not their fault
I really wasn't in the plan
But really I don't give a damn
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17
But you know I'm still the man
Any drug you want
You know I got it
She looked me right
In the eyes and she popped it

I'm so high not coming down
Fuck this place I hate this town
My creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die
The light is out
She crushed my heart and took my soul
She took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
Left me shattered from the start

Left me in the dark

Yeah she left me in the dark
I think I'm gonna die
Demons coming for me
Angels falling out the sky
Now my heart is fucked up
Baby I was love drunk
Fell into a nightmare
Now I'll never wake up

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much
I just wanna crash fast
Knew it when our lips touched
I fell for you too hard
I can't get back up
Now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

spotify

fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

Spotify

I'm Just A Shattered Remnant of Who I Use to Be [prod offline]

This anxiety has been fuckin me up lately..

SPOTIFY

How Do I Cure This Anxiety?

WAR
Written by: TeZATALKS
Prod. @Steven.Trueba https://www.instagram.com/steven.trueba/
Artwork by: jor.ros

Lyrics

"WAR"

Intro

He shot me down wit dem bullets yea
Arms open wide cuz I choose to die die  

Verse 1
Tables turn so quickly when your emotions  are on the floor 
I can't pick up all the pieces sometimes 
It's best just to lose it all
lay your body calmly on me before we storm 
My thoughts tell me this is crazy
 you're my drug in love at War
(What's it good for)

Chorus

Will I ever stop feeling your soul
Will I ever stop loving you no
Will I ever start letting you go
Will I ever start 
to stop will start a war

hmmm yeax3
All night

Verse 2

I'm a piece of porcelains regrets 
Don't break my fragile heart of course 
But I can't tell you what I'm feeling 
cause I'm trapped in between my thoughts 
Lay your body calmly on me before we storm 
My thoughts tell me this is crazy 
your my drug in love at War
It's what your good for

Chorus

Will I ever stop feeling your soul
Will I ever stop loving you no
Will I ever start letting you go
Will I ever start 
to stop will start a war 

hmmm yeax3
All night

[Break]

you changed me then changed on me 
Changed up like figures hidden in clouds 
You came like rain on me 
Reign on me 
Tore apart everything I know 
What for

Will I ever stop feeling your soul
Will I ever stop loving you no
Will I ever start letting you go
Will I ever start 
to stop will start a war

hmmm yeax3
All night

Outro

WAR(unplugged) [Prod. Steven Trueba]

beat by shanedillon
mastered by cj cochran

lyrics:

yeah i used to think i liked girls with witchy vibes
countin down to halloween, but, like, all the time
i was under ur spell and u were on my mind
but u were on ur black magic shit n wastin my time
and i think ur crazy n this shit aint subtle
double the toil jus for double the trouble
everything always looks good in a bubble
n i hate to burst yours but im out from the rubble

i just hit a lick now it's on to the next one
know you're sayin shit jus to get a reaction
summer was depressing n u were the reason
but now i'm doin better bb
virgo season
yeah i was always stressin n u were the reason
but now i'm doin better bb
virgo season

i used to think i liked girls with tired eyes
on they lana del rey shit, like, all the time
but u tried to give me hell, threw me in the fire
i was burnin up 4 u til u put me on ice yeah
and i think ur crazy n this shit aint subtle
sad girls from tumblr are nothing but trouble
that shit was cute n i thought that i loved u
but that high school shit been over u can take that drama with u

and love is more trouble than that shit is worth
started a blessing but ended a curse
i opened my heart to u, u made it hurt
now i'm doin better, don't make this shit worse

virgo season

mixed and mastered by @lilillmusic
produced by @thefalseshepherd

lyrics:

venom:
I feel anxious all the time I need to let go.
I just need to take a break to fix my mental.
Feeling helpless all the time I’ve lost my control.
Of my emotions all my friends tell me I’m mental.
(2x)

There’s a gap in my heart like a fault line.
I’ll be begging for my death until I flat line.
I swear this breath is gunna be the fucking last time.
I don’t want to feel a thing that’s why I snort lines.
People telling me that i won’t make the headlines.
Yeah I know but I guess that it counts that I tried.
I’m just really fucking tired of all of the lies.
That’s why I sit in my chair doing online.

Screaming mayday.
Mayday.
I just need a new place.
New place.
I just need a new face.
New face.
So I don’t get replaced.
Get replaced.

They say I’m a nuisance.
Nuisance.
I’ve tried to tie the loose ends.
But nothing ever happens.
Happens.
And all these people laughing.
Laughing.

At the fact that I’m lost cuz of their ignorance.
I’m always at a loss because I’m different.
Somebody please come end all of my suffering.
Please come let me down if you’re listening.
(2x)

Please come let me down if you’re listening.
Please come let me down if you’re listening.

I feel anxious all the time I need to let go.
I just need to take a break to fix my mental.
Feeling helpless all the time I’ve lost my control.
Of my emotions all my friends tell me I’m mental.
(2x)

Screaming mayday.
Mayday.
I just need a new place.
New place.
I just need a new face.
New face.
So I don’t get replaced.
Get replaced.

They say I’m a nuisance.
Nuisance.
I’ve tried to tie the loose ends.
But nothing ever happens.
Happens.
And all these people laughing.
Laughing.

lil ill:
But I’m feelin alright 
Alright
Tonight
Tonight
I’m on my
On my
My grind
My grind

And that’s something you can’t ever take away from me
I’m getting better everyday and y’all just waste away
I’m putting hours in writing in my room again
While y’all bullshitting doing absolutely nothin
 
How you gonna hate when you can’t even play shit
How you gonna laugh at me when you can’t sing this

I’m producing hits while ur out getting cheated on
Show my songs to ur bitch I bet she sing along
 
And I can’t even front now
Lil ill and venom u know Issa bop, wow
Bout go viral call me doja cat
Im a cow
But no homophobia and I cut the beef out
It’s okay
If you hate
Just know that we gone blow up anyway

I feel anxious all the time I need to let go.
I just need to take a break to fix my mental.
Feeling helpless all the time I’ve lost my control.
Of my emotions all my friends tell me I’m mental.
(2x)

venom x lil ill - mayday

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEXltVKtxaQ

will things ever change... [prod. AURA] (Music Video Link In Description)

been waiting to collab with gloomE :)
@gloom3

We'll Keep Falling w/ gloomE [prod. BLADE901]

purify [prod. vague001]

crosshairs [prod. vague001]

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I'm Just A Shattered Remnant of Who I Use to Be [prod offline]

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