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Hyper Chronicles 13

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CLAY + FINLINCE - NAH WHY? (PROD. KAITO X OKPOOKA)

soundcloud.com/heroz2299 + soundcloud.com/clay0127 + soundcloud.com/f3arme

lyrics : 
[clay]
fell in love, pull up 2 the club
fall back out of love
fuck is up, cant get off the drugs
never was enough, never loved
i j need a hug, i j need the 1
but my time is up
&yea that girl she outa reach n still im reachin up
&yea that girl she out my league n still its batterup
man i cant kick the nicotine the fuck have i become
like am i even worthy of, worthy of ya love
ik that im so hard 2 reach but i still need ya hun
i swear tht its not u its me its why i always run
its why im never done
its why id always rather be some form of high or drunk
i rly hate it but im happy when i feel nun
when i cant feel nun, when the nerves buzzed
when my confidence is peak this shit up in my blood
when that anxiety it leave and i can speak for once
i rly want u talk 2 me cuz i can speak for once
i rly want u here w me bc i need ur luv, luv

[heroz]

know i need u
choppa kick his ass like it’s sifu 
take his top off no lambo
rollin with my brothers know we cant fold
im with clay spend a stack make it back
brodie keep it on em he could never lack
bro you better watch urself, get clapped 
turn em to a hashtag, where he at
made a new love we move past the old ones
shawty hit me up text her back cause i owe her one
call the squad up ion do no 1on1
mega pull the strap out yea we get em gone

outreach.wav [feardorian]

https://instagram.com/bigshmokey

https://genius.com/shmokey-until-the-water-runs-clear-lyrics

@clay0127

until the water runs clear w/ clay [prod milord]

oh yeah yeah yeah run it up yeah

clay, heroz, 4ever, shmokey

i'm a star ✩⭑⭑⭑ [prod. heroz x wayza]

prod (@prod-jhai)

+@clay0127

lyrics 

@1static
got em fucking buried like a sandman
if he talk shit know he gon be dead man
yeah i leave his fucking body on the sofa
yeah they always tryna talk (FALL)
hit em wit a gun promise he gon drop
talking 2 me are you on my side
if ur not then ur gonna fucking die
~~~
~~
got that gun up on my hip
talk shit then u get a facelift


@clay0127
drivin home late @ night see the streetlights
always wonderin why i dont feel right
i seek security upunderneath the moonlight
i see ur purity n recognize tht i am ur blight

fuckin thinkin u ontop then ima show u how 2 fall
act tuff but wont fight ,, cmon bitch play balll
ya me n stat1c bouta show sum interference 
disconnectin brainstems ,, thts how we turn the lights off 
i shut my phone off
leave em all lost
like how they gna copy me if i dont ever post nun
and all these silly bitches wanna hit me i wont focus on
nun of it , dont got time 4 yall
i keep a ring around my money
keep a ring up on my head
get a third one off this song
thats a hat trick
credit where its due, word 2 stat1c
couldnt do this withhout em
fill u up with lead if u think u cld doubt em
pencil in his head guessin that he ran out of luck 🤷

lights +clay (jhai)

a mental image
————————————

@m2monroe @clay0127

lyrics:

yeah i got it
you dont really want to be honest
take our trust every time you thought it
is this the end for us?

tell me now is this alright
standing right here by your side
i dont know why i still try
should have known i cant heal my wounds from you

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind
leave it all behind

leave it all behind
keep you on my mind
i feel the love
that i lost out on
im cold as ice

baby im so sick of waiting
for our time
when that loves just right
when that loves just right
honey i dont wanna waste
it on goodbyes
i wanna call you mine
i wanna call you mine
write out all the pain
that i cant hide
two stars in the sky
our fates intertwined
dont wanna make you a promise
cause id never wanna lie
i think i need a new perspective
or new frame of mind

uh no i dont wanna go
and leave you all alone
you said write me a song
i cant believe you didnt know
that everything ive written's
just a letter never spoke
had a hard time just admitting
now im shouting from the soul
take my hand and keep me close
i wish that we met sooner
because i think you make me whole
wrong place right time
right person false hope
i wonder why the gods
treat me like im just a joke

painting the pain with tears thats raining
unchanging fate that breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
(now im still)

still im searching
and my head is burning
i just wonder if its the same for you
is it the same for you?

cause im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

frame of mind

frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

arrival
all these pills got me suicidal
i dont want one i want like five tho
she want me, she is not my type tho

smoke different drugs we not like you
keep it peaceful, dont want to fight you
i do what i want, what i like to
i dont want one so imma buy two

i just lay in bed cuz i dont want go
i dont wanna talk to you i dont check my phone
move the bar by myself so its low
i cant write shit if im not alone

i just buy shit i dont even know
i just take this cuz i gotta cope
molly got the wall changing colors on its own
ketamine crystals fuckin up my nose

here we are again
i cant walk again
i cant sleep even
i dont want nofriends
she just gimme head
sin bound im not blessed
i cannot confess
lay my head to rest
its just for the best

dont what to do i feel so awful
i want opiates i want a problem
ruin my life i want to fall in
u cant do shit, you cant stop it

i once had a soul but i lost it
if i dont know you imma block it
never leave my room cuz im boxed in
do drugs all day, break a promise

foilsmoke prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i got eyestrain
smoking propane
fucked up my brain
come to my place

do it my way
dont know what day
i just cant stay

by the way
im not okay
can u go away
wanna go away

wanna throw away
i miss snow days
i miss old days
i dont know my name

gas what i smoke yuh
last place, switch the controller
when im sober dont know her
i know we can make it gon go up

afterparty, i aint gon show up
coming up, molly, im gon throw up
push and pull i cant make my mind up
sit in bed imma waste my time up

i think imma die soon
opiates fuck with  my vitals
stay awake breathe this shit vital
dont know what i need imma spiral

oh my fucking godddd i miss you
always fall im always   injured
oh my fucking godddd im with you
favorite person thats an issue

favorite person til i hate you
hate the person that i made you
hate myself so i keep blades too
hate the room that i feel chained to

stay with me and im gon change you
i cant bare to even face you
it dont matter im gon chase you
this is always what it comes to
instant love but with the fake you

propane prod. jolst & taylor morgan

ur infectious
accela its hangin on my necklace
only thing i know is codependence
ask questions im always gon deflect it
been there before so i respect it
redose i gotta get my next hit
i think bout past n not the present
one of these days im gonna end it

life is so precious  
so i always get fucked up and waste it
all this fuckin shit i gotta live with
only feel okay in new places

on the waitlist
im so faded
everfresh, i jus fuckin laced it
i just lit foil and chased it

i wanna give up
i just wanna fall asleep 
i dont wanna wake up
wanna fuck my life up

i decided
i just my made my mind up
ill buy it
i know i fucked up

accela prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

produced by @v2nthan + @vihefoie + @makemeapromise
featuring @so-kuu

lyrics
yea she wanna talk
yea she wanna talk to me
but i don't give no fuck
i don't give no fuck
she can't have my heart
now i'm torn apart (x2)

you don't know nothin about me (x2)
i try to make you happy
i tried to make you happy
fucked up
i know i fucked up
i did it for ur love
keep burning up my lungs

[@v2nthan]
so torn apart
livin a lie
i feel like dying
i'm just so tired
i tried to fight, but i felt so numb
please just tell me that i'm enough

tor-n apart ft. sokuu (me + vihe + surgeon)

prod me

目が覚めてくる
日が下がってくる
僕は何度も何度も泣いたけど
夢をすべて壊したけど
だけど明日を見えるために
暗い道に
僕が
光を作る

弾ける
そっと輝く
朝日が昇る
僕はきっと
君と
僕たちの
道を
探す、いつか見つける

広い世界で
また歩いて
昨日に笑って明日に泣いて
日が下がってく
風が吹いてる
空を見ながら
手をつないでる

きっと青い空が見つける
だから僕が
君に
光を作る

*chorus*

hikari

prod me

i told u let it go now
im better like this, better off now
baby can u tell me how ...
how i cant move how i cant go
and i just wanted u to know
i didn't wanna let u go off
まだ忘れないで
その目で見つめないで

また戻るあの思い出
君と浜辺で座って
手をつないで
君と笑って
目をつぶって
君を描いて
わからないyeah
why is it like that
教えて僕には見えないYea
どこにもいない君はまるで透明
消えてもいいけどいまだにlonely

x2

we're better like this
(i wish i could've told u)

better like this #kiraTV

PROD ME & @1LUVPURP brotherz till the end,, @OURLOVESTORY

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/JFDnccojF68

Lyrics :

i would cry for you until there are no tears left
tell me do you hear my voice inside your head
singing melodies knowing that there’s not much time left
sing your last breath
wanna see me drop dead ?

girl i know you wanna feel something 
and when you left you took a part of me
with you
i hate that i even feel this way
feels like I'm sitting in the passenger 
but looking at the rearview

I'm so used to your hand
i feel it holding mine
no it’s not her time
it’s got me out my mind
got my bros by my side @OURLOVESTORY
and we in the spotlight 
i got light in my eyes, can’t believe I'm so blind

dance under the rain do it until the morning 
i got scars all on my body stories that I'm showing 
look back at the past don’t know where I'm going
but I'm going I'm going
this isn’t what i wanted and you know it

Last breath (luvpurp & whyhaze)

prod.
@reijiroprod
@mis4ortune

notes:
we tried our best w/ @noahsuri
sometimes it doesn't work out
....

//

[suri]
ive tried my best but ive been feeling down 
and i can only think of times when u were still around
my head constantly hurts ima mess i feel bound
when u pushed me away i fell onto the ground
x2

these haunting mistakes
i cant get away
my vision is blurry the sky is gray
just tell me rn what u saw in me
like my hopes that u crushed and enjoyed to see
just thinking one conversation
what could possibly happen
i tried to argue
but u didnt listen
and even knowing how u treat me
i still want u by my side

(i tried to forget u, its hard to breathe when ur around)

[shiro]
yh lately ion wna think bout it
uve been on my mind n i cant forget the times that we had (oh no)
i cant forget the past, yh nowadays i js wna sit down n laugh
but all this traumas comin back to me like a tidal wave
whenever i see a glimpse of u, idk what to say
yh stuck in my brain yh 
force to see the past n the time when i hate to see u bye 
even now i cant say goodbye 
force to lie n u cant decide
whether or not u wna be there by my side yh
yh i tried my best, dont wna be around
n nowadays i cried so much that i cant even count
yh i cant be around u
forced to smile n lie too
am i really living life when my lifes is a lie too
and i noticed
u js expendable n out here tryna mess up my focus

//

tried my best... + suri 『reijiro/mis4ortune』

@staywithmenow (prod)
@xternalz2 (archive/throwaways)
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@1aprilshowers #4s
@kess0kuband