"you awake in a stasis-like state, confronted with a decision. You keep going never knowing whether or not things could have changed, a part of you missing or you can persist but figure out that perhaps a closure is the last thing you wanted. you soon realize that there will be no good outcome with either. The lesser of two evils, make the choice." 
Enter: III

@1yugenn
@llostvision
@victxrw - amazing prod
@mitsooya 


(lyrics)
[intro: yugen]
baby, i thought we were lovers
you're a bit too much for the others
I can't sleep at night
girl, I thought that our love was true
your part that I have to lose
I can't seize the light

[prechorus: Lost Vision, victxrw]
let me waste your time
time, time, time.
let me lay in your eyes, only room for the 2
i won't waste your time, can i call you mine
i don't wanna see you leave, i just need a sign to breathe

[hook: mitsu, ketsai]
n i would stay with you forever
don't wanna play these games
just come right here, n take my hand
n lets go far away, 보고 싶다, you're all I imagine
n when i'm by your side, i cant get you out my mind

baby don't look back, you're gonna regret that
hold me tight so i can't breathe
baby don't look back, you're gonna regret that
hold me tight so i can't breathe

[verse 1: Lost Vision]
she said, i'm enough for her
yeah i can't, get her out my head
out my head, i want it out my head
out my head, i want it out my head.

[verse 2: victxrw]
i got my hands all over your body
我的心跳 for my lovely
你为什么, 为什么 don't accept my affection?
n i'm running out of honesty
cause i can't stop loving you
n this is not a comedy, i'm running into issues

[prechorus: Lost Vision, victxrw]
let me waste your time
time, time, time.
let me lay in your eyes, only room for the 2
i won't waste your time, can i call you mine
i don't wanna see you leave, i just need to start to breathe

[hook: mitsu, ketsai]
n i would stay with you forever
don't wanna play these games
just come right here, n take my hand
n lets go far away, 보고 싶다, you're all I imagine
n when i'm by your side, i cant get you out my mind

baby don't look back, you're gonna regret that
hold me tight so i can't breathe
baby don't look back, you're gonna regret that
hold me tight so i can't breathe

angels stasis ft. yugen, lostvision, victxrw, mitsu

so fire
shoutout 1crusafix bcus i can
shoutout prkr blu for being gay
shoutout andrew tate for being the top g
shoutout mosh for enrolling in hustlers university

[lyrics]

make him run like a ##cartoon
talkin on tha gang nigga ur a fucking co -oo -oo -oo
talkin tuff up on the net
what u gon do
cant hang with the gang with the crew

I- I- I- ER- ER- ER-
uhhh- ahhh-
ima pull the trigger 
my racks getting bigger
you kno ima winner
a- a- a- a- ER- ER- ER-
uhhh- ahhh-
yeah my diamonds glitter
lil bro is supportin demons
that lil boy a sinner

[prkr blu]

rewire
i tune u like a capo
made a milly feelin like im Tate bro
i dont really care what u mean
talkin tough behind a fuckin screen

im with my brothers yea i die for em (die for em)
crash my fuckin car yea i drive a foreign
feel like mr. beast cuz i afford it
u aint got no money its a shortage

[me]
make him run like a ##cartoon
talkin on tha gang nigga ur a fucking co -oo -oo -oo
talkin tuff up on the net
what u gon do
cant hang with the gang with the crew

I- I- I- ER- ER- ER-
uhhh- ahhh-
ima pull the trigger 
my racks getting bigger
you kno ima winner
a- a- a- a- ER- ER- ER-
uhhh- ahhh-
yeah my diamonds glitter
lil bro is supportin demons
that lil boy a sinner

[my verse]

crusi in tha back
pull up wit that strap
talkin down on UHHHH-
get hit wit that gat
smokin on yo mans
he aint coming back
talkin on my team he get hit with that 
K K K uhhh-
hit em in his face(face)
feel like crusafix uhhhh-
pull up wit that blade(blade)
my boy prkr blu u- u- u- u-
that boy rly gay(gay)
nigga who ru
pls get out my way(way)

[crusi]

a-a-ah-ah-ah-uh
can u please stop talkin
roll him inside of the packk
smoke it til im fucking coughin
a-a-a-uh
whatchu be talkin about
pussy be talkin, im stomping him out
i got strap, and i walk in his house, aahaha

Blowing up, im popular
pussy walkin on my turf
put ur family on a shirt
ah shit, that really hurt

a-a-a-uhuhuh, 
wtf u (talkin bout)
choppas fucking (gun u down)
tracing all ur fucking routes

funnytunes

##cartoon

##cartoon w/ 1crusafix & prkr blu (internet joe)

finally uncopyrighted by kashdami :)

@kuriyai443
@tores
@yashio20k

@swagapino2013
im addicted to ur touch rn
ive been feening for ur luv rn
would you stay the same?
if the seasons were to change by tmrw
youll forget me anyways

i died atleast once in ur arms
cause im so sad
in in luv with toxic romance
you know i care for you
having winter in june
makes me want to fall back to you

@kuriyai443
my mood be changing like the seasons
if i say ily 
its cause i mean it
but u broke me u broke me for no reason
but u keep my blood steaming
and i try to find
if anything will make me realize
but i try

@swagapino2013
if it takes time
i dont rlly want to fight
i guess you could say you were right
i need ur comfort rn
if u know how to live, then show me how
i know whatchu mean to me
you dont have to tell it twice
yknow you dont have to say goodbye

im addicted to ur touch rn
ive been feening for ur luv rn
would you stay the same?
if the seasons were to change by tmrw
youll forget me anyways

i died atleast once in ur arms
cause im so sad
in in luv with toxic romance
you know i care for you
having winter in june
makes me want to fall back to you

seasons +kuriyai (tores + yashio)

something different with @counterxo :) prod @prodarisu 
tysm as always for listening it means a lot fr

(me)
fall, im so cold
you dont care at all
left me on my own
oh its so hard
its killing my heart

why dont you just please stop using me like a pawn
you know im not your prop
every time i try to drop everything and move on
something always comes up

i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

(counter)
got some things to say to get it out the way
feelings in the diary to keep them out my brain
stuck inside my room i might start to go insane
i lost everything i knew except your name
and i don’t wanna turn back around
don’t wanna save a heart when you’d rather let me drown
i used to feel secure, i’m not feeling that way now
i tried to lift us up, but you dug back down
i’ve thought that the answer was inside myself
i know it’s hard but girl i wish you well
wish i thought of this before i fell

(me)
i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

something comforting

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/kyoakyo

i really couldn't be any happier than i am right now

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
I don't ever wanna let go
But I knew: This love was never gonna hold
Still though, I'm always wishing for the most
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

There's just a little left
Fight to my last breath
In the kitchen, singing
Making food at 2am
The memories I make with you, they're my favorite
Babygirl, I can't believe I'm bouta waste this
Talk on nothing, take my hand; This my last dance
Falling in with you is something that I really couldn't have planned
I'll never understand the way the world works
I'll never understand why I keep getting hurt

It shouldn't feel like this, I should be excited 
Left home all alone got reminded
Of the beauty of the place I resided
Of all the people, all the love that I might miss
Of having someone that I really can confide in
Of why I shouldn't walk away, you're my light, and-
No, I don't ever wanna let go

(It's all wrong, when did I lose the plot)
(Everything falls apart)
(I don't know how to stop)

[hook]

Every day I see you, it feels like I'm waking up for the first time
You're the only thing that wanders all around my mind; I can't get enough
Feel the tears in my eyes welling up cause I know
We've only got a few months 'fore I go
But I think I'm in love, I wish I never got close (not true btw i dont regret a thing)
You hold my heart but my souls headed home
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

[soundcloud.com/xternalz]
I’m holding on
I can’t let go
Cause you’re all I want
You’re all I want

I wanted us to last for good
I did all I could
I wish you understood

(I’m still holding on)

Facing down at the floor
I’m chasing the steps now retracing
Don’t want anything replacing
What we had before
Why can’t you just stay?
I’m tired of walking away
This world is turning to grey
I don’t ever want to let go

[hook 2x]

{sidenote : this song is like 7 months old}

Holding Onto Hope w/ Xternalz [kyoa]

a mental image
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@m2monroe @clay0127

lyrics:

yeah i got it
you dont really want to be honest
take our trust every time you thought it
is this the end for us?

tell me now is this alright
standing right here by your side
i dont know why i still try
should have known i cant heal my wounds from you

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind
leave it all behind

leave it all behind
keep you on my mind
i feel the love
that i lost out on
im cold as ice

baby im so sick of waiting
for our time
when that loves just right
when that loves just right
honey i dont wanna waste
it on goodbyes
i wanna call you mine
i wanna call you mine
write out all the pain
that i cant hide
two stars in the sky
our fates intertwined
dont wanna make you a promise
cause id never wanna lie
i think i need a new perspective
or new frame of mind

uh no i dont wanna go
and leave you all alone
you said write me a song
i cant believe you didnt know
that everything ive written's
just a letter never spoke
had a hard time just admitting
now im shouting from the soul
take my hand and keep me close
i wish that we met sooner
because i think you make me whole
wrong place right time
right person false hope
i wonder why the gods
treat me like im just a joke

painting the pain with tears thats raining
unchanging fate that breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
(now im still)

still im searching
and my head is burning
i just wonder if its the same for you
is it the same for you?

cause im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

frame of mind

frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

@rewind214

song on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5Cmsh8TokxfLx9Xwa6beBa?si=b4a4e755d2234894

can uu hear my heartbeat? 
it’s beating for u 
no one loves me 
the way that u do

ur so perfect 
ur so worth it 
i’ll give u everything, u deserve it

i’m fallin’ into u 
tell me our love is true 
do what just lovers do 
everything feels right when i’m with u

hold me close in ur arms 
don’t let go, not for long 
ur mine everyday
i can replay 
thoughts of u 
stuck in my brain

if u are feeling down, i’ll be there, hold u when u cry 
don’t worry baby, take my hand, i’ll be ur guide 
i’ll be enough, give u love, swear i’ll treat u right 
in love with u, so obsessed, i’ll be here for life

can Uu hear my heartbeat (rewind)

i miss making music...
@prod_promise <3

lyrics:

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

let me ask why
i thought there was meaning in all of this time
fading visage barely forms
of your face in the storm
ill find my way through the rain
but you dont want to talk
and i cant ever walk away
i just want it all okay?
would you hear what i have to say?
you're all i know
ill lose myself if you go
if you go

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

give me a reason

give me a reason (promise)

all with @tores
all are for sale: https://traktrain.com/tores

1. don't stare
2. angels
3. save me
4. highschool crush
5. summer memories
6. goodbye forever
7. akihabara
8. fear not

spring 2k25 clips @tores

prod. @tores + @yashio20k + @moz

@ciyocrystal
@hxroshii
@killminakami

kishi:

stay away for one more night
tryna stay awake, try my best to just survive
looking down at all my tats
one reminder that i almost died
when i look up at the sky
slit my throat, you make me blind

go on, give gifts to him
yeah bitch, a feeling of jealousy
run for my life cannot stop me
i listen to my mind, i compare me
if i were you baby girl, i wouldnt want me, cause my jealousy
like fuck your honesty
are you still wanting me?
i aint tall, good looking or funny like him, im just same ole me, yeah some ole me

ciyo:

tell me lies
tell the times
tell the night
param param
param pam
i would never try again.

hxroshii:

tell me lies, 1 more time
i should leave you, never show me your face again
cause i dont want this heart to be broken
cause i dont want this heart to be shatter
maybe ur not the one
maybe u were not my destiny
baby dont acting sweet, cause were ur not my lady
i wont fall for your trap anymore
its okay if i stay all alone on my own

minakami:
baby please dont let me lay here alone in bed
come back to me cant get u out my head
sometimes i think im better off dead
im better off dead

self sabotage cuz u cant stop me
my life is hell cuz u dont want me
baby girl will u be rescuing me
i will beg and i’ll plead cuz im down on my knees

kishi, ciyo, hxroshii, minakami - awake

A Whisper In The Dark

@staywithmenow (prod)
@xternalz2 (archive/throwaways)
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@1aprilshowers #4s
@kess0kuband