bro knows the kings returning so he switched up...

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb w/ owtiss + whyhaze (neohn)

29/10/23
prolly my best song so far
art by pikachu_dubstep on twitter!!
@k4rson too swaggy
ty @decago @1akura @resolve1k for the prod yall hella cracked
enjoy :)
update: TYSM FOR 2K PLAYS IN 6 DAYS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(i dont wanna talk to u any more)
(gave u everything and u still want more)
(been feelin down like my heads been on the floor)
(need a step away so im closin the door)

like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

@k4rson
she dont want me anymore
she gon hit my dms but u know i ignore it
fast car, floor it
track hawk roaring
raris, foreigns
she too borin

getting to my bag only thing that is important
bitches super bad so u know that they imported
beamer go fast yea i put that shit in touring
fill my cup so i wont wake up in the morning

@fabs4k
like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

yea, i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

dumb +karson (decago + akura + inno)

all prod me :D enjoy

you don't truly know what it took me 
I get nothing in return, but you're still looking
only you know the true me 
you don't ever wanna learn these feelings
that I have
the though of you so mindless, I digress
it's my bad
I'll always follow the wind, hold my breath 

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

said if I jump, I would get what I wanted
this is not love, what is this? this is rotten
to the touch and inside out 
left to dust, I wont cry out 
familiarity
(familiarity, familiarity, familiarity)

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

familiarity (hartfxlt)

thank you for all the support this year! I appreciate u all sm 🎁 

produced by me @domerrz and @victxrw 
featuring @k4rson

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[@domerrz]
think im too down, dont wanna feel it now
ppl change, now wont u hear me out
I can explain just how im feeling now
let out an exhale, thats how im healing now

it all breaks down again 
left me in the freezing cold, ur the wind
uh, uh feel it on my skin
the poison seeps in
guess I cant win (you still went and)
shattered all the pieces im still broken
the words wont leave, im frozen
the problems go unspoken 
so all these things they'll stay the same

[@k4rson]
i hate when the memories of us flood my brain
i said i loved you i don't think that ive changed
i just really missed the way you'd say my name 
it's freighting

i know you dont wanna talk dont remind me 
but i know you like to talk from behind me 
you took my whole heart from behind me 
shoulda knew it from the start, youre conniving

spotify

frozen w/ karson (me + victxrw)

something different with @counterxo :) prod @prodarisu 
tysm as always for listening it means a lot fr

(me)
fall, im so cold
you dont care at all
left me on my own
oh its so hard
its killing my heart

why dont you just please stop using me like a pawn
you know im not your prop
every time i try to drop everything and move on
something always comes up

i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

(counter)
got some things to say to get it out the way
feelings in the diary to keep them out my brain
stuck inside my room i might start to go insane
i lost everything i knew except your name
and i don’t wanna turn back around
don’t wanna save a heart when you’d rather let me drown
i used to feel secure, i’m not feeling that way now
i tried to lift us up, but you dug back down
i’ve thought that the answer was inside myself
i know it’s hard but girl i wish you well
wish i thought of this before i fell

(me)
i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

something comforting

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

lights, camera, action!
recorded on 2023/2/20

ty @m2monroe for the crazy prod 😭😭

i'll try and post more next year

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

@remiliaxd : 

(and i don't wanna fall)

(ohohohohoh x1000)

and you don't really wanna talk to me
please stop before you break my heart
but you don't want to fall for me
oh, oh, you're not for me

in a fantasy
so far away, living in a dream
please don't set me free
die in my arms baby please rest in peace

and i don't really want to stand back
memories fade away
feel your cold, feel your warmth lack
don't feel the same
you can't come back
stay here everyday, through the pain
i can't sit back

oh
and you don't want to talk to me, no
no no no
and you don't want to talk to me, no

re:action (monroe)

to everybody reading this, I love you :>!
more songs like this in the future <3

lyrics:

i do this shit for myself i do not care at all
why the fuck you talking down bruh now your gonna fall
while im talking to my bitch i dont need adderall
yea cuz everyday im falling11!!!

i cannot talk to myself i keep on just telling me shit
people are talking behind of my back but i cannot take all the hits
you wanna know why the fuck that im sad but dont wanna talk about it
i keep on dreaming this shit wasnt true but you know i could never quit :C
when i say love you you dont love me back
look at my heart all you see is black
and i know you dont care bout that
cuz i know you dont want me back
and you know that your stuck in my head
i dont care what you think about that!!1
why the fuck is it not going through
cuz you know that i always love you
(always love you<333)

i dont really get it tho
why you still mad at me
always up on my dm
fucking spammin me
dont think that im leaking anything
who you tryna be?
and its a battle its a versus
this is my book yea my cursus
bitch im so hot like a furnace
no one can get through my harness
but i dont wanna be honest
i keep on breaking that promise
typing that shit in my comments
i keep on winning these contests

i cannot get enough of this shit
said he was broke so i made him rich
why you keep talking bout my bitch
i dont care i dont want no kids
and you know i dont want you back
how you left and im not that sad yea
i cannot take that shit back xd

yea cuz everyday im falling11!!!
i cannot talk to myself i keep on just telling me shit
people are talking behind of my back but i cannot take all the hits
you wanna know why the fuck that im sad but dont wanna talk about it
i keep on dreaming this shit wasnt true but you know i could never quit :C
when i say love you you dont love me back
look at my heart all you see is black
and i know you dont care bout that
cuz i know you dont want me back
and you know that your stuck in my head
i dont care what you think about that!!1
why the fuck is it not going through
cuz you know that i always love you

(outro)
and its a battle its a versus
this is my book yea my cursus
bitch im so hot like a furnace
no one can get through my harness
but i dont wanna be honest
i keep on breaking that promise
typing that shit in my comments
i keep on winning these contests

love you 2 (xtasane)

@ihateukidu <33

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

im getting tired of covering up my lies
they just dont know how i feel inside
and everyday its getting harder to try
and you know i just dont wanna let go
to what we had you know its getting hard to let go
it makes me sad but i guess i have to move on

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

you knew what you mean to me
and when i close my eyes i swear its you i see, wait
w-w-who knew that you would leave
my heart is torn into pieces no i cant believe, it
cant trust no one
im done
done believing your lies
wont give my love
my love
keep my feelings all inside

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

wish upon a star (kidu)

@ilymay
@spiritblossom
@shoiyi

[coldspades]
i met you at the wrong place at the right time
i cant deal with all my thoughts in the night time
i could never lie to you cause its not right
i just wanna be together in the next life
x2

baby can you tell me if we’re really something
every time i start to feel say its nothing
said you wanna be alone but you’re bluffing
maybe thats just what i get for being trusting
and i dont know why
you say the things you say
i need you right now
so tell me that we’ll be okay

[may]
dont wna believe it 
take it or leave it
i can say the words
but u don’t wna hear it
so maybe im js bound to u 
keep coming back no matter what i do 
tears on my face girl i cried for u
and u broke my heart but didnt mean to 
yeah i guess i js wasnt meant for u 
it was the wrong place at the right time

next life ft. may (spirit & shoiyi)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bro @terastic <3
produced by @y4ndere + @h1yori
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams
[verse]
i wish i could go back home
sitting here in the dark alone
i wish our stars would align
but something doesn't seem right
you and i
i and you
can't be mixed
just like blue
it can't work
cause our love isn't true
[tera]
tears falling again n again
is it even worth it?
know ur not stayin till it ends
keep on hittin my phone i dont wna make amends
i cant focus on u cz im gettin to this bread
jus hit the bank ima cash out
im poppin way too many pills i might js blackout
i keep on tryna make it work im not gon back down
i try my best bby i try not to act out
i cant let u in my heart
i cant give u my trust
dont wanna talk to u cuz u doin too much
it was all pretend it was nvr true love
gave u everything i had i regret it so much
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams

tears fall

on spotify >.<

tears fall + tera (yandere x hiyori)

Confession ft. owtiss (decago rewind)

discord: xternalzog
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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

xternalz

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