ft @exp100 @rewind214 @ilymay @venusiann @coldspades
prod @awwy2k

(experiencer)
feel all the love
girl ur safe in my touch
ill be the one u can trust

and this songs bout some shit that i love
my name is ghosthug
yea its harmony division
you cant see the vision
u need a new prescription 
im with may and venusiann
me and rewind made some new shit
spades and kidu they produced it
and patient's in spazzteam 
but shes not exlcusive
we're a group like the blue men
all our flowers are bloomin
i hope that we dont lose it
friendship and music

(rewind)
im with ghosthug, they cant see us
been so alone like im venus
we get our way, yea nothing can defeat us
fall down, gotta keep up
in tokyo for the meet up
dont wanna b me but they wanna b us
hate it when we fight
i just wanna talk
its ok to cry
cant deal with my flaws
i luv all my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
know that ill b fine, im getting good at staying strong

(may)
fly overseas like im coldspades
harmony get our way 
posted up with my gang 
and i cant fall now 
ik youll that catch me ohh 
and i cant fold now 
for the ones i love the most 

yeah i might do some shit and u wouldnt forget ab it 
my whole team we goin up and it got them astounded 
i get the money i count it 
think i need an accountant 
said u going up i doubt it
ohhh

harajuku and im with the gang 
shopping spree got some helmut lang
u cant get in cuz ur a lame 

how u switch up on ur bros 
i cant do that no no no 
posted with team we stick to the code
we doin shit u wouldnt even know
yeahh

(venusiann)
my name is venusiann, music with my friends
was so bored like one night, so i made a collective
and we flexin, new kicks just stepped in
nah boy you cant get in, ill shoot u with my weapon
hope you get the message
there's hidden blessings
take me to heaven
you can't be part of the team
we stay in motion like streams
feels like we're living a dream

(coldspades)
harmony division, but my bands get to adding
keep my circle small, i got to subtracting
they doubted us now we making shit happen

im in HD i got connections
not on the team you not in my section
walk into saks and i made a selection
(when i drop a song they say its perfection)

i got all my friends dont need no one else
yea they always had my back even when i fell
my old friends stabbed me in the back but i still wish them well
now im going up might spend a bag in YSL

Harmony Anthem

Harmony Anthem (prod. kidu)

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d + @prod_dxvi + @bazington
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch
[rans0m]
i don't like your company
we are finished why you keep on dragging it?
took too many pills don't know what is happening
i always do it wrong you're always getting mad at me
wake up i don't wanna go on
they hate us but they're gonna grow on me
i won't take it back now
i won't take it back now
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch

lovesick

on spotify >.<

lovesick + rans0m (shatter3d x dxvi x baz)

prod @shatter3d @jichuuu
+ with @xokragz :D
TYSM FOR LISTENING

lyrics:
(me)
I cant pretend that it’s fine
I’ll lose it I cant live my life
It terrifies me feeling confined
I keep fighting cant escape my mind

I watch it all turn to dust
All I have is broken trust
None of this is feeling just
I fade away as I am crushed

(44everlast)
i gave a chance to you now
don't want to talk tryna find a way out
can't you see all the pain you been putting me through
all the promises made that i was never enough

fly away don't want to talk just
go away don't want to try
i fade away
theres something in the air right now
you played with me
now you pray for me

(me)
I cant pretend that it’s fine
I’ll lose it I cant live my life
It terrifies me feeling confined
I keep fighting cant escape my mind

I watch it all turn to dust
All I have is broken trust
None of this is feeling just
I fade away as I am crushed

I swear I swear I’m trying
I cant stop what is already dying
Turn me off I’m not surviving
Hear me cough you know I’m not lying

I watch it all turn to dust
All I have is broken trust
None of this is feeling just
I fade away as I am crushed

As I am crushed

i watched it turn to dust

i watched it turn to dust w/ kragz (shatter3d + jichu)

prod me

#notaLoveSong

what u wan from me
i cant even breathe
what u wan from us
its hardd for me to see
i cant keep it shut
sink a blade into my gut
ima make u see
that ur my misery
ur a burden i cant free
step out in a fit and its all black
i hit decline when u call back
i reminisce when u left us
i think abt it at night
j wana love u don wanna fight
this shit feel like third degree
took anothr part of mee

i keep coming back n back again
now im stuck and i cant seem to win
i scribe my blood on the wall
you look at me no remorse
untill the day ima corpse
ima detest u more

we r j bad for each other
but we come this far
when im drownin under
i grab at the stars
with all the strength i can muster
i reach out to u
all these whispers from the dead
they sing harmonies #inMyHead

spotify

whispers

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

big cypher with some of my frIends ^_^ (tysm for the support recently)
thank you guys for being apart of this ily <3
@rewind214 @222bino @valberrie @law16lie @29cengi @1kidsora @lifegiverr @lukebike @breakupbreakdown @mis4ortune @sawlvy @ilyexotic @nvrfallen @noahsuri @bloodl3ak @alrunaxo @xternalz @sshiro @user-241106459 @i6neiru @gloomed
mastered by me ofc c;
s/o @gaugemountedthisone for mixing lukes vocals <3
s/o @tzunahmie for helping out aswell <3
s/o @yureiclub + @souls0ciety <3
prod @metisxx + @ton_bo0 <3
timestamps:
0:17 - 0:51 (me)
0:52 - 1:08 (rewind)
1:09 - 1:25 (vin0)
1:26 - 1:43 (valberrie)
1:43 - 2:00 (lawlie)
2:01 - 2:17 (cengi)
2:18 - 2:34 (kid sora)
2:35 - 2:52 (etterna/life)
2:53 - 3:09 (lukebike)
3:10 - 3:26 (breakupbreakdown)
3:26 - 3:43 (mis4ortune)
3:44 - 4:00 (sawlvy)
4:01 - 4:18 (eczotic)
4:19 - 4:35 (nvrfallen)
4:36 - 4:50 (noahsuri)
4:51 - 5:26 (bloodl3ak)
5:26 - 5:43 (alruna)
5:44 - 6:01 (xternalz)
6:01 - 6:18 (shiro)
6:18 - 6:35 (mika)
6:36 - 6:52 (i6neiru)
6:53 - 7:09 (gloomed)
7:10 - 7:44 (me again)
lyrics will be on genius or sum too much text smh

talk about it cypher

talk about it cypher + rewind, vin0, valberrie, lawlie, cengi, kid sora & more (metis x tonari)

(10/15/2022) i think 
this like my first song i ever made with owtiss and baz its super old lol
love them fr 

(not wish by owtiss ft me thats different obv)

prod me 

@domerrz
@owtiss
@012207

[@domerrz]
look me in my eyes
I cant really stand when you tell lies
I cannot comprehend whats on your mind
Ive been feeling stuck Im in a bind

Ill keep you at a distance, although I miss it
Say that you need me, but I know you miss him
I just had a feeling, I cant escape these feelings
Guess im not appealing 
see right through your act so you can't be too revealing

one wish, yeah i had one wish
make it all go dull, make it all pointless
one wish, yeah I had one wish
make my heart go numb so I cant feel this shit 

ahh, you went too far tryna put me down
If we really had a problem we would work it out 
but its already too late and now we're going south

[@owtiss]
all i think about 
is how i want out
now im sat at the back of the party
now you say i look sad i said hardly
talk her down from the ledge and say sorry
what did i ever do to u
take back everything i said to u
u wrote in sharpie on my favorite shoes
what more can u do for me to never forgive u

[@012207]
Yea it’s going south but I won’t settle
Call me the kid cuz they all know I meddle
Watch ur tone with me I aint that gentle 
Must be out of luck no u nothing special

If u had one wish, bring the world to bliss
But u had ur chance, made it all pointless
What’s the point of this?

@domerrz - wish w/ owtiss + baz

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

every single second (mental)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

Paradise

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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
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@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

i watched it turn to dust w/ kragz (shatter3d + jichu)

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