@sunmoonstarsinc ty homie i appreciate it

The Upload

prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

Enjoy.

Lyrics:


Pre Chorus

When my friend died, shit that really changed me
They all move on, they all actin shady
So I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna act tough
Been through hell so many times
But I won't ever give up

Chorus

Yeah, I had enough
I been going so hard since "When I Was Young"
Yeah, I'm goin up
Goin up
Cover skin with tattoos cuz I don't give a fuck
Yeah, you're so in love 
So in love
When they see me gloing up, they're gonna wanna say wassup

Bridge

Ohh, where did I go?
Where did I go? (x2)

Verse

They did you dirty yes I know
I've felt so cold, I've been so broke
I know I don't do what I'm told
That's why I stand here all alone (x2)

Give Up

Give Up (prod. Taurs & IOF)

xtravagent

xtravagent (prod. kizip)

die prod 999ines

Love Story [Prod.SmilZz]

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

Talk a lot, it never seems to stop,
nothing ever matters when your head is on top,
I cannot see straight, tell myself to calm down,
you don't wanna reason, too much for me right now.

Find peace in thinking of myself in the ground,
scars around me, but they'll never be found,
I scream and scream, my family can't hear a sound,
no one around me now...

I'd give you the world,
if that's all you want,
it's really not much,
my loves not enough.

Im not letting this go,
you have someone, I got no one to hold, so,

Scars (prod. Irby)

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

Lie ft. trechor boy

Eternal Life (Prod. KAFKA)

lyrics

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know
shit made me sick
no one asked what you had thought
shut the fuck up like oh my god do you get tired ever 
no one cares i promise list me the reasons u not just a number
liar liar

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

come back gimme more
so attached and growing more
lifes so crazy i know lifes so crazy
i cant waste my time wondering why u hate me
stars look at these stars they gotta sign in em ya
i could see venus i could see mars i am too high in here ya
i am a punkstar i am an asshole
look my body covered in ink covered in black crows

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste
i couldnt smell i dedicate this record to

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

pewpewpew (jabarionthbeat x makii)

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

fruit2 / fleas (vid in desc)

Left On Read (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Major
Bpm 150

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Left On Read

You’re the one to blame (prod. jolst)

mix, mastered and produced by @scapexgoat

safety pin

@bitekivibes EXCLUSIVE

https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes/iluvtora-i-lied

Produced by @deadspyro + @sadboiforever

Lyrics:

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

yeah-yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not fine
and all i care about, is if im someone
and if u'll love me again or is it over?

falling on ur knees and u told me it was alr-i-g-ht
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not f-i-ne
and all i care a-b-o-ut, is if im som-e-o-ne
and if u'll love me a-g-a-in or is it o-v-er?

i can't decide what im gonna do
cus in my mind i can see us 2
and i can't write a single song without me crying
but when im done hope ull see me f-l-y-i-ng 
but if lied and if i d-i-e
u'll have me right there by your side

yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

Biteki びてき

i lied (prod. dead spyro + 2001)

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You’re the one to blame (prod. jolst)

THROB

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