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Dreamzz 2 Ft. John X Smith

keeping up with the joneses

lyrics

tried to save you, sorry
couldn't get there fast enough
safer to give up than hurt yourself
it's safer just to burn out

i know you've been lonely
why'd you think i helped you out?
i know you ain't honest
fucking off with someone else

tell me why i'd care?
you look a little helpless, phone glued to your hand
i don't wanna call
seemed hard to tell, think you see me as an eyesore
don't know what to call it
pressure in my chest when you told me you don't want me
it's getting hard to talk
so i think that i'll just call it and make my way home

i hate the way you're shouting down the phone, love
i fucking hate the way you talk to me in person
i was never so intent on feeling worthless
leaving all my cuts along the surface

blood froze
kinda feel like i deserve it
i'm lost
how the fuck could i trust this
you never cared if were really being honest
cant lie you should really stop talking

tell me why i'd care?
you look a little helpless, phone glued to your hand
i don't wanna call
seemed hard to tell, think you see me as an eyesore
don't know what to call it
pressure in my chest when you told me you don't want me
it's getting hard to talk
so i think that i'll just call it and make my way home

lonely (feat. hiraeth)

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

At the end of a knife
Blood drips down from my eyes
As I stare out the window
Questioning why
Always felt like the weirdo
Drop my disguise
Now my vision is clearer and the mirror I like

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night
End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night

IDK Myself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uCOSsTSUqU

june gloom

june gloom w/SsappyY (prod. pekarot) [VIDEO IN BIO]

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nico north - Should Have (cover)

forgo the movie sample. lol
song 01 in a lil @greenwood2000 project <3

Lyrics

Me time
Giving up myself, got a weak spine
That’s just what was given, she a freak mind
And it’s setting me ablaze Im just sleep dying

Besides you, who do I trust
Look at my view, its turning to dust
Only us 2 when it turns dusk
And now I'm just starting to rust

She can tear inside my mind on a Monday disguised
As someone I want in my life
Think the coast is clear on the east side
Water is so clear, I cant decide

No guts, so cruel
Tonights type a night were you stay in the cool
No more no more, you can take it like no more
While she’s waiting for you

Pink clouds to a world turning grey
Baby its dark but that don't mean it's the same
No words we just chopping up pain
Till the things that we feel are are unable again

You are where you are, there's no fooling love
You see who you see and you form to 1
No percent shy, or you’ll be dancing on your grave under the moonlight

Hug first
Don't lie, it hurts
My weakness the worst
I just lay here in my search

Brains breathing again, who I was can't recall
Recollecting the thoughts of us both, no control
Memory loss so severe, when I lean I just fall

I’m healthy to cope, with my understanding
I’ll have u know, U don’t consume what I’m fasting
Holding me close, knowing I’ll manage
The places it drives us is well above standard

Standard, I’m still a human, I manage
Passage, I took that route soon I’ll vanish
Dashes, decipher the message
Don’t and see flashes

White lights flashing
Dancing inside these mansions
Holding the gates, still seeking the passion
Meshing 2 worlds still protecting masses

Baby its me inside these cold walls
I'm struggling to catch my fall
Severe pain, severe shock
Still trying to play with my feet stuck

Darling I’m stressed
I’m losing my mind I just need time to rest
Yes, darling I’m not feeling the best
Darling I think I’m depressed
Darling I’m loving you less
When my hearts starts to waiver my whole view is a mess

Where is my heart set?
What if we never met?

the severe shock as described in the extract

severe (greenwood)

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

face down in this lake
but you smile now?
no face i got nothing to worry about
i need new friends
heads gettin kinda empty
short walk home but my legs resent me
ugly face
i’m losing feelings
ugly mind
now it’s getting too revealing
crashing out
there’s no one to see it
songs get dark
only some have meaning
read my words
hears my voice 
ignore my scars
i made the choice
2018 she made it worse
so unlikeable it hurts
whole personality has changed
even i don’t know this way
does no one here know that it’s fake
i’ll just adapt to you today
i’m sick of my own voice
this song has got no flow
i miss when i had school friends who’d be blowing up my phone
turns out not everyone is good
i even see that in myself
i just expose myself in words
while i’m hiding inthesnow
every song is so repetative
i’m losing creativity 
the beat is way too loud
and i’m losing my alibilties
there’s so much more to say
but i fear i’ve become villiany
an unbalance in my brain
i really wanna get rid of me

repetative [desolent]

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Lost pt. 2

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Lyrics:
I wont wait for the fame
These bullets will pierce my brain
My blood will leak out again
But i dont give a fuck

Imma take it right now
Until my body passout
I got scars to show my doubts
But i dont give a fuck

I dont wanna wait, i dont wanna wait
I just wanna die right now babe
I just wanna lose my life
At the edge of the night
At the edge of the knife yeah

I tat your name right to my heart i loved you from the start
So please dont doubt it when i say it tore me right apart
These scars inside are all i have, their cut into my life
I just wanna make some money before i die

I DONT WANNA WAIT

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