pain.

b1tch

FYE 3

weepings

sewerperson - matter of fact (kimj & kassgocrazy)

do me wrong

Featuring @Sewerperson

ALL Platforms: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/trend-chaser-feat-sewerperson-2

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
quit doubting your self ur just making it worse ya
quit doubting your self baby i know that it hurts
ur just making it harder your thinking even more
just listen to ur gut baby its a war up here in my head
but lately i been trying so hard to get out of my bed 

fucked up! cuz i had ran out of my meds (my meds)
but its okay i just got them again (got them again)
i swear this is the reason i have no friends (no friends)
its prolly cuz im out getting the bag 
and they out chasing a trend (trend chaser)
we are not the same why you telling him were friends (fake friended)
im not the one to blame your the one playing pretend (play pretender) 
she left me for lame just cuz he had a benz (had a benz)
but thats okay we all know who gonna make it in the end 

fuck this and fuck that im so over it
she pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
falling to the ground his tears hes holding in (holding in)
his heart hes still holding it (holding it)
praying he'll be forgiven for his sins (his sins)
hes worried now that he'll die here in the end (in the end)
all his favorite moment ina time lapse (time lapse)
now how lucky do you feel to have time left
your hearts not really broken its still deep in your chest (yaya)
its okay if ur depressed (yaya) we could all use some rest (yaya)

Sewerperson:
I could use that rest
I could use that rest
This the 5th time that i didn’t go
And I tried to call u and let u know
Now ive been tryna call all night
Hit me back as soon u see this lemme know u alright
Shit stained walls under the washroom lights
Puke green water on these dive bar nights
At least I know that it couldn’t hurt me twice

And I remember waiting in the snow too much
Feel like all December u had just gave up
But maybe u did care and really I like that thought
So that’s the one I've picked that ill remember until im gone

I cannot let go 
I cannot let go
Its a habit of mine
That i had formed on my own
the worst of the nights that I had lived back home
Couldn’t compare to the words u spoke
Last year
I thought I was being nice I swear
I guess not

But when the sun goes down
My heart repairs
But when the bottle runs out
It all comes back again
I guess all that we could be is just friends
I guess all that we could be is just friends

Trend Chaser (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. Ross Gossage)

CAUTIOUS

Someone Else W/ Unknxwn

HELP

castles w/ lil tracy (prod. nedarb)

@lilmoonlet <3

hello?

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them, i hope you don't think i'll resolve them

sometimes its just not that easy
(not that easy)
sometimes its just not that easy
(i wish that it could be)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i wish you could see what you're doing to me)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i need you to be, all that you can be, i'm sorry)

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

i am only human, how do you expect me to react when you're abusive
i get that you're hurting but i'm not deserving of being your way out 
if i'm such a burden then why don't you leave
hoping you'll stay but its hard to foresee, if you will ever be happy with me
i can't keep doing this every week, i'm growing too weak, 
i think this relationship has reached its peak, i'm growing to weak
so sad its bleak

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

problems w/ moonlet (prod.hkfiftyone)

XXXTENTACION - Carry On

Crying Love

Tempt Fate! Ft. Nat Dunn

Fantasy Camp:
Tell me I won’t be the one to break down, wait now, I don’t understand how you could hate now. Try to numb the pain so I don’t stay down, wait now, waiting for the comedown, way down. 

Lil Tracy:
Look in the mirror, I don’t recognize it. Love hurts, baby don’t try to fight it. Drown my pain in champagne, all this fame means nothing.

Zubin:
I don’t want the money, I don’t want the fame. I just hope you gonna treat me the same. Through the time you spent pushing me away, now you’re crawling back acting like you always stayed.

Lil Tracy:
I know I gotta go, I promise I’ll be back. You’re no good for me but I want you so bad. You said I changed, I said I know. Sold out show but I still feel alone.

Fantasy Camp:
Tell me I won’t be the one to break down, wait now, I don’t understand how you could hate now. Try to numb the pain so I don’t stay down, wait now, waiting for the comedown, way down.

WHY? feat. Lil Tracy, Fantasy Camp and Zubin

Bones - Carhartt

Bones - DontLookDown

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

every single day i fade away to get away
in the mirror i see monsters taking my own name
why'd you stick along so long I am a mess
I just pack another bowl and claim that it helps with the stress
but it don't
don't leave me along
I'm clingy little fuck
I just be grippin on my phone
always have my doubts about myself I hope you know
that's why I need your full trust attention baby are you home?

baby are you home?
baby are you home?
baby are you home?

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

I've seen brighter days
I will not trade away
cause memories of you are better than none
even if it causes pain when we're done
I hold you so tightly my hand on your back
we kiss until one of us falls back collapses
pull on your hair and I slap on your thigh
holy shit fuck I'm so glad i'm your guy

temptation [prod. jody]

[verse 1]
you could see it in my face when I come down
I'm like please girl give me space but still come around
I can't fucking take it I am so pathetic
constant need for reassurance that what we have is magnetic
like what did I do
or is it my mind that plays tricks on me to
like baby please tell me that you miss me too
I feel you don't care but aware that you do

[chorus]
I've fallen again
I'm in need of a friend
but everyone's fake
I try to sleep but I lie there awake
Girl please look me in my eyes and just tell me everything's gonna be fine
but it's not.

[verse 2]
summer is ending the leaves are all falling and I know you'll be here beside me
I have my doubts but I hope this works out for us baby just know that i'm sorry
If you stick along for long
baby I won't be gone
I'll get my shit back together
I'll be beside you no matter the weather

[bridge]
I can't seem to focus
the world fake a lotus
flower blossoms
love bottoms 
waiting for us to notice
don't take action i'm
i'm lackin' the drive to get the bonus
feelings vanish I panic i'm gone like hocus pocus

[chorus]
I've fallen again
I'm in need of a friend
but everyone's fake
I try to sleep but I lie there awake
Girl please look into my eyes and just tell me everything's gonna be fine
but it's not.

falling [prod. ryini]

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

i think about u while she suckin my dick
(damn)
vodka, no chaser pour 4 more fo me bitch
(yeah)
i dont know why i do what i do
thinkin bout u when im with my boos
trynna numb out yo voice in my head
but the more i drink the louder it gets

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

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u and me (prod. vaegud)

prod. taurs
Linger is now out on all streaming platforms!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/linger-single/1481789312
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Lyrics:
stumble out of bed at five like
yeah sure i'm fine oh never mind sike
I can see your actions are in vain
The more I linger pointing fingers is much easier a game
got me nauseous thinking thoughts bout back before I knew insane
I can't help it feeling helpless it's like I don't know her name
on a whim the trust within slowly melted and became
toxic thoughts and memories I hide away out of my shame

look I'm sorry our canoe couldn't stay afloat upon the seas because of you
this was a sad excuse for a relationship got me feeling mentally abused
yeah i'm sorry you can't take that
I just hope I can escape that
No I really cant mistake that
Am I insane to wanna stay with you i'm attached

Latching onto who I thought you were
afraid it got me catching feelings for you don't embrace it
she's a psycho she is type manipulative 
but i still wonder If she was the one I hated
guess i'll never find out
I just smoke away the pain won't face it unless its packed loud
I can't take this I am struggling to stay on top
how can my life just change so quick one day onto the next wow

Linger

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

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lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
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I should have told you when I had the chance

Prod. taurs
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Lyrics:

opened the eye of my mind, i think i might die
stage curtain closed
coke up his nose
i'm looking for a way out of this go
out of my mind and escape this forever
this shift in perspective might cause me to 
sever my ties say my goodbyes
but its so hard when I look in her eyes
I cannot take this I sure ain't complacent but what do I want (yuh)
I'm so fucking lonely can somebody hold me
i'll spark the blunt (yuh)
I puff and I pass
and you know that shit gas
this shit ain't from Vermont (yuh)
I try to surpass everyday from the last
so these feelings don't haunt ya

I thought what I did was all just a struggle
an action on whim when I buckle
the thoughts inside my head in puddle
I'm caught up in the rain again, you had your way
sitting all alone on a Saturday
yes I know i'm stupid to stay with the hate
but I fucking promise that we had our days
we part our ways
I move swiftly that shits at an end I just spark up an endo and make some more plans
I am tired of filling the void in my chest
I just lift my head up and pretend i'm the best

Perspective

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

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