feat. @diondugas
prod. @eugenecam

(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i won't do this on my own, yeah
(all alone in my bed, i don't wanna...)
i don't wanna be alone, yeah
(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i don't wanna be a- yeah...
(always flexed up in my)

i can't do this on my
own, yeah
i don't wanna be a-
lone, nah
baby tell me where to,
go, uh
cuz i don't really
know

(yeah, yeah, yeah!)

i think i'm losin it,
nowadays i do not feel like doin shit
made a couple hundred racks
still feel like shit
girl i'm sorry i feel
so out of it

don't wanna flex on my own,
don't wanna flex on my own

[dion dugas]

hit my line like yahoo
said i'm from the south, boo
meet me by the bayou
i'm feelin just like you
tell me what you like to
i think that i like you
1-4-3 she texting me
i'm feelin kinda high

while slippin in out of my mind
losing my shit like i do all the time
thinkin of you while i'm broken in two
got me choosin to stay up on top of my grind
makin this dough, uh
flexin this shit cuz you know, uh
bitches can call it what they want to
do what i do cuz i want you

just don't kill my vibe
we could ride or die,
flyin pass the sea
between the sheets
into a typhoon
i'm somewhat an idol
promise i won't hide you
cling on me until we see
a vision that'll light you

[demxntia]

(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i won't do this on my own, yeah
(all alone in my bed, i don't wanna...)
i don't wanna be alone, yeah
(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i don't wanna be a- yeah...
(always flexed up in my)

i can't do this on my
own, yeah
i don't wanna be a-
lone, nah
baby tell me where to,
go, uh
cuz i don't really
know

(yeah, yeah, yeah!)

i think i'm losin it,
nowadays i do not feel like doin shit
made a couple hundred racks
still feel like shit
girl i'm sorry i feel
so out of it

don't wanna flex on my own,
don't wanna flex on my own

i think i’m losin it

And I knew you was a bitch huh,
told me dont talk my shit yuh,
I don't listen to losers,
you dumb bitch, im lucifer

don't speak my name like voldemort,
I might show up wit 4 door,
I got 5 whores, and 2 jeeps,
I stuff em all in the backseat

she seen the blood,
its on my face,
said its a bloody nose,
and she aint fallin for the bait,

I was on that corner, it was pushin 3:08,
like im prepared to die, I promise you its light,

they pulled up, and I reloaded, I'm feelin loaded,
off da henny, im scared I'll blow dis, its not that often-

that im drinking, but when I do I- start feelin' evil
I'm sorry it had to be you, thats not my reason.

Reload

for my boyfriend, ily shy <3

prod. @jolst @pekarot_161

i dont deserve u 
but im so glad i have u...
im so glad...

i dont deserve u
im just lucky that i get to know u

i dont deserve u
im sorry fore these hoops you have to
jump through
im nothing but bad news 
you're the only thing that 
i dont wanna lose 

you're the only thing that 
ive ever cared about losing...
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant

and im sorry baby
i try to 
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes...i cant...

you've been everything to me
from way back when till now
and every message in between 

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

and im sorry baby..
i try to...
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes i cant...

(sometimes, sometimes)

sometimes i cant!
sometimes i cant!!

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

deserve u [+pekarot & jolst]

ily! stream below on spotify
https://cutt.ly/lOfAu7i

stuck in all my anxiety
all these demons that reside in me
they be talking and they lie to me
a black hole where my mind should be and I
stuck in all my anxiety
all these demons that reside in me
they be talking and they lie to me
a black hole where my mind should be and I

never knew you was dangerous, until the end
and now im watching the changes, that I been going through
I can’t erase em, without the demons in me
tryna replace em, tryna block an escape route
feeling hazy, she say we should try again but 
just save it, cause I do fine all on my own
im busy chasing, up all the time that I done lost
with these basic, bitches that always do me wrong
she tell me Im tired but shorty i’m the same
cause when i try and move on it seem nothing ever change
want me dead and i know it i see it in her eyes
girl when i’m gone I just hope that you know 

stuck in all my anxiety
all these demons that reside in me
they be talking and they lie to me
a black hole where my mind should be and I
stuck in all my anxiety
all these demons that reside in me
they be talking and they lie to me
a black hole where my mind should be and I

don’t try and save me im lost and im faded 
taking these pills got me stuck in the matrix
tell her goodbye, cause ive run outta patience  
i don’t know if im fine, or am finally breaking
I know, I can’t, move on when nothing changing
she want me gone, and I, can barely face it
all on my own, im fine, feel like im jason
cut through these hoes, then die, and still awaken

stuck in all my anxiety
all these demons that reside in me
they be talking and they lie to me
a black hole where my mind should be and I
stuck in all my anxiety
all these demons that reside in me
they be talking and they lie to me
a black hole where my mind should be and I

prod. malloy

ANXIETY

ANXIETY 😔⛓ (AVAIL. ON SPOTIFY NOW!)

@qawikamri
bass by: Liq Habib
https://www.instagram.com/mister.habib/

Lyrics:-
drive around town with the windows down 
let your hair fall when the wind blows out
with the radio on, turn up so loud
we can sing along to our favourite song

you're beautiful, no james blunt 
i feel like i'm flying like i had a blunt
you're an angel, with a halo
you want a boy next door, call u j lo

you say that im crazy but
you're the only one i want
so dance,
like it's just u & i
it's us against the world tonight
bonnie & clyde
ive got your back, u've got mine
ain't no surprise
we'd be cruising after midnight

drive around town with the windows down 
let your hair fall when the wind blows out
with the radio on, turn up so loud
we can sing along to our favourite song

i hate it when we say goodbye
i just wanna hold you longer
i wish i can stop the time
without you i just feel so hollow

i can't stop staring at your eyes
i get so lost, not gonna lie
can you feel the butterflies
when i wrap you in my arms

you say that im crazy but
you're the only one i want
so dance,
like it's just u & i
it's us against the world tonight
bonnie & clyde
ive got your back, u've got mine
ain't no surprise
we'd be cruising after midnight

drive around town with the windows down 
let your hair fall when the wind blows out
with the radio on, turn up so loud
we can sing along to our favourite song

Bonnie & Clyde

i just wanna be on own, tonight 
is that alright, then i turn off the lights 
i kinda miss now now im all on my own 
the only thing thats bright is the screen on my phone

im walking past esso 
get flowers for you 
i'll pop it on your doorstep 
knock your door and go 

im slipping on the ice as i get through the snow 
my heart barely alive but i'll live on iknow 

what a way to find out 
you've been round his house 
when i was trecking to yours for hours 
was it all wasted x2 
i should of never bought the flowrs 

now im all embarressed 
looking like pushover 
how can i recover now 

i need a fucking bandage 
bitch im fucking wounded 
my hearts all in two bits 
try to calm down


I just bought some flowers and I put them in a bouquet 
Imma listen to you ever single word that you say
I know I’ve been dumb but I’m tryna start a new age
Everything you want from me starts here from today
I wish I could be up in the shop to buying your toothpaste
I don’t wanna see the day you  pack your suitcase
Not for all the holiday shit
Nothing is so simple 
Nothing is so basic
Nothing so simple but I try my best to dumb it down for us 
I wish I could say this shit in person I’m a mess 
Late night on my phone
Every time that I leave I feel cold
Cold feet like I’m walking in snow
Then you go and leave me on my own

esso w/ birdbay (viera x jolst)

I CAN'T GO THRU THAT AGAIN

LYRICS:
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby Ion rly need another friend
I can't I can't I can't UGH

I don't wanna go thru that again
I don't wanna die with my best friends
Woke up fucked up, when does it end
I can't go thru that again

Again and again, I been losing my mind
Like, when does it end? Feel like we ran out of time
(Woah-oh)
Do you remember forever
That's a lie, you change like the weather
And we got way too drunk in December
But I guess that's how it goes
Oh, oh, oh,  baby you can go
I've got no home, I'm all alone
I know we don't talk no more
Just step right up, enjoy the show
And I don't wanna go
But I will if I have to
And I thought that you should know
That I'm moving past you
And if everyone I loved was at a party
Then I damn sure wouldn't go
I'd stay alone, cuz nothing lasts forever
By now you should know

prod. @branwenmusic
mix/master by me
cover art shot by @dylancxle of @conflictingthoughts.us

ICGTTA 222 (branwen)

Prod @Sinxi 
Thx for the guitar sample @izwithonez

LYRICS 

Fuck it up take the problem and the pills again
Im honest but, I can lie when I need a friend
So dont face me with all the regret you have
Cuz I know damn well you believed in what we did

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW
DONT TRUST AGAIN I HOPE

Breathing lines
Head to toe im feeling shivers
From her demon eyes
Sell my soul just for a feeling
That u caught at mine
I swear she choking on my shit
She say she wanna die
Who dont wanna die
God my times been plastered
Holy water from a pastor
Mixed up all up with the vodka
Guess im only half a bastard
I know
She gon tell me Im broke
Its the same as before
Taking shots at the door

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Dont pull the strings away together from me
Blocked out facetious things
she wants to say toward me
Collect the only things
You wanna say you own
YOU DONT
And thats just how I fight back
Five bottles counted up right on ya nightstand
Fucked up, never trust me and I write that
Every god damn time I go

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Spotify

SAIKO

don't ask (i'll lie!)

i try to be someone im not and
it feels wrong but im locked in
im just noxious on the rocks and
ill keep saying im doing fine

i cant even think
lights are on, i cant sleep
hiding under my sheets
to get away from my dreams
x2

dont get overwhelmed
dont feel what you felt
your faculties are breaking down
and you dont know how to help
yourself, yourself get out 
youre old, youre stuck in the route you made
i play games that no ones heard about
cant invite me to a public lobby 
cause i get scared and i dont talk for hours
i dont know how you talk so easily
fuck
thats all i can say
ive ran out of pain
i guess thats good for me
(pain)

i was the most popular ive ever been
when i was sad as fuck 
and i didnt know how to fucking vent
but now ive learned how to live 
and i grew up a little bit
so get out of my mind if youre not gonna profit it
yh.

i (prod. caves x wisssery)

Accept The Stress

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ANXIETY 😔⛓ (AVAIL. ON SPOTIFY NOW!)

Rella.

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