oh no! (ft. skele) (prod. jolst)

@nevermadeithome
@jolst
@pekarot_161

i can never get myself to care
you can try to fix me but you cant
blurs in my vision overhead
stumbling around, it's only chance
its only chance
damage
i set up the scene in which i land in
pull the curtains down, you cannot make me stand this
i ran in
ruined all i had my hand in
i sit back no use in standin
you wouldn't understand it
too much on my mind
wish i could agree
i couldn't stomach all the lies
i go back there all the time
now you see, i can never get it right

nevermadeithome:
u really ruin my mood
guess thats all on me
cast that shit behind
like a cloak check my feet
i be dancing on my own in my room
keep romancing on ur phone ur not cool
damage
i set up the scence in which i land in
u use to own 2019 but u vanished
savage u know u fdk up panic
u been round to long i guess that u had it

vanish w/ nevermadeithome (jolst x pekarot)

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

You know I'm starstruck
I guess in Hollywood that is really what they come for
You from the desert and you just made the sky come alive again
Put your feet up on the dashboard we gonn' make it in a second baby
Yeah

You so easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need you to tell me how you feel about me 
Maybe we could get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you I am 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you
You come right back in my life and you take it all back to the start 

And I fantasize about a life that works for the both of us 
I give bad advice but I take it so I don't have to open up
So just light my cigarette take it I won't finish it 
Love you and I know that I'm just making sure you're listening 
So baby what I gotta do to get through to get through to you
Feel like I'm stuck in a scary movie 
I swear I'm so mad at my friend the way he introduced me 
And the room is so dark baby you had a spotlight 
You always find a way to put yourself back in my life

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

spotify

splitting cigarettes w/ sace6 (p. rrarebear)

lose a habit, kiss the scars

produced by nevrfall

kiss the scars

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separate [p. nevrfall]

Feat. @daystowaste

lyrics:
Lost in my head 
Thinking of you again 
Even though it’s almost been two years 
Since you left 

Yeah, I figured that all of this was for the best 
Even after all of the closure it’s still hurts in my chest 

Yeah, I miss you 
I don’t want to 
But every time I get let down I see the truth 

You were my first 
I just never learned 
How to love you the way you needed me to back then 

Maybe I just don’t know how to move on
I don’t think I’ll love again, I hope that I’m wrong 
Staying up late again, writing these sad songs
And somehow it’ll make things better 

Please just know

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you   

It’s been a little while
 Keep on talking to myself
 Now I wonder why  
I’m just standing in the rain 
Watching the flowers die 
All the days turn into months  
I’m losing track of time  
Feel my body going numb 
I wanna run back home 
Where the nights really long 
And I drown in your arms
 I wanna run back home…to you  

Please just tell me what you’re waiting for   

Please just know  

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you 

>self produced<

life without you (feat. Days to Waste)

I CAN'T GO THRU THAT AGAIN

LYRICS:
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby Ion rly need another friend
I can't I can't I can't UGH

I don't wanna go thru that again
I don't wanna die with my best friends
Woke up fucked up, when does it end
I can't go thru that again

Again and again, I been losing my mind
Like, when does it end? Feel like we ran out of time
(Woah-oh)
Do you remember forever
That's a lie, you change like the weather
And we got way too drunk in December
But I guess that's how it goes
Oh, oh, oh,  baby you can go
I've got no home, I'm all alone
I know we don't talk no more
Just step right up, enjoy the show
And I don't wanna go
But I will if I have to
And I thought that you should know
That I'm moving past you
And if everyone I loved was at a party
Then I damn sure wouldn't go
I'd stay alone, cuz nothing lasts forever
By now you should know

prod. @branwenmusic
mix/master by me
cover art shot by @dylancxle of @conflictingthoughts.us

ICGTTA 222 (branwen)

prodbylxcid
https://youtube.com/@prodbylxcid

vocals, mix & master by wrentek

flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch 
need no whip
need no bits 
bro got the corn, he aint eatin crisps 
bullseye the shot n he don’t even miss 
like OTN know who ur dealing with 
cus u can get hit with a big 4.5
not from me but from bro, that’s slime 
leave you with a hole in ur chest like shepard
soap mctavish how i throw this knife 
sittin on the shed, sippin lean i’m nice
“big crime lords” but u stealing bikes ?? 
30 year olds goin out on rides
hittin kids in school, 
u ain’t about that life 

so i’ll sit here now for a little bit
if you wanna swing 
just swing 
make a call and get gone
i don’t  wannatalk to civilians 
cus they ain’t about shit 
all this fuckin talkin is long
i don’t ride on opps 
just a little one two
beef on the estate 
grab a knife and get armed
all these broke boys 
sharing spliff and i 
don’t wanna have to expose 
what u really is on 

so slow ur role
watch the roads
look both ways before u shoot that pole
b town shit 
fuck ur road 
i don’t wanna 
see another yout 
turn cold 

pass me the flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch

SOAP MACTAVISH

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

silhouettes & cigarettes ft. Love Jai, Jomie, kennedyxoxo, + Hamilton *ethan drye*

prod by caves 


click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it 

i know where you’ve been 
know where you set off 
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off 
she say that i’m crazy 
she don’t know the half of it 
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay 
just stay right there”
i got two cuts 
on my face 
she looks scared 
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear … 

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck 
you just wanna drink alone 
and chill inside the bathtub 
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked 
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love .. 
6 months have passed 
since we were matched up 
thought that you could play me, 
block my number and get gassed up 
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love 

she saw me in the mirror, frozen. 
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months” 
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it” 
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for” 
i just want a conversation, open up the door 
i see your heart drop on the floor 
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more 

click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (caves)

https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

lyrics :
[Leechy]
i been feeling blue like the ice king
pull out of the hot-box whip, peep blasting
i know u thought my love was everlasting
mana in my veins, eyes red when i'm casting
i know u hate it when i do that,
but i'ma fade away, kill time smoking doja
yeah i'ma break ur heart yeah i told ya
i still feel down cauz it's over
i been feeling blue like the ice king
pull out of the hot-box whip, peep blasting
i know u thought my love was everlasting
mana in my veins, eyes red when i'm casting
i know u hate it when i do that,
but i'ma fade away, kill time smoking doja
yeah i'ma break ur heart yeah i told ya
i still feel down cauz it's over

[wstdyth]
can't see in the whip cuz its hotboxed
connect wifi its a hotspot
sippin wine w the moon n im noddin off 
shawty i aint w it 
minding my own business
g stars thrifted
u gettin it twisted 
in my mind its like its a prison 
witch out in the west cuz im wicked 
sterling links on my hands that shit is frigid 
n u say u heard ab me 
boutta prove them wrong everybody fucking doubt me 
n we rollin shit up loudly 
in the fast lane i got 4 rings like an audi 
rollin up another joint 
friends w the faeries i feel like a lost boy
on the island of the misfit toys 
i’ll nvr b chosen, i’m still standing up w poise


[Leechy]
And now she's calling on my phone
but i'm not in this dimension
i know it won't be like before
cauz she doesn't make the time slow
 cauz she doesn't make the time slow 
cauz she doesn't make the time slow  

visualizer : https://youtu.be/_Brl0Tpick4
stream : https://open.spotify.com/album/7BLPTvFGMnuvkybpRAaJ1H

ICGTTA 222 (branwen)

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