schizophrenic

Main Artists: lil XipZ 
Featured Artist: popularreject
Production: Heylee Manzeron
Mixing: SCAR$ x popularreject
Master: SCAR$
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Abandoned (w/ popularreject) [Prod. HeyLee Manzeron]

ME (Feat. HBK PAT)

(prod. SOGIMURA)

hook
speeding along
speeding away
im lost again
my heart pretends
im gone and yet
my thoughts are left
ill fall in love 

but with somebody who'd take hold of me
just wish somebody would take hold of me
but with somebody would take hold of me
just with somebody who'd take hold of me

Verse One
telling me you the one
then telling me I should run
I, move around after dusk cant move on until she say done, shit
avoiding each one of my problems
staying alone and then drinking and popping
how she in love when she tell me im burned out
never knew how this would turn out
all of these rappers around me are lame
did what they did and I do what they cant
bad lil bitch and she giving me brain
still feel alone i guess nothing has changed
wasting all of my time
still the bitch on my mind
cant, find a way to get by
when, she be hitting my line 
and, i dont wanna say bye
cause, i be empty inside
so, tell her once and not twice
bitch you aint meant for this life, cause

hook
speeding along
speeding away
im lost again
my heart pretends
im gone and yet
my thoughts are left
ill fall in love 

but with somebody who'd take hold of me
just wish somebody would take hold of me
but with somebody would take hold of me
just with somebody who'd take hold of me

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somebody

hook
girl ill be fine
dont need your touch
i know love is blind
cause im numb each time

verse one
i found a better me
frozen in memories
he told me im destined
to find a better scene
im running, im faded, this hell where i'm situated
got me here jaded, im praying that ima make it
she tell me its fine, but I know that you really faking
you always disguising, the feelings that leave me faded
i, i, i,
i, i, i, think im falling
outta time cant decide if im all in
cause every night that i try, you be stallin
just wish that I wasn’t blind to the warnings

hook
cause girl ill be fine
dont need your touch
i know love is blind
cause im numb each time
again, again, again
again, again, again
again, again, again,
again, stuck in my head again

verse two
i cant find
no peace of mind
im lost inside
with no reason why
bloody nose, 3am hope I dont overdose
ghosts around me and they close
i dont know if you a friend or foe, girl

hook
girl ill be fine
dont need your touch
i know love is blind
cause im numb each time
again, again, again
again, again, again
again, again, again,
again, stuck in my head again

loveblind

featuring my best friend @mitchgotrich 
(prod. SOGIMURA)

hook
feelings i cant explain 
memories i cant erase
i think i need an SOS 
cause lately i've been stressed so stressed 
i dont wanna know
where you wanna go 
winter turning me to snow
wishing i could go back home

rella verse
high then falling
coupe nice shit roaring
so many things im ignoring 
life be borin, late nights exhaustimg 
great heights im soaring, faint lights of foreigns 
down down now, switch lanes and im out out now
i cant move on, no, when all hope's run out out out
she say im lost in my mind, fighting
problems that hide, 
but im conscious of why, cause the 
problem disguised is you
silence dont wow me baby i grew up with it 
I been through long nights and bad dreams 
and fleeing them's done put me in my past
in my past, wouldn't have listened if you'd asked
shouldnt have hit it or looked back, baby im hidden in my

hook
feelings i cant explain 
memories i cant erase
i think i need an SOS 
cause lately i've been stressed so stressed 
i dont wanna know
where you wanna go 
winter turning me to snow
wishing i could go back home

mitch verse

sos ft mitch

(prod. LVNAR01)

hook
like what you mean?
girl do you mean that,
i dont know of any reason
to be on my own, yet this life never ceases
to leave me lonely when i dont ever need it 
shorty think she bad, bad
its all in her head, head
wish that i had known what I know now
I'd a never been around to hold you down, down

verse one
love struck, cant she see I hate it ?
got my heart caught, ill just say im faded
just want her love on me
its never enough for me      
i be the best in nz baby aint no touchin me 
everyone talk and talk they talking i let em gawk
but i aint gon talk ill walk up on em see what they want
you want a problem ima solve it ready or not
but ima be honest, all the drama leaving me numb
and she gone gone gone gone it seems
wish she'd told my mistakes at the time
im gone gone, gone gone it seems
busy sitting here and wasting and wasting my time 
tryna find where my heads at
memory wiped am I intact
wish that time wouldn't impact
where and why i feel entrapped

hook
like what you mean?
girl do you mean that,
i dont know of any reason
to be on my own, yet this life never ceases
to leave me lonely when i dont ever need it 
shorty think she bad, bad
its all in her head, head
wish that i had known what I know now
I'd a never been around to hold you down, down

verse two
the way she taunting me remind me she a waste now
everyday just wanna smoke away her pain now
i think she mad that im okay
im glad i left her lonely she a hoe who doesn't know me
i was fine with leaving, time
to flee this, life
and then have nothing left to do with her cause she a parasite
i see others tryna rap but they dont know the sacrifice 
i just made some money quick now all these labels talking nice
im on the run in the night time
out the way im dodging life in the lime light yeah
im in my head all alone, now
babe just tell me if what i did was wrong now

hook
like what you mean?
girl do you mean that,
i dont know of any reason
to be on my own, yet this life never ceases
to leave me lonely when i dont ever need it 
shorty think she bad, bad
its all in her head, head
wish that i had known what I know now
I'd a never been around to hold you down, down

(prod. waytoolost)

hook x2
i dont know
if i should wait or go, thoughts invading my mind 
lost inside of my own reasons on why
im lost and faded, who'd a known it
i dont know where i should go
noone home im fine alone

verse one
dont know why im cold
begging for you to assist me
when i've done wrong,
things left unresolved
she talking to me, coming to me, she acting impaired 
said something to me, im running away, to look in the mirror
girl i hope, that this change, for the better 
cause im lost in my mind, and im fed up  
switched you for a rolls, im gone, in the wraith im flooded
miss you, no way, everyday im makin hundreds  
breaking her way into feelings
all on my own i aint dealin, with it
shorty look good she a demon
pourin a four when i need to hit it
im on my knees and im pleading
styrofoam got me geekin with em
i dont know why im even trippin
guess im lost gonna need a minute

hook x2
i dont know
if i should wait or go, thoughts invading my mind 
lost inside of my own reasons on why
im lost and faded, who'd a known it
i dont know where i should go
noone home im fine alone

lost and faded

(prod. autrioly)

HOOK
i needa find where i belong
cause lately im lost and tired of righting wrongs
they're telling me things that at night i hate to know
just to keep me cold,
ive been trying to find some light, i done lost my sight
i could die alone

VERSE
i needa find where i belong,
find where i belong
got a brand new coupe, aint no pursuits
this bih could fly alone
i been tryna find some light i know its time
before i ruin my mind
everybody they know im right, that im lost inside
and been out my mind
i come from that honda and nissan
to now whipping foreigns
but trust me there aint much that's different
showing me love but im dodging and dipping
i told her there aint no specifics
but now she ignore it
then send me a text in the morning
and if it's unread she be calling
i told her dont ring when im out in the foreign
a better me that ive chosen
the set of keys that im holding
wheels are well up in motion
stay with me and we'll coast
lately ive been emotio-
nal, been out of my mind
and all because of these ghosts she
say she severing ties , she say she severing ties

HOOK
i needa find where i belong
cause lately im lost and tired of righting wrongs
they're telling me things that at night i hate to know
just to keep me cold,
ive been trying to find some light, i done lost my sight
i could die alone

belong

Can't Bleed

MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nFewcmunC0
prod jody
mix/mastered brody 

art by @diamantress
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