by ur side

the serpents pit

im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
feel like tove lo, gotta stay high
im astronomically uncomfortable in my own skin
i wanna die
feel like tove lo, i gotta stay high
without a percocet and adderall
i don't feel fine

verse
baby, tell me sumthin different matters in the end
cuz i can't sing my problems away, im bound to die in my skin
getting distant from the people that i love, and my friends
tell me when will it end?
got the semi by my side
all i think is suicide
i don't know what to do, i figure it out on the fly 
im missing, ill die in a crash like im ritchie
addiction catching up to me, i think it's bout to kill me
everybody tells me, im in touch w my emotions
ill be honest, that's just the shit on the surface
im drowning in a pool of my own blood, like a ocean
cut my wrists open, i need a surgeon

hook
im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
feel like tove lo, gotta stay high
im astronomically uncomfortable in my own skin
i wanna die
feel like tove lo, i gotta stay high
without a percocet and adderall
i don't feel fine

verse 2
idk what's going on, i think im bout to wrist slit
feeling rlly terrible for the people that gon feel this
yeah and the closest to me know im gonna die, yeah that's real shit
if u wanna know me, dont, cuz i won't be here long to keep a friendship
i make promises that i can't keep
oh i make promises that i can't keep

rockstar problems

rockstar problems (sneezii x redjon wav x maxflynn)

Buried

prod, ??? x me   (pls help if you can :\)

im on my demon seeing shit yeah
im on my dmt shit yeah
im on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
feel my hands for real
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP!

i still dont know who i am
i still hotbox in my van
i still walk around the forest,
tryna find peter pan
what do i have to lose..?
walk around the party with a loaded garand
i got 16 in my bag,
and like 11 in my hand
said you wanted harsh shit, 
but now youre faced with the darkness
crying to yo bro,
but yo bro put you on this.

i think he laced that shit w fentynal..
that boy with the federal
HE WOULD KILL HIS MOM IF HE COULD
HE WOULD KILL HIS DOG, YES HE WOULD!
on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
</3 feel my hands for real </3
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP

i still dont know who i am
i still hotbox in my van
i still walk around the forest,
tryna find peter pan..
pan..
walk around the party with a loaded garand
i got 16 in my bag,
and like 11 in my hand
said you wanted harsh shit, 
but now youre faced with the darkness
crying to yo bro,
but yo bro put you on this.

im on my demon seeing shit yeah
im on my dmt shit yeah
im on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
feel my hands for real
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP!

peter pan

~2300~

Lyrics:
Really wish I counted on somebody else 
To the grave never tell
Might’ve slipped I never fell
Heartbreak know it well
Can’t imagine you would help 
Sell me out so you prevail

Growing out of spite I
Had it all lock and key
Just needed some time
Thought I knew who I was inside 
What I lacked i’d hide
But this pain I know it so well
And I won’t put my faith into what I can’t see 
Invest in a life I ain’t choose when to breathe 
Walk in a line with my humanity
Painting the walls with what’s left of me
If this marks the end of days
I know i’ll look back fond on all the mess we made 
In our glory days we watched it waste away
I’m re-awakening I wanna bring some pain
Is this what you call an improbable outcome 
Marking the bodies so sure of yourself love
I’ll be the proxy the vengeance of your love 
Nothing can stop me i’ve been waiting so long

proxy

ill be right here on the floor

produced by @killedmyself

featuring @1800entity

rob frost (ft. 1800entity)

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Never Coming Home

Brought her to her house
Time to die again
I got all dressed up
Hope were not just friends
But I'm feeling like I'm fucked
I just popped a xan
This is not what I planned

Everything has fallen to pieces
I cant find no rhyme or reason
Cuz every girls in love with leaving
Made one move she started tweaking
But her mom cant cook
and her dads got a look
like he wants to kill me
his daughter feels me
and her ex boyfriend
would slit my neck
but I need you
(x2)

Take me to your room
let me in your bed
I think that your dad may just have noticed that my eyes are red
so let me find a way
find a way
to never have to see the day that you decide to run away
(x2)

Everything has fallen to pieces
I cant find no rhyme or reason
Cuz every girls in love with leaving
Made one move she started tweaking
(x2)

But her mom cant cook
and her dads got a look
like he wants to kill me
his daughter feels me
and her ex boyfriend
would slit my neck
but I need you
tonight

if your ex hears this, im dead (prod. blackshirt)

made this morning FUCK IT <3

I can’t foretell 
I get jealous 
I get so weird 
In my palace 
Changing those things 
That I hated
I’m a monster 
No excuses 
Halloween head
Drugs and colours 
Paint a picture I can’t read 
There’s a monster inside of me 
Never again will I act so foolish 

Life’s no movie I cant do it 
Fuck up every thing I’m in love with 
When my sadness take my heart
Change myself I’m falling apart 

I get goosebumps from you lately
Sunshine in the shape of a lady 
I’m not gonna say that the alcohol made me 
Living a world gone crazy 

I’ll be there when you’re calling 
Connections broken talking 
Misunderstand all your things 
I get weird when I’m falling

Distortion walkie talkie 
Big man I walk what I’m talking 
Crazy world getting more crazy
Thanks for the memories 
Still don’t don’t remember me

Sonnets for the love I wasted 
Stuck in problems I created
Sugar man sniffing cocaine chasing 
Can’t help I’m misbehaving 

Take my shirt off show my tattoos 
I had no choice baby I had to 
Cast your spell infatuated 
It’s your nonchalance I hated

lovezombie - anthem prod. CRCL

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