rediscovered this when i was listening to an old playlist. feels like 16 again.

oh, i thought you had moved on too soon
do you wanna re-adress this mess?
can we do this when you're not so drunk?
no, i won't take it, i won't take it
i can't take this anymore

are you gonna talk now?
a smile let out
a smile disguised
that look i knew
makeout, makeup
and kiss me slow
and lose control
i'm lost in you

why do you hate yourself so much?
honestly i can't stand all this talk
you break me up every time we touch
no, i won't take it, i won't take it
i can't take this anymore

☆

fall back down
hit the ground
stop control
prideful fall
it's you i love, it's you i love
come too sweet, feel relief

☆

dreams we've had - makeout

just existing

soft hearts

All Good

Everything and nothing always haunts me
I know you're trying
I know you're trying
Waiting for your moment to fall on me
I saw you trying
I saw you trying
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Hurts so bad I don't know what you want from me
You know I'm trying
You know I'm trying
And now we're hanging on by a heartbeat
You know I'm trying
I was always trying
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
I've been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing
Acting like it's nothing, such a bore
I saw the truth and I just can't ignore
You're trying to hold the heart that can't be stored
Say I tried to give my best before
You wouldn't have the chance to give me more
You're only one step closer to the door
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
I've been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
I've been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing

everything is embarrassing

[clu]

My heart is cold inside
Let me hear your voice
It makes me hot and sweet
As the strawberry revolution
You, you make me feel like heaven
I wish you could be mine
I wish i could be yours, you could be mine 
But it's an illusion

[anysthesia]

My words are cool as ice
Let yourself go down
It always makes you wonder
You ought to be evolution
You, you make me feel like innocence
I wish I could hold you
I could love you
But I know, it's only my illusion

[clu]

I hardly ever smile without you
How I wish to be with you
Every night and every second
But all I do is just
Stand away from you

[anysthesia]

My words are cool as ice
Let yourself go down
It always makes you wonder
You ought to be evolution
You, you make me feel like im innocence
I wish I could hold you
I could love you
But I know, it's only my illusion

[clu & anysthesia]

I hardly ever smile without you
I hardly ever smile without you
I wish to be with you
Every night and every second
But all I do
Is just 
Stand 
Away from you 
But all I do
Is just 
Stand 
Away from you 
But all I do
Is just 
Stand 
Away from you

ever smile without you w/ anysthesia

music video: https://youtu.be/3Gf2sOXkzcI?si=emLKH17dKT9AZey6

stab my heart
watch me bleed
you're all ive got
i can't let you leave

i've tried my best for you
not only when you wanted me to
you know i'll do anything for you

LET ME BREATHE

its you i'm calling for
just don't walk from out that door

breathe

Toughts of Death (Sped up)

mistake

my18boy

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

what was the point
when I realized that I was alone
you said you loved me but I didn’t know
I didn’t know

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

ever smile without you w/ anysthesia

yam

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