A little backstory to this track

i've felt like ive been in the lowest point in my life for the past few months since august of 2021, and i wanted to make something to represent the hopeless anger that comes along with feeling like the only way out is to end it and scrap your own body. I hope people can listen to this and feel safe in their own skin and use this song as an escape, because thats what it is for me. Its peace, harmony, love. Clarity. But theres loneliness dabbled into it. 
thank you for listening
i love you always.

ill keep trying not to die and you should too

also isnt it obvious its early goreshit inspired???

Waiting On Someone Long Gone (I Should've Known It Would Be Like This)

I've always felt alone. My whole life. For as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like it or if I'm used to it, but I know this; being lonely does things to you.

listen to my shit on spotify so i can get paid or buy my shit on bandcamp so you can own it love you

Abject human existence unfolds in a void of purpose, trapped in the relentless cycle of insignificance and despair. Life's meaning, elusive and fleeting, renders the human journey a futile pursuit of ephemeral happiness in a universe indifferent to its anguish.

Waiting On Someone Long Gone (I Should've Known It Would Be Like This)

ETHEREALHAVEN (INACTIVE ACCOUNT)