mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

edge of the world

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

I come to this moment, 
almost every night
just a resident of this body 
a hollow specter am i

I shouldn’t idolize something that never will exist yet
my touch slowly turns you to stone I cant persist ye
im just a fragment of the problems 
but one by one you start to crack

it’s just my imagination
that one day I can grab happiness
will I find happiness
I don’t think I just fall

maybe this is my desperation
please wait while I catch my breath
will I ever catch my catch breath
I just sink then lose all control

crumbling, im crumbling until your pressure hits the bone
It’s just curse when you never call
it’s like a daydream waking in a sweat from thoughts of deceit and suicide
come to not feeling alive

we talk in tongues never understand a word
on your face I just see the anger lurk
stretch my skin onto your canvas till I tears
you watch the fever build around my neck until I clasps shut, you never cared

Cracks

Hopeless Romantic

PRXJEK - ANTISOCIAL (PURPY FLIP)

Cynical Individual (prod. Weaver)

Another single from my EP "Tribulation", One more song to come and the EP will be fully released, only a few songs will be
posted on spotify due to leasing issues.


Production: https://soundcloud.com/amare-areyes
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin
Mixing & Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/snowee
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin 



LYRICS:


I know
I
would never want to be me

i'm broken like a machine

I'll smoke until I can't breath

I
know
I'm
not the person you see
I wish that I could be seen
you'll see the devil in me

don't know
why


Why i'm shaking
why i'm feeling like I don't need saving
i'm so shit and my hearts keeps breaking
fill the void with the drugs i'm taking

I don't know why I don't
try
to take my own life
all this pain
in my mind
keeps me sane
in the night

I know
I
would never want to be me

i'm broken like a machine

I'll smoke until I can't breath

I
know
I'm
not the person you see
I wish that I could be seen
you'll see the devil in me

don't know
why

Stream 🖤

mirror people (Prod by. Amare)

WRITHING IN HOLLOW PAIN 
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO
DOWNFALL OF STATIC RAIN
WHY DO YOU HAUNT ME SO

BONES TEARING OUT OF SKIN
INJECT DEPRESSION SLOW
BITING DOWN ON MY LIPS
YOU TAKE THE BEST AND GO

GHOSTS CRAWLING UP NECK TO MY HEAD
SHAKING SO MUCH MOST DAYS IVE GONE UNFED
IN OTHER WAYS I COULDNT SEE
YOU JUST GOT THE BEST OF ME

CUTTING MY SKIN FROM MY JAW TO MY SPINE
EVERYTHING NO, WORKS OUT, NO IT’S FINE
DRAG ME OUT TO THE FOREST 
FOUR SKELETONS ALL SURROUNDING ME

EYES WIDE SHUT IM FREAKING OUT YOU’RE SICK
YOU’RE COUGHING UP BLOOD, BONES BREAK LIKE STICKS
YOU KNOW THIS WOULD NEVER WORK OUT
SO YOU DROWN ME UNDER WRAP ME IN YOUR BODY BAG

SCREAMING OUT BEST INTENTIONS NO
DROWNED IN THE DEPTHS  OF AWFUL CROWS
ANXIETY GETS THE BEST OF ME
SO I’LL JUST SIT HERE AND SINK

WRITHING IN HOLLOW PAIN 
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO
DOWNFALL OF STATIC RAIN
WHY DO YOU HAUNT ME SO

BONES TEARING OUT OF SKIN
INJECT DEPRESSION SLOW
BITING DOWN ON MY LIPS
YOU TAKE THE BEST AND GO

ASH TEETH

Hey guys, hope you are all staying safe during this crisis we are having, this song Is 1/2 songs for my super mini EP
called "it's easier to fake my happiness" the other song will be posted at a later date, I hope you enjoy this song
and the mini EP. Thank you all for listening.

-FREE DOWNLOAD-


Production: https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy
Vocals & Lyrics: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin
Mixing & Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/avit69
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/stemodity

LYRICS:

oh
all the pain i'm feeling
always keeps me tearing
i don't wanna keep it
in my mind

oh, oh
all the things i'm seeing
all these people bleeding
I don't ever wanna
see them cry

oh, oh
facing all the preachers
they don't wanna teach us
they just wanna keep us
all confined

no, no
seeing all these people
facing all this evil
all they wanna do is
take their lives


take me far away where I don't know

fields of shining glass where diamonds grow


take me far away
cause I don't
wanna end up in a tidal
everyone is so damn spiteful
I don't wanna feel psycho

lets all run away

oh
lately
I've felt so damn crazy
mind is extra hazy
I just don't feel right

oh
all the pain i'm feeling
always keeps me tearing
i don't wanna keep it
in my mind

oh, oh
all the things i'm seeing
all these people bleeding
I don't ever wanna
see them cry

oh, oh
facing all the preachers
they don't wanna teach us
they just wanna keep us
all confined

no, no
seeing all these people
facing all this evil
all they wanna do is
take their lives

take me far away where I don't know

fields of shining glass where diamonds grow


I just wanted to be there
somewhere no one will find me
do you think I can sleep there
I just wanted to find peace

fantasy (Prod by. 8ROKEBOY)

lost with the crew in a new way
new town new face, every day a different place
cus im just a ghost that doesn’t seem to get it
burning with anxiety my best friends are drug addicts

so I pull up out the car and my visions all blurred yeah
so many emotions fluttering from my head that I just
try to keep on track don’t give a fuck about the clout
your not a spitting image of her yeah your way more perfect yeah I don’t deserve that

cus you want to push up on me make me feel more than nothing
put a smile right on my face I never thought id be
dragged out of a place that was worse than hell I don’t understand it
I thought I was always a burden but you say that im worth it 
  
crushing down my opportunities, I don’t wanna be
someone that is tossed aside when you get used to me
so I stay under the covers I don’t want to leave my bed
my anxieties got the worst of me he says he wants me dead

so won’t you come home
you said you never really fitted in anyway
its when the loves gone
can you look me in the face and always say that you feel the same

so won’t you come home
you said you never really fitted in anyway
its when the loves gone
can you look me in the face and say that you’ll love me anyway

I see the footprints rise in the snow
you see the ice in my eyes yeah they glow
were both wallflowers yeah were far from perfect
living on the edge ye ye you got me nervous

cus im sinking sinking sink down
im spinning spinning all around
when I try to lift my face and 
look you in the eyes you just

send a sweet smile right back at me
filling my chest with agony

Delicate

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

bury the capsule of my doubt, I find myself staring through a window into the thick fog inside of my home, and it’s haunting it’s calling me beckoning me to walk further into the trees, and I find that there is no such thing as the word hope here

now im digging my way out, does it get better, does it get better than this
you burst in my room anger is filled in the palm of your fist
waking up with a black eye yeah like everything’s just fine
until the morning brings dust and I fade into my own hell

I swear time stood for a second and it showed me everything
what it means to be alive and for what it means to kill myself
some days it gets better most days it’s just worse
until I find out I hated myself all along 

THE ROPE JUST PULLS BACK
PRESSURE BUILDS AS MY NECK JUST SNAPS
IS THIS LIFE, IS THIS IT FUCK IM SICK OF IT
REPEATING AND REPEATING UNTIL THE TIDE JUST SWALLOWS ME WHOLE

THE RAT KING RELAPSED
I DONT THINK I WILL GET ME BACK
IS THIS LIFE, IS THIS IT FUCKING KILL ME NOW
CIRCLING AND CIRCLING UNTIL THIS HELL IS ALL THAT I FOUND

Even though our eyes had seen so much heartache, we had so much faith that this journey would show us the world in which we loved, but all I'm left with is a hollow empty room, which chills my bones till they freeze, I find my soul no longer lingers in this room because it hates the feeling of knowing that someone is going to die

Iron Teeth

instrumental: røse
mix + master: me

ig: https://www.instagram.com/avoidenz/

røse:
yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsq6zL7A1ebMPadZYW5B-iQ
ig: https://instagram.com/callmerxse
twitter: https://twitter.com/callmerxse

fantasy (Prod by. 8ROKEBOY)

Yami's Sin

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