So guys its been a long ass time since I posted, i've been taken a massive break in fact I couldn't make any music for half a year I was just posting songs I made around summer time and before, and music was just making me super depressed in general, I still don't think my music is amazing, but I made this song just before the countdown for new years and it means a lot to me, its about the fight between myself and the feeling of having multiple people in a single vessel, hope you enjoy, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2021, this year will be better for all of you!



Producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxmP7h4uRJDsnGZEVQNP2ew
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/puta_22
Mixing & Mastering: https://www.fiverr.com/oyusof73?source=order_page_user_message_link
Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/vermouthnoir/

^^^ Big thanks to Hxnvme for the background vocals make sure to check her out above ^^^


Lyrics:

so you said I should change
change my thoughts
you said I keep lying
but what the fuck about yours
you said I can't face it
and this pain is yours

keep moving forward nigga
but what about now?
what about now?


yeah
everythings the same
cause I know i'm not fucking changing it
you think i'm insane
but i've seen life and its amazing bitch
talking to yourself
well you must be fucking crazy shit
I think its amazing your still standing here
cause your a  fucking ugly
useless
stupid ass bitch
you think your worth it
do you
nigga fucking quit
I can't take it
fuck you
hope you slit your wrists
bitch I hate you
love you
your still such a kid

man I hate you
fuck it 
I don't wanna be you
i'm stuck here
lost
and I can't stand to see you
i'm helpless
alone
in a mind so deceitful
I guess i'm just gone
and I don't need a sequel

i'm gone

fuck it i'm gone
I can write life
like I write in my songs
I can keep moving
but it aint moving on
I can keep saving
but when its all gone
nah fuck it i'm gone

yeah
nah fuck it im gone

nigga im gone

nigga im done

nigga im gone

message to myself. (prod by. goochy)

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Collab ples :c

Slowly evolving and adapting to new music

message to myself. (prod by. goochy)

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