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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

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Dead And Cold

Beamer Boy

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

Lyrics:
[hook]
Please don't let me fall again, again
I don't like at all the pain, the pain
You make me feel
My mother always told me
That life is never sorry
It lets you by your lonely
And I'm lonely, I'm lonely
 
[verse]
Take a pill so the stress goes right away
My head's a mess, it gets worse every day
Worse every day
I can't be sober, life sucks way too much
Ever since I lost the feel of your touch
Ever since my life lost all its joy
Cause I miss too much the sound of your voice
The sound of your laughter
Give it back to me
Cause right after
You left I stopped to live

[hook]
Please don't let me fall again, again
I don't like at all the pain, the pain
You make me feel
My mother always told me
That life is never sorry
It lets you by your lonely
And I'm lonely, I'm lonely

[bridge]
I'm just trying to make it clear
That I want you with me
I'm just trying to fall asleep
But my head doesn't let me
My heart does not beat
I cannot rest in peace

[hook]
Please don't let me fall again, again
I don't like at all the pain, the pain
You make me feel
My mother always told me
That life is never sorry
It lets you by your lonely
And I'm lonely, I'm lonely

MUSIC VIDEO

I'm Lonely [Prod. Jody & Larrybeats1999]

My Own Personal Hell

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Lord Gasp - Clorox

Why'd You Have To Go, Pt. 2

why'd you have to go Pt 2

With a fellow hippo @glxsgxw
Also produced by us, thank you for listening <3 

mix/master by @farhantnvr 

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2qdEOIS5vc3PxkaZRkWF6U
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nowhere-to-go-single/1542680792

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Art by Shipika
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Lyrics:
// Geist
Kill me slowly
Hold me close cut the flow from my vitals
Feel my heartbeat
As it comes to a halt by the nightfall

Don’t hold on to the thought
The silence
Every night
I tried to find it
Burning like fires
I’m chasing higher and higher
But now it’s too far out my reach
I fall

// Geist x GLXSGXW
Cause My days feel shorter
And My nights feel colder
I have nowhere to go

// GLXSGXW
On the map yet i dont exist
Talk a lotta smack yet im full of it
I gotta half a bag of hate to match
My hateful past that i always carry with

Sit back
Kick down
Relax and
Skip town
Speed past
Old homes

Where
All the
Trees grow
Is where youll find me
Once im gone

Get aquainted with the soul thats tainted
Got a thousand corpses hidden in the basement
I know theres no saving once i bite the pavement
Only talk bout pain and hatred how is that creative

My lungs are ash my heart is dust
Cant handle that cant handle love cause i cant trust

Everyone who didnt want to jump at least once
To escape from this pain that she used to call love

Its you (x100)

Cause when your legs fail to work
And you lay there in the snow in the cold
The ground grasping your frail body
Fingers too stiff to put the blame on me
Will the last thing you think of be lost
In the howling of the wind
Will it sink in
That you are alone

// Geist x GLXSGXW
Can I cry on your shoulder
Can you try n hold me closer
I wanna feel like I'm home again

Cause My days feel shorter
And My nights feel colder
I have nowhere to go

Stream

I'm Geist x GLXSGXW - Nowhere To Go

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

New single “She’s got starry eyes” 
Mixed by Yago beats

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
She’s got starry eyes
The kind that light up the night 
They pull you in closer Stay the night 
Yeah she’s got starry eyes 
And I’m terrified of falling for you 
Terrified that I’ll start to lose 
My mind into the night 
Get lost in those starry eyes 
(Verse)
Whats forever when it’s meant to break
We’ll be together name the time and place 
Come back to you it’s okay yeah 
With you I can’t replace 
Memories of you and me 
Always float around for me to see
Into the night I’ll see your starry eyes 
Reach out my hand will you take mine?

She’s got starry eyes

VXXS "NOWYGLXCK" (Prod.Pxlsdead")

@prod-mangetsu
art by bmo
DOOMSDAY CO.

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
I feel so dead

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
And I feel so dead

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Yeah (x16)

Been a long time since the world broken my heart
Run around town with a crown
I’m your Superman 
Gotta tech 9 she ain’t kind to your drama
I’m your life line till we die by the Vicodin

Everyone wants to go to heaven
But no one wants to die
Is it a curse or a blessing?
When they don’t say goodbye 

Goodbye (x4)

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

This happens everyday,
They always want there way
And no it’s not okay
You’re bringing our doomsday
With poison in our veins,
There’s demons in our brains
So don’t get in the way
Of me and my doomsday 

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Cheers to the end of mankind
And I hate you all so damn much

doomsdayco! (prod. manget$u)

SINODA:
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Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxod...​
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/s.inoda/​
Twitter - https://twitter.com/s_inoda​

XANAKIN SKYWOK:
https://soundcloud.com/xanakinskywok​
https://linktr.ee/xanakinskywok

SINODA - ABRAKADABRA (ft. XANAKIN SKYWOK)

ALL PLATFORMS!!!



LYRICS//


-{intro ihatebigchase}-

baby could you fall asleep with me

been there i keep promising

to keep things straight 

i don't wanna fuck baby i just wanna feel-

-{hook ihatebigchase}-

baby could you fall asleep with me

been there i keep promising

to keep things straight

i don't wanna fuck baby

i just wanna feel loved 

and this feelings not enough 

yeah this feelings getting rough

x2

-{verse 1 ihatebigchase}-

take another drag

cigarette box that i found in the trash

one more hit and it's gonna be my last

then it's back to fighting always bitching about the past

bitch i said i'm sorry that i'm not sorry 

say i never call you but you never call me

anger in your voice when i'm talking bout parties

bitching bout some bitches man i'm finna fuck wit aubrey


-{verse 2: Just Tommy}-

i don’t wanna fall asleep with her 

got diamonds and pearls on her purse 
i don’t really care 

i just want the love baby , i just wanna know you there 

and i know that i haven’t been the best 
but 

i’m sorry 
call me just to leave me in the trash 

i keep feeding on your lies 

it feels like you’re eating me alive 

which is so sad why you gotta act like that, 
girl please tell me why you act like that 

baby why you always leaving me feeling bad 

wish i could crrl alt delete what we had 

bitch why you always hitting me when you’re mad

bitch why you always gotta cheat when you’re sad


-{hook ihatebigchase}-

baby could you fall asleep with me

been there i keep promising

to keep things straight

i don't wanna fuck baby

i just wanna feel loved 

and this feelings not enough 

yeah this feelings getting rough

x2

-{outro: ihatebigchase}-

yeah, this feelings getting rough 

x3

ctrl alt delete w/ihatebigchase (prod. Taurs)

Left On Read (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Major
Bpm 150

Free for non profit use only - Must always credit in title (Prod Splashgvng)
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Left On Read

So guys its been a long ass time since I posted, i've been taken a massive break in fact I couldn't make any music for half a year I was just posting songs I made around summer time and before, and music was just making me super depressed in general, I still don't think my music is amazing, but I made this song just before the countdown for new years and it means a lot to me, its about the fight between myself and the feeling of having multiple people in a single vessel, hope you enjoy, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2021, this year will be better for all of you!



Producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxmP7h4uRJDsnGZEVQNP2ew
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/puta_22
Mixing & Mastering: https://www.fiverr.com/oyusof73?source=order_page_user_message_link
Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/vermouthnoir/

^^^ Big thanks to Hxnvme for the background vocals make sure to check her out above ^^^


Lyrics:

so you said I should change
change my thoughts
you said I keep lying
but what the fuck about yours
you said I can't face it
and this pain is yours

keep moving forward nigga
but what about now?
what about now?


yeah
everythings the same
cause I know i'm not fucking changing it
you think i'm insane
but i've seen life and its amazing bitch
talking to yourself
well you must be fucking crazy shit
I think its amazing your still standing here
cause your a  fucking ugly
useless
stupid ass bitch
you think your worth it
do you
nigga fucking quit
I can't take it
fuck you
hope you slit your wrists
bitch I hate you
love you
your still such a kid

man I hate you
fuck it 
I don't wanna be you
i'm stuck here
lost
and I can't stand to see you
i'm helpless
alone
in a mind so deceitful
I guess i'm just gone
and I don't need a sequel

i'm gone

fuck it i'm gone
I can write life
like I write in my songs
I can keep moving
but it aint moving on
I can keep saving
but when its all gone
nah fuck it i'm gone

yeah
nah fuck it im gone

nigga im gone

nigga im done

nigga im gone

message to myself. (prod by. goochy)

Cell Games (feat. Santos Santana, Prompto, B-Train, Blake Basic & Drugsta)

12 BILLION LIGHT-YEARS FROM EARTH

Together Forever

Together Forever (prod. IOF x King Theta)

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- https://www.instagram.com/koithealche...
- https://soundcloud.com/koi-the-alchemist
- https://youtube.com/channel/UCvUt8WP5...
- https://twitter.com/KoiTheAlchemist
- https://music.apple.com/us/artist/koi...
-https://open.spotify.com/artist/4QaIO...


Sadfriendd:
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https://www.instagram.com/sadfriendd/

Koi The Alchemist - EATTHEENTIREASS ft. Sadfriendd

RiverKinn
"Tequila Diaries"
Produced by RiverKinn
Mixed by Nyte Lo
Cover photography by a3stheticvisi0ns

--------------------
Young River with the flow so cold
If you get in the way then you gotta go
What you think you really know about me, what?
What you think you really know?
Young River with the flow so cold
If you get in the way then you gotta go
What you think you really know about me, what?
What you think you really know?

They put the cuffs on me at 17
Told me everything I'd never be
I said I'd never let it get to be
Dealing with the law disrespecting me
Bullies in the hall tryna step to me
You think this ain't affected me?

Screaming in the mirror tryna break it
So I can reach inside and grab my reflection to shake it
I've been yelling at myself that I've been acting too complacent
I had the realization what I want, I gotta take it, take it

I've been walking through a blizzard
I ain't even show a shiver
Had that Molly in my blood
And that liquor in my liver
Let them know it's sink or swim
Now the current going quicker
All you rappers light rain
Couldn't overflow the river

Young River with the flow so cold
If you get in the way then you gotta go
What you think you really know about me, what?
What you think you really know?
Young River with the flow so cold
If you get in the way then you gotta go
What you think you really know about me, what?
What you think you really know?

Courtney was supposed to have my baby
But that ain't ever happen and it really drove me crazy
I paid your mama's rent and you didn't even thank me
But I ain't mad about it, this the type of shit that made me
Who I am
Tryna play me, you get wasted like it's grand theft
Running up on me like I've been running up my Am-Ex
Sippin' on tequila while I'm walking down Sunset
Been here for a week and I ain't even fuckin land yet

I can't believe the way it's panned out
Everybody looking at me for a handout
I'm the man now
I lit myself on fire to hotwire
My entire life has led to where I am now

Young River with the flow so cold
If you get in the way then you gotta go
What you think you really know about me, what?
What you think you really know?
Young River with the flow so cold
If you get in the way then you gotta go
What you think you really know about me, what?
What you think you really know?
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXXI

Tequila Diaries

[Prod.ELE]
Mix & Master [ELE]
ig: bit.ly/38cKuIa
yt: bit.ly/2T9RKAr

Sezm:
https://soundcloud.com/sezm/tracks
https://www.instagram.com/sezm_/?hl=de

Vampcry:
https://soundcloud.com/vampcry/tracks
https://www.instagram.com/vampcryy/?hl=de

Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/akvri/tracks
-----------------
{Verse: ELE}
Motherfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh
You look like a product from incest, tactic west on my chest
Bomb addressed to your mans, never give a second chance
Your whole life makes no fucking sense
ELE beats goes intense
Keep the fucking distance
Or I rot your existence
You just a wannabe
Just somebody without any energy
My motherfucking enemy
Felony so heavily
Just to feel the mеlody
Searching for my destiny
I don't need a therapy

{Bridge: ELE}
Mothеrfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh
Motherfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh

{Verse: Sezm}
You get fucking murked, parasites and worms
Rippin off your damn skin when i put you in the dirt
Imma hit him where it hurts
In my eyes the blood squirt
Snap his fuck neck back
Putting that shit in reverse
Eyes red when I terminate
These pussy motherfuckers wanna hate, bitch
Put that blade up to his fucking face
He long gone when I fucking break
Clawing at the basement door, you can't get out
All my demons fucking evil like the Thompson house
You do me wrong I'm coming, back and knockin' teeth out
Now show me where the fuck he at? I'll stomp his ass out
Videotape it
I'll fuck up your face, displace it
You see me glitch like the matrix
Fuck therapy is driven by hated

{Verse: VAMPCRY}
Goodnight, I don't like what you say wanna die?
Put your ass right to bed night, night (night, night)
Fuck what you talk better suck my fuckin' cock
I don't like it when you walk
Wish that you would fuckin' rot in a grave (yah aye)
Go ahead n' blame ma ways
Imma die, call it a race
Do not say ma fuckin' name
(Do not say ma fuckin' name)

{Outro: ELE, Sezm, VAMPCRY}
Motherfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh
Motherfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh
Motherfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh
Motherfucker who you want to test, yuh
I don't really care about the rest, yuh, yuh

message to myself. (prod by. goochy)

Yami's Sin